New year & feeling so despondent :(. Is there no one willing to take a chance on me?

I have made some lovely friends in the whole three weeks I've been a CM member, How come I don't get any serious replies to my profile? I've had three idiots over the last twenty four hours, do people seriously have nothing better to do? I didn't think I was asking a lot, someone special & we could bond together. Perhaps I am, Perhaps all the genuine members of CM have already found what they're seeking, or not even looking, leaving the dregs.

I'm having a great time on the Message Boards, & with the friends I've made, I'll treat the fools with the contempt they deserve. Sorry for the rant, this is an adult site, why don't people behave as such?

Been a while since I've made a journal entry, but, just had to share this thought:- All of the people I look forward to hearing from, either on the Message Boards or Private Mail are American, or live in America, are there no British Ladies on CM .

Working nightshifts, mean insomnia at 2 O'clock in the afternoon! CollarMe is a Godsend, wish I had a significant other to take care of & obey, sometimes feel a bit low.

 Still, long weekend to look forward to, yay  .

Just love reading the 'Positive Experience' forum, I feel so happy for everyone who has posted there, & it gives me hope & encouragement to carry on.

Yesterday, I had a particularly long & stressful shift at work, saved only by a wonderful dinner with friends. Home, straight to bed, completely done in .

I've just journal edit thingy & thought I'd give it a go.

Played a gig last night at the Nags Head, went down reasonably well I thought, nursed hangover this morning, other than that, a pretty boring Saturday I think. Comes to something when you're looking forward to going back to work .