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MistressZion
**Not looking**
I am in a committed poly
relationship With Wolf and Satina.
I am here enjoying the new friends and old friends on this site. I am a gothic/ submissive/slave/
masochist/ polyamourous. (try saying that 5 times really fast *s*) Please refer to the note at the top of the profile, I am not looking for any play partners as I am in a relationship.

The sweet dark taste of blood and fear running throught my veins until nothing else matters. No thoughts,no memories,no worries only sensation.The whispered threats, the feel of leather striking bare flesh. Panting, sweating, fighting,screaming and begging for more until every little voice is silenced for a space of time. The look a Sadist gets,that predatory gleam that says 'safe word or not someone might not make it out' is part of the thrill,the rush and the magic of play.It is not about being beaten but being taken;submitting to anothers will while still keeping that essential part of yourself.

Being Owned if even for a short period of time in a world dedicated to individuality is a gift.
The adventure has just begun, it's not about the destination but the journey.
"Sex without fear and pain is like food without taste" Marquis De Sade
12/5/2008 4:10:03 PM
I've added two new pictures, they were taken at  an event where I did an energy pull, also known as a hook pull, there is no blood visible :) but wanted to warn you if you are going to look at my photo's that there are hooks sticking out of my chest, and yes it hurt :) but was worth it
1/25/2008 9:54:22 AM
Live with intention,walk to the edge,listen hard,practise wellness,play with abandon.
Laugh.
Choose with no regret,continue to learn,appreciate your friends,do what you love and live as if this is all there is.
That is a quote from Mary Anne Radmacher. The words pretty much explain how I try to live my life :)
12/23/2007 12:03:23 PM
 Happy Holidays!!!!    please don't drink and drive
11/9/2007 5:30:47 PM
 The future is always one of those amazing and slightly scary places, when you start taking those tentative steps foreword, you suddenly realise  the adventure and path ahead, You don't forget the past or  ignore it. But carry it with you,  keeping the one's you love close, the ones who have helped direct you, the ones in step with you and the ones  yet to cross our paths in mind. It's about the journey,wether it be Leather,BDSM,Vanilla, or Polka-Dot *s*  it's about living life
10/26/2007 8:46:37 PM
I thought a Halloween style picture change would be fitting! Happy Samhain from Wolf (straightjacket fellow) and me (the multiple personality that couldn't decide what to wear!!!)
10/7/2007 4:30:52 AM
 I've been thinking about labels and how we are  catagorized. I've  identified as a 'bottom,I don't fit completly in that box *s* the arms and legs tend to dangle out :)  A friend gave me a definition.Ask a slave/sub/bottom to clean your boots and you can tell what box they fit into. A slave will lick your boots until you say stop, a submissive will lick your boots until they feel  like stopping and a bottom will tell you to go f*** youself...It's far from an accurate discriptor but I still liked it. I'm all three of those things depending on the person who is brandishing the boot
5/21/2007 6:31:30 PM
Two quotes that cought my attention:
"Life isn't about finding yourself...Life is about creating yourself"
and

"Never make someone a priority that see's you as an option"
2/10/2007 12:16:40 PM
 Nos angelus de talis occasus Christus maerere et noster fabricatio

My latin is very rusty but the line seems to stick in my head, I don't feel that way, personally I think 'decadent' can be a good thing *s*
12/13/2006 12:18:01 AM
Happy Holidays, May all your submissives be merry and bright *g*
11/6/2006 2:15:44 PM

A bit of laughter:

What is the difference between a boogey and broccoli?
(heehee)
Kids won't eat broccoli  :)
9/12/2006 1:19:07 PM
No journey that is worth its salt is about just getting from point A to point B it is about what is in.between. I am a very non-linear person so I'm usually excited if I do find point B!  What is in between has made me take a closer look at myself and made me glad I brought my proverbial back pack and towel along(the towel is a Hitchikers Guide reference *s*)   This one is not about the ending but what I am finding in between for the good and the bad... hikes up the straps on her pack, wraps her towel around her shoulders.. Well onward and upward!!!!
8/28/2006 10:38:04 AM
I apologize in advance for any who read this. I am a writer not a poet *s* There is a diffrence but  poetry can be the most powerful way to vent  inner feelings and I wrote this for myself more than anything else. You can flip to another profile now if you like *S*
The doorway stands as my sentinal
Silent and always present,the line so clearly drawn.
Rules I cannot grasp
Rules I beg to follow
Those lines of intimacy, touch love and beyond
I cannot be anything beyond me
Woman,submissive,masochist,lover,friend,wife
Ask of me all you will butI will never be false.
The feel of skin, the sound of screams, the intimacy of bodies together,, heaven in it's truest form.Head bowed in suplication.
How high the price, the value is an equation.
8/23/2006 3:47:32 PM
 This has been such an intresting summer, painful in some ways but so fullfilling in others.  I'm still awe inspired by the participants of the end cancer walk and the volunteers, so much so that i'm signed up as crew for next year!!  i have been so privlaged to  get to know a Beautiful Lady and Her boys.  They have made me feel so welcome and T/they even graceously suffered through my camp-cooked breakfast  :) 
8/14/2006 11:02:10 AM
I witnessed something amazing on Sunday, it was the walk to end breast cancer here in Edmonton, over a thousand participants walked 60 km and raised 4.5 million dollars for research. I am so proud of all the participants.
7/8/2006 2:24:47 PM
I just added 2 new pictures to my profile, the one with me and a young guy with a goatee (my awsome nephew) was taken at Edmonton's pride parade.  The other one is of me in my office or as Rob likes to call it the 'land of chaos' *s*
6/25/2006 1:00:55 PM
Doorways are always best when you can walk through them and not stand in them.
6/24/2006 5:16:18 PM
* adiame*...... bathing a cat that does not want a bath... never a good idea
6/24/2006 2:21:50 PM
bored, bored, bored, bored.........*s* sorry, just had to share, I'm bloody bored . I've done pretty much everything I can think of to try and amuse myself.... Do you know how hard it is to practice fencing by yourself?? A moving target is much more fun... Maybe I'll try and give one of the cats a bath *g* 
6/20/2006 5:44:17 PM
I have come to the firm conclusion that most people don't grasp the diffrence between 911 (UK 999) and 411 (info)  and despite what the movies say you can not hang up fast enough.... grrr *s* sorry small rant, feel better now
2/22/2006 7:22:01 PM


Seek first to understand rather than be understood
10/1/2005 9:38:28 AM
My odd words of wisdom : tears happen,endure,grieve and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. be ALIVE while you are alive. And remember to laugh often,long and loud.Laugh until you gasp for breath or pee your pants.
9/25/2005 3:31:32 PM

ever have one of those days where you wonder, 'but why can't I run them over?' 

tpeslavekendra
 
 Age: 27
 Bronx, New York