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So this thing needs to be updated...
I'm still learning about myself and the world and how I fit into it. I've learned so much from the community that I'm involved in, and I cannot express my gratitude to those who have helped me to learn. I am still growing, and look forward to the new things I will learn.
I have been blessed to have two wonderful men present in my life that are teaching me what I've been missing in my life. I am blessed beyond belief that they are in my life.
I've been owned off and on for the last 6 years and will probably be putting things I've learned in that time into posts on the various forum groups here. I look forward to interacting with everyone and learning new things.
I have been told that I am a control slut and have been called a sensation slut. I'm gaining practical experience thanks to one of the wonderful men mentioned above. Once again, the theme of learning is pretty powerful here as well, and I think that's going to be my theme for the new year.
I am sarcastic, sassy, and often dryly playful. I adore flirting in all its forms, and will take every scrap of attention you care to lavish.
Please note the following disclaimers. They generally all apply to any post I make, however, at times, I may use specific ones.
*Disclaimer 1: This is simply my opinion.
*Disclaimer 2: Your mileage may vary.
*Disclaimer 3: I'm just a simple slave, feel free to not listen to anything I say.
*Disclaimer 4: I have been owned by Gorean men for over 6 years. I know (mostly) of what I speak.
*Disclaimer 5: If something I say offends you, I apologize.
That is the current list of disclaimers. I may add more.
:)
I adore reading. My current favorite authors are JD Robb, JR Ward and Stephanie Laurens. I read a lot of romance, but I like mysteries, suspense, science fiction and drama as well. I'm a big fan of Shakespeare and classical literature, although I'm not as well versed as I'd like to be.
My favorite movie of all time is Gone With The Wind. This is followed by Dead and Breakfast, Carousel and Underworld. I have eclectic tastes in movies, and I like a range of all genres. I've recently learned to appreciate horror movies and enjoy Japanese movies the most.
My CM accounts have a history of mail not working. Please be patient with me.
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I?ve been questioning my slavery and submission in the last few days. I know that I am still driven by some unseen force that compels me to find my knees in the presence of an alpha male. I have realized that the alpha male does not have to be a Gorean. He also doesn?t have to be traditionally alpha. I have discovered that although I am a sexual creature, sex is not my motivator in a relationship. Sex doesn?t even have to be a part of the relationship, as long as emotion is.
That emotion doesn?t have to be love, although it does need to be some sort of affection. It needs to have a basis in reality, and a basis of friendship to get started.
My slavery, I have realized, is not based upon sex, but upon service and control. Sex might be the means for you to control me, but it is not the reason I submit. I submit because I recognize that you are stronger than me, you are more capable of making the decisions than me, and ultimately, you are far better at running my life than me.
For me, at the end of the day, give me a kiss, call me a good girl, perhaps snuggle me, and I will be yours. I am not as complicated as I like to think, and I?ve spent far to much time deluding myself as to this fact.
So what does this rambling post end with? it ends with what I have discovered. That, I, Kasumi, am a unique and precious indiviual. That I do have my own voice, thoughts and morals. My honor system may not make sense to anyone else, but it helps to define who I am. My honor system and morality may change to accomidate the person I am under the control of, but the basics of those will not. I live for the control inherent in a BDSM enviornment. I like sex, although I can live without it. Sex does not drive my submission, Control does. I strive to be what my Owner wishes me to be, ever watchful, ever learning, ever listening, ever teaching. To be like a wave upon the shore, present when I am needed, retreating when I am not.
He is my Lord, and I am ever his faithful subject. |
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Disclaimer 1: This is simply my opinion.
Disclaimer 2: Your mileage may vary.
Disclaimer 3: I'm just a simple slave, feel free to not listen to anything I say.
Disclaimer 4: I may not be owned by a Gorean man any more, but I was for 6 years, I know (mostly) of what I speak.
Disclaimer 5: If something I say offends you, I apologize.
That is the current list of disclaimers.? I may add more.? :)
This message was approved by me. :)
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| Age: 21 |
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