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18 year old Domme's that post pics of themselves in their underwear are just so darn cute, meaning no disrespect of course., |
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~insert cliche submissive line here~ |
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lets see....
owned
photographer
colorado bound
looking for friends <given>
household may be considering expanding to include more submissives <slaves> depending if requirements are ment....
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drunk texting is not as enjoyable as drunk dialing |
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owned by Iyvonne here....looking for a 3rd...male or female....mostly nonsexual.....must be good at massages,,,e-mail for more info |
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those that yield are not always weak. |
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http://www.collarme.com/personals/r/PowerExchange/chat.htm |
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http://talkingsex.ning.com/profiles/blog/list?user=2mdfu2zrqzeqo |
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really bad...i get dommed by my pets even.... |
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needing photography subjects....Domme or sub or switch...or the like...e-mail for details.... |
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bathroom cleaned...tomorrow...the living room.... |
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http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes3.asp |
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so boy got to thinking today on punishment....and has came to an understanding of sorts. seems that all submissives are religious. mess up...what do you do? you go to your Master...and confess, then they give you 10 whippings as your atonement. then the slave is all better. something interesting here....boy loves a good mental punishment cause it actually effects him properly...he learns from it. but that isn't enough. boy has to have the atonement also so that he can be found worthy again. It has to be a physical punishment as well. Boy knows all of those sayings such as "one look from Me is enough to make them shake." sure that is true; one look can do that...but the reason they are shaking is two fold; they respect you and fear what you could do to them.
you respect your priest, you love your priest and what they represent you fear. now what this comes down to is what about those submissives that aren't pain sluts? that simply can't handle the sting of a whip. they still need some type of phyiscal punishment and it really can be anything for the mindset that they will be placed on does it. it could be eating their favorite ice cream, knowing the only reason they are eating is cause they made a mistake and isn't worthy enough to sit at their Master's feet. Yes the icecream is tastey...but the mindset of eating it is sad....
hear the thought that if the slave likes it, it isn't a punishment...well....frankly that is naive thinking to me. if they are enjoying the punishment mentally....not physically, then they haven't learned anything and there are deeper issues to address.
boy tries his damnest to be a good boy...but he messes up also still. he would be able to handle any punishment given...just how he works...but that doesn't mean he won't learn from it....won't grow from it...won't listen to the lesson and have it written in permant ink upon his soul.
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its all about the breasts sometimes....so was at a semi kinky club on Sat night...what some people would call a "social club." and boy found it highly amusing and interesting. now boy has been to many plain flavored ice cream clubs...where there is all the dancing and the excessive booty shaking and sharks swimming the waters for pray....he handled them just find cause has a way to hyper focusing on things...and so he hyper focused on the feel of the music rushing through him. This club was different though.
For one...people introduced themselves...highly unusual...thinking did more talking then than ever at any clubs unless it was to order a drink.
and the air was different. it reeked of acceptance...everyone danced with everyone....and no one cared if they danced well or not....they just let go and dance. plus the freedom of sexuality was a site to behold. It was like going into an soft R rated verision of Short bus...just without the sex. Hense lots of breasts....mind you....at around 1am the mind set changed some...thinking it was the booze hitting everyone, but before that, was the most comfortable club ever at...and looking forward to going again.
today was a day though. had a great photoshoot planned and the weather was too cold for most of the shots i wanted...well...all of them...and then didn't eat till was wilted and made an emotional error....sometimes that happens...and you just gotta learn from it...and go through hell...and come back out....really...what is the point of quitting something because you got a flat tire? flat tires can be fixed after all, and is way easier than finding a new car to drive....
gotten a few comments on my profile lately...seems to be pretty randomly written...but that is how my mind works.... |
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first photoshoot is done! woot woot! was of a couple in bricktown...OKC....wow talk about lots of fun places there to take photos...wasn't lifestyle...but they were edgy and all for the non traditional aspects of engagement sessions....no flowers or tree shots.....way more fun that i thought it would be. |
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green is the color that is tainted with envy....thinking...as a submissive or slave or one who submits...shouldn't really be envivious...why put yourself first? i mean if your own needs come first well...shouldn't you then put on a pair of boots, hold a riding crop and sit in a chair drinking a cup of coffee? |
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hmmm.....this seems to look nice...likes these colors.....yes yes...blue on black...tears on a river push come to shove don't hold back....hehehe... |
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going to be a photoshoot weekend....have two shoots planned and one of them is even a "lifestyle" shoot. woohoo! plus...thinking tonight may be a good night to go to a kinky club in town...yah...boy is feeling bold and brave today. |
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so i got to thinking...so many profiles say read the whole thing before replying...but would that actually stop those that reply to profiles without reading the message? |
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~runs around handing clothing to all the nude Dommes~ |
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so real life scening puts a sub in a very interesting mind set....this unreal daze where you are so in the moment its like you are flying...the mind doesn't drift....the body responds to things it normally doesn't....hell, can handle alot more pain as well. thinking that subs need to be used some how so they feel their worth. its like just looking at a toy and not playing it.... |
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needs new music........ggggggggrrrrrrrr |
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back when i use to be in a online slave house....or Gor....~yes boy knows all about Gor the good and the bad and the many viewpoints on it, likes talking about it~...or the neoGor....Sundays was the special play day for all the slaves. we could just goof off with each other in semi kinky ways....lots of cuddle time and just chitchat and relax....
Sundays have always held that place for me...its the day of playing video games and eating finger foods...not fingers....eating fingers is ick....so thinking today....i got only 2 hours of actual "work to do" ~yes...goes against my belief...but when it is $55 an hour...i'll bend" and then play time...heehee |
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so spent a small amount checking out profiles today. some of the things said are so amusing....
i really get a kick out of how phone verification is needed to see if you are a female or not...sure....that works...afterall...i don't mind giving my phone number out to a complete stranger without knowing a single thing. and there should be phone verification for men also! come on....i can i know that you are actually male...oh yah....only men would pretend to be female not the other way around...i keep forgetting that...~slaps self with the lowest of the low bumper sticker on his bum~
lets see...what else is funny.....ahh...submissive poses for Dommes. It is kinda funny to me that they are trying to look sexy in a traditional sub pose. don't get me wrong, i don't mind seeing your nudity or in yourself in underwear...but when your profile is for girls only, why you showing something off that is traditionally used to arouse men? so strange....yes and the sun glasses really hides who you are also...i can see that and those and that.....but not your eyes......strange....i so want to travel cross country and take photos of them all with clothing...and not in leather...and not in the bed room...and not of the feet....heeheee
sub profiles that states all the needs and wants upfront...giving a complete sexual background then getting upset that all the e-mails they get are from men.
maybe they need to hook up with the Domme's in their underware on a bed surrounded by toys wanting a phone call before hello?
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been one of those draining few days...you know the days that you don't want to crawl out of bed? the days when you wish you had a robot to bring you coffee...and stay under the covers and sleep...or make it to the couch and put on a marathon of Dawson's Creek and just got lost in the talky drama...yah...been a few of those days. But boy is a boy and boys keep on treking....sadly there is no beam me up scotty...cause that would be cool....save on gas money also. |
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you know....its kinda nice sometimes being the lowest of the low here on CM....no emails few people viewing me....kinda makes this place relaxing...so was thinking....if people don't like emails...turn into a submissive boy...it will work wonders. but then i am just a SAM. I know most people look at that as a bad word...why? hmm....then maybe sub boys should just be adbiding....be good, sit and only speak when spoken too...don't mind all of the lil yummy girls prancing about saying i will do this i won't do this....you are just suppose to chill there and be grateful that someone said hi. yah...i rather be a SAM. |
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today boy has discovered the best and worst drink ever. what attracted boy to it was that it was in a blue can, and boy has a thing for blue cans and just the color blue in general....after all, getting blue balls at least the experience of it is fun. so boy took a sip of this drink....its called NOS, holy cow does it taste rancid...then funny thing...drank more and more and more and can all gone and boy now flying rat a tat all over work, got extremely hyper so that wasn't good...but yum of a drink and it is icky too! |
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alright...hi there! guess what? I may have a cute bum...and you may even want to spank it a few times.....but sadly...i'm straight. i know i know...it really sucks....but based on those checking me out...there is lots of bisexual and gay of both dom and sub that should make all of you quite content. i'm far from offended and some of you have even been pretty hot...but it just doesn't do it for me. thank you and carry on with your trolling. |
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I'm thinking that for April 1st....i'm gonna act like a Dom all day. now to go trolling for skirts...heeheeheee |
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top 5 video games for Dom/subs to play together, in no order, and naturally, using the terms Dom/sub in generalized meanings.
1. Guitar Hero 3...the sub can play bass while the Dom can play lead.
2. Cabal. the Dom can go slash and hack while the sub can be backup with arrows.
3. Soul Caliber 3. the Dom can beat up the sub.
4. Tetris Worlds.....the sub can help the Dom make things
5. The Sims 2. well...a book could be written on this one....esp with the things you can down load for it. |
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so it seems that the pictures boy took of Iyvonne seems to be doing the trick for Her...at least when it comes to the boys....they are been diggin the pics and sending her lots of e-mails. At least that part of the search is going well....sadly though boy gets to find the female....and seems they don't answer e-mails...mind you only has sent two out....picky picky picky....ahh...boy knows here he is the lowest of the low....its kinda nice sometimes...get a great view....so he will sit back and watch all the comings and goings and who knows where the goings may lead but then...all he is, is a follower.
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so boy had a draining night. his bro made a mistake...and couldn't take the punishment..so boy was force to take it instead to fix the issue. naturally boy did a great job...but bloody hell it zapped his energy. won't go into details...not boy's place....but really pushed him again...seems like alot of that is going on. |
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so taking journal break between sessions of heavy chores. Woohoo! its friday is all i can say. Going out clubbing tonight which is something not done in years. Yesterday was a good day for many reasons. Got pushed out of my comfort zone in a fun way. had to go take photos of Mistress. Boy is good at photography...but not on the directing part...well...yah, boy speciality is being a wall flower at events and capturing things that no one else sees. So going out and doing this means he had to be more opinionated in his skill and it was a fun challenge...the pictures came out very very well. Thankfully though his subject was a great one and made it easy on him....melded minds think alike so very little instruction truely had to be given, but enough was given to push him past his comfort zone. |
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so this whole proactive thing is just....different in a way....instead of thinking "what would she want for dinner" gotta think "what are things she would want for dinner that can be suggested that she will like" oh joy and rapture, but in a good way. |
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hmmm...wow....here I am...there you are...and the only thing between us is electricty....wow...ok...so hello...yeppers...this is me rambling for the sake of rambling trying to make no sense...hopes it works...but if it doesn't...its at least a message saying that yep, boy is alive and so are you and you and maybe...even you,,,but you haven't had enough coffee yet to tell. |
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Artist: American Hi-Fi Lyrics
Song: The Rescue Lyrics
I wish we could back
to the beginning
cause there's something missing from your eyes.
We lost a lifetime
when I disappeared,
now I am coming back to you.
[Chorus:]
I wish I could fly, I know I can save us somehow.
You thought you were safe and sound but you need a hero now.
You gotta believe even with broken wings,
I've come to your rescue and you can't rescue me.
Summer's the season
but you're cold and freezing,
if there's a reason it's a lie.
When did I loose you,
I need you to pull through,
the weight of the world never felt so alive |
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it all comes down to perception...which reality to grasp onto, which one to savor and which one to let go...never matters who is actually right or not, just wether if you want to believe them. and in that, lies the slaves choice. |
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i as was asked what is my symbol...most people tend to say a type of flower...or that they are a moon baby or a sun child...but the more i think on it...i am a snaked curled around your ankle. |
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a dream last night, of me rushing to the hospital, driving like a bat out of hell through a 200 car pile up passing cars that were on fire, sliding under semi as it slid across the road, weaving in and out going on pure instinct....and then i make it to the hospital and running up the steps i trip and fall, busting my face all up.................some where in all of this there is humor. |
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the best stories begin with "once upon a time" and they never have a true ending, just a few thoughts that can drift into a lifetime. |
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Artist: Finley Quaye & William Orbit Lyrics
Song: Dice Lyrics
I was crying over you
I am smiling I think of you
Where your garden have no walls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear that your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear that your love's for me
I was crying over you
I am smiling I think of you
Misty morning and water falls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Virtuous sensibility
Escape velocity
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing
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there are times when you sit back and know that the world is mocking you with every move, and all you can do is give it the "bird" and just keep on going. |
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top 6 strong male submissive in no order
1. Pills for Sara by WinterPills
2. Self Esteem by Off Spring
3. Shimmer by Shawn Mullins
4. Dance Dance by Fall Out Boys
5. Hate me today by Blue October
6. Her Ornament By Verve Pipe
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i always wonder if it is possible to submit to someone that isn't on the same mental level as you...and if as a submissive you can relish in it without topping from below...i know for myself i am very much a mental person, and one of the things that i love when it happens is when someone can back me into a corner where the only words i can say, is "yes Mistress." |
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the joys of the feeling of freedom within the confines of a collar where the life is what it is where it is and why it isn't what you thought but better than it seems if you just step back and look through untainted eyes as what has been given is better than the simple want that should be could be a new need if you just twist it this way and that way...if only you skipped back the pretenses to the truth within in beats of the moment and the space between the words. |
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the soul is defined by indivuality where it brings out the true essense of who you are by the things you like or don't like. what makes have uniqueness is how you think, believe, behave. in that sense which is better? someone that understands who they are and are willinging to change every single thing about themselves or the person that wants to find someone that will meet and match their interests while expanding on them to fit what they want?
too many people have stated that they have no limits and then go on to list the things they like or don't like. too many people state they have no limits and truly mean it then that defeats the purpose of owning someone for who wants to own a person that is just a shell and will do whatever you want without having any personality?
for this boy, i will be submissive, i will gladly expand my horizons to include almost anything, but there are things that make me who i am that so far no one has been able to change.
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right before i view a profile, i get that sick feeling in my stomach and that voice in my head goes "oh god, please don't let this be a picture of one of my exes" |
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so boy has discovered something and he knows that this like and enjoyment may make him seem contradictive, but boy has found the joys of O.C. yes, this boy likes O.C. he has gotten the first two disks of season one on dvd and has found a show that truly shows the strength of a submissive, and a silent one at that. it is truly amazing when a show will have the main character barely talk at all yet be the heart and soul...boy has only watched 8 esp of it, and yes, after the 1st 4 they did tone it down a bit, too suspendful...gripping, namely too much like a realistic slice of life movie instead of a UPN/WB teen soap opera, and in someways it still is like that so boy will continue to watch it and relish in the potrayal of a strong submissive |
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boy has noticed that submissive/slave men on this website gets a bad rap. yes most of it is warrented. yes most men are only thinking with their little pecker. but not all men are like that, far too many profiles strictly state that they don't want any men writing them, which is understandable and is their choice there is nothing wrong with that. but what saddens me is that men have acted in such an extreme way to make it so that all men are denied on the basis of players. it almost makes me want to unionized some of the submissive men that truly are not here for the play and is for the lifestyle who don't write one line e-mails concerning webcams. |
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so boy was at the gas station buying cigarettes and noticed that there was a pack of 18 year olds in there wearing their tank tops and too tight jeans and boy just wanted to gag. the look in their eyes all said one thing "giggle." it was high disturbing and boy can't understand why most males consider 18 the choice age for the physical sexual aspect of life. much rather view someone who shows the wisdom of time, who can carry them self with strength of knowledge instead of the falsity of youngful ignorance and a pretty piece of flesh. |
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quote
from Jacqueline Cary in her book Kushiel's Dart "those that yield are not always weak"
this boy is not a weakling of the mind. being who he is does not mean he doesn't know who he is and that there isn't strength in that. |
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have you ever noticed that there aren't any good "strong" submissive songs out there for men? yes there are those thousand of whiny men songs about needing the woman, wanting the woman, not being able to live without the woman, but all those songs do is just show men as weak. to me a male submissive is far from weak and in more ways it takes more strength in today's society for a male to admit that he is submissive instead of taking the traditional route of being Dom. Music is a direct representation of who you are or who you want to be, it is just a pity that their are so few songs with lyrics that can express the mental state of a submissive male without going into the begging aspect of the relationship..... |
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this boy understands that part of this website and lifestyle deals with the sexual aspect and have noticed that most people first start out speaking about that...it has made him ponder this idea and come to the conclusion that on line, it is easier for people to talk about sex than to talk about what actually makes them tick....so with that in mind boy is going to do his only post about what kind of boy he is sexually, and even then only a small part of it.
boy noticed that when filling out the profile under skills it didn't have the one true skill that he is an expert at...and loves doing, loves doing so much that if he could do that all day, he would, doesn't even matter if he gets a climax or not, but would be more than happy to be licking. this boy excells at licking, he finds much joy in licking and would lick all the time if he could now what he is licking that is the obivious thing, so when it comes down to it, under skills this boy is adding one. the "art of licking." |
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