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	Welcome to the brain laundry. Up front I'm tired of women that claim to be able to keep up with my appetite for blowjobs but wimp out at three or four times in a day. I don't believe that the woman exists who can keep up with this old man for even one day lol. The record stands at a pathetic seven times but she only lasted seven months before running back to mommy. I do all sorts of things here in my little dungeon in the trees but right now I'm mostly focusing on seeking a personal slave. My own. I've had several over the years but ever since Sarah died I've hopped from thing to thing. I think now is time... I am much too nice on the profile but ranting on line is just not ,my style. I'm a strange sort of sadist. I smile and talk to you as I torture you lol. A polite sadist lol. The ideal relationship involves not only her body but her mind being under a rigid control. Her day filled with activity and purpose. Yes there will be housework lol. But the big thing is the access to sex. Sorry I'm an addict. My most recent two girls were giving me blowjobs five or more times a day so I know its possible. Sarah died after seven years, several years ago but for personal reasons the next girl never got her formal training and she ran back to her mommy after only seven months. She was waaay younger than me and all these young girls think that they can sexually overwhelm us old guys but it is the opposite lol. I know young girls can keep up with my appetite because Sarah did it for years. So I know what I want. I know it is possible. Everyone wants the same thing. Naked 24/7. Compliant. Obedient. That is what the training is about. The following is mostly dealing with my personal mind control fetish and goals for a long term slave. However I am very open to play partners and short term arrangements as well. My little ranch here is basically a sort of bdsm school. Here is how it works. Back in the fifties and sixties they called it “brainwashing”. The north Koreans developed a technique for completely stripping a prisoners mind and refilling it with whatever they wanted. This was weapons grade. The easiest results of course is empty shells that can’t even remember thinking or how to process and react to anything. But with skill they were producing subjects that ended up mostly normal but with very powerful deep seated instructions or beliefs. This allowed for secret agents that did not even know it themselves. This was very very much deeper than hypnosis and involved weeks/months of torture and confinement. (my version uses more sexual overdose than torture. however this is a BDSM site lol ) A fiction movie called “the Manchurian candidate” was made based on several very real incidents. Also there have been a number of “cults” that have achieved some very deep mind transformations. Charles manson, Jim Jones, The rashnishies, Mesmer and hypnosis and the many, many, many ways to approach that transformation. Human traffickers have made this into an industrialized process that is worldwide. Even the “break them then make them” marine corps use these basic techniques. These various techniques share a lot. Largely various rhythms of periods of sensory overload alternating with periods of sensory deprivation. Sleep deprivation aids in the process as well which is easy for me as I have no natural circadian rhythm. Where the military version uses beating and torture as its sensory overload I use very long sessions of BDSM sex and LOTS of forced orgasms. For the sensory deprivation I largely use the same specialized sort of cages as the classic version. Developed during WWII the germans used a metal box of a certain size that allied prisoners called "the can' The russians used more open cages the same size because it facilitated indoctrination better. The cages are barely tall enough to kneel in and far to short to lay down in. Many prisoners of war preferred torture to extended caged periods and much of the process involves what happens to the subject when they are let out of the cage. A lot can be accomplished with these proven techniques. Just remember. All this is consensual and transparent. For some reason some people think that this is some underground illegal rape camp. Men try to get me to destroy their wives. NOBODY GETS DESTROYED HERE. My personal favorite is to purify women. To use these tools to peel off the many unnecessary layers of self image forced on them by their environment. Letting their inner selves free. Helping them be extremely comfortable with their bodies and sexuality. Consider this. Therapeutic brainwashing. I occasionally train other men's wives or girlfriends so it occurred to me... Why not train women for themselves... What is it that you want to be? What do you not want to be any more? My very best slave ever came to me as very damaged goods. She needed a hard brain wipe and I turned her into the smart, creative courtesan that she would have been if her family had not molested, whored, and destroyed her. She hated her world she hated herself. She had plenty of reasons to not want to be herself any more. Unfortunately when she delivered herself to me she was already dying of an incurable liver disease and she only had seven wonderful years as my slave. Liver failure finally caught up with her. I was with her in the hospital holding her hand and playing music to her when she died. Her last words were “I LOVE YOU”… A perfectly trained slave. A story book romance and now and forever I am hopelessly in love with a dead girl... Maybe you are damaged goods and need to have your mind melted and poured out and finally you can be what you were meant to be in the first place. Maybe you don’t want to be you anymore. You can’t take it. Maybe you want to be something else inside. Maybe you want to be nothing at all inside. Just an waiting for its next instruction. That's what a lot of girls really want/need. There are many, many reasons for you to not want to be you any more. Maybe you are a self destructive mess and need a hard core remedy.. Welcome to the deep end of the dark side. I have found very, very good results using this “process” in an extreme BDSM context. I am a quintessentially creepy old man living in a creepy old house on a run down ranch. Like something in a Rob Zombie movie. You just cant do this in town. Fortunately I own a very private gated three acre ranch here on the central coast of california where I have lived a very extreme version of the lifestyle for years. I can not stress this enough. I never share my women with other men. Its just my thing. Fine for you. There is a lot of sexuality in this process so because I am straight I only train women. Sorry to everyone offended by this. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being bisexual or gay or lesbian or asexual. If you share your wives or girlfriends you are probably more normal than I am LOL. I have lived like a hermit back here thoroughly researching and experimenting with this for almost forty years. I think I got this process spot on about ten/twelve years ago and am ready to run with it. What would you want to be inside? What would you NOT WANT TO BE ANYMORE? Many want to be mostly empty. Not really having to think much. Happy and fulfilled being a mindless cum dump never having to make decisions. That is perfectly fine. Or maybe you just want to be emptied ASAP. What happens afterwards doesn’t matter. I'll take a couple of those thank you. Hopefully I will get some keepers. . Every ones favorite part of my training is The very beginning. I swear vanilla first meetings destroy BDSM relationships before they start. If the sub meets the Dom in a vanilla environment then he has to recreate himself in a different role in a different environment. That role is then harder to accept. So in the past I have met the new slave in the Grover beach ca train/bus station and quickly lead them to my specially set up van. Very, very private. Immediately I bind them to the cinches attached to the van itself and blindfold them. Driving them the twenty minute ride home that way. Then I lead them blindfolded with their hands cuffed behind them through the layers of metal gates, up the ramp and into the dungeon. Where they are stripped (if they still have clothes on) and their wrists secured to the iron bar hanging from the ceiling and the explorations begins. Within a few minutes of meeting I have her bound and blindfolded and my fingers deep inside her commenting on how wet she is. At this point most girls are quivering in anticipation and say almost nothing. The absolutely perfect foundation for a relationship... I used to be a professional jouster/show promoter. you can find out more about me personally on my other collarspace profile (oldswordfighter)

12/31/2017 11:26:23 AM

Anyone that is so retarded that they are still upset that hillary lost please look elsewhere

10/19/2017 2:44:54 AM

I saw a profile where the female sub described her perfect master. OMG..She totally confused Master with sugar daddy. Gezus fucking christ Slaves don't get spoiled rotten they get used. Get real. And yes I have owned slaves. Real ones

9/7/2017 6:26:35 AM

Sometimes people wonder about the subtle difference between a sub and a slave... I think that I have found one factor that describes that. A sub is actually the one in control for one reason. She tells you that you cannot fuck other women... Simple... If the bitch can tell you who you can and can not fuck she's no slave

7/20/2017 4:49:08 PM

Life is pain. If you are human you cry every day for yourself, for your loved ones and for uncounted and unnamed strangers.

4/18/2017 3:05:02 PM

OMG this place has been taken over by money scammers. And they either are sharing s or its some single industrialized organized crime thing... Get this straight ladies... Only idiots send money or tickets to people on personal sites so don't insult me by asking. I have had several very real slaves and every single one delivered herself at their own cost. Every single woman that asked for money or a ticket was just a rip off... Do the math

1/22/2017 6:47:48 PM

Oh to be a part of a simple hydrogen atom far past the edge of the universe. My dear dead Sarahs soul the steady proton. My soul the volatile electron and God the neutron holding us together. And nothing else for millions of light years. Doing absolutely nothing but quietly existing together for eternity amen... hopelessly in love with a dead girl

1/22/2017 4:44:35 PM

A simple definition of the difference between a sub and a slave. A sub will want to be the one in control and will tell you how and how not to dom them whereas the slave will let you be the one in control. A good example is that most subs do not let you cheat on them. Proving absolutely that they are the ones in control not the dom. If you let someone tell you who you can and cannot fuck they are the dominant one no matter how much they like getting tied up and spanked

12/8/2016 11:42:15 PM

Consider this. Therapeutic brainwashing. I occasionaly train other mens wives or girlfriends so it occured to me... Why not train women for themselves... What is it that you want to be. My very best slave ever came to me as very damaged goods. She needed a hard brainwipe and I turned her into the smart, creative courtesan that she would have been. Unfortunately when she delivered herself to me she was already dying of an incurable liver disease and she only had seven wonderful years as my slave. Maybe you are damaged goods and need to have your mind melted and poured out and finally you cam be what you were meant to be in the first place... Be warned that there will be pain

11/12/2016 5:54:49 PM

I really want to get the BDSM community aware of a great victory. Right now you can find pictures on line of the presidents wife, naked on the presidents plane HANDCUFFED TO A BRIEFCASE... If that doesn't mainstream BDSM I don't know what would.

10/26/2016 3:08:37 AM

My old profile here (oldswordfighter) was half food blog and I miss that. So here goes. Tonights dinner was, A very fatty and thick lamb loin chop. A baked potato smothered in lamb grease and garnished with minced pearl onions. Very spicy cole slaw, and a healthy desert of half a dozen pot cookies. Drink was a huge glass of watermellon smoothy. Vodka shots throughout and followed by mass quantities of very good bud grown right here on the ranch. The chihuahua mafia got their usual cut lol. Except no vodka or bud for them. They are nasty drunks. The female got into some baily's irish cream poured over strawberries and shortcake once and seemed to think she could fly. Running like she was insane, screaming like a banshee and leaping off of impossible things lol. She was young back then. Now that she is 15/16 years old and blind I can hardly imagine what sort of trouble she would get into.

9/9/2016 3:13:24 AM

I've been having major internet issues... I can also be contacted at oldswordfighter@yahoo.com

5/20/2016 12:07:23 PM

Am I the only real person on this site? What sort of nutcase conducts weeks long intricate discussions only to disappear as soon as its time to do something real...WTF... This damn site is a club for fat gay guys living in their mothers basement pretending to be women all day. The surest way to end correspondences here is to ask the perpetrator to offer up simple proof that they are who they say they are...

4/13/2016 4:40:47 AM

My God... This profile attracts the strangest people. Not at all like my other profile here. (oldswordfighter). In the three months since I created this profile I have talked extensively to seven women and two husbands wanting their wives trained. These were all long term conversations lasting weeks. Each had some excuse for not being able to deliver themselves for several months. Each was very entheusiastic and seemed promising but none wanted to do YIM video call sessions and all eventually ghosted away lol. From now on if someone wants to correspond they must be prepared to get on YIM and prove that they are a real person of the correct sex. I don't necessarily want sex shows but I really need to start being more particular about who I spend time on.

3/31/2016 2:42:57 PM

Collarspace chat does not work on this computer but I almost always have VIM up my username there is (oldswordfighter@yahoo.com)

3/7/2016 8:04:56 AM

Objectification can only be truly effective when it follows a thorough depersonalization

2/22/2016 5:30:08 AM

OMG I can't believe some of the stuff I get. I am NOT a sugar daddy. No wining dining clubbing bullshit. Fuck fancy clothes slaves should be kept naked. And for Gods sake no fucking children...EVER... Some stupid ass bitch wanted to come and live here with her son yesterday for Gods sake... FELONY DUH... Not just her either. Two others very recently have wanted to involve minors... WTF...Girls come here to live a 24/7 BDSM lifestyle or be trained as someone else's slave. I don't have a live in slave right now but I've had a bunch over the last few decades. I have pictures. This is a small three acre ranch like something out of a rob zombie movie. In a junkyard neighborhood behind layers of gates. Very, very, very private. I bought it when I was 24 and I'm 62... I love this place I can get away with anything here. When I retired from being a show promoter/ extreme martial arts instructor, I turned my horse training ranch/ jousting school, into a licensed pot plantation/XXX rated 24/7 BDSM dungeon because I could and because I dared. I have been very happy with that decision. Just get it straight that this is the sort of place that you see in porn movies and that guys fantasize about only real. Lots more guys could live this way if they only had the balls lol but what do I know?

2/17/2016 7:36:08 PM

For any one who is interested in more about me as a person I have another profile on this site for that... (oldswordfighter)

2/12/2016 3:51:41 PM

BDSM is based on a combination of obsession and impulse. BDSM is potentially very, very risky. So by nature it is very easy for a potential sub/slave to react out of fear and decide to resist the impulse to gratify their obsession. So logically the longer it takes to make it "real' the less likely it is to actually become "real". If you do not act quickly then you will probably never act at all...

1/29/2016 1:26:18 AM

Who would have guessed that there is such interest from husbands wanting their wives brain wiped Sorry guys it has to be "consensual" on her part or it is a crime.

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Carla09

Age: 21

Zamboanga city, Philippines