i seek to be more by sharing with someone who allows me to be less. It is my place and purpose to stand beside, reaching with Him toward His pleasures. Beside? With? but… you are a slave! Yes, i am. And even so, a girl needn’t crawl unless it pleases Him for her to do so. Regardless of my physical position slavery is largely mental and my pleasure is wholly invested in His. i am far from brainless so why act the part? Unless it pleases Him for me to do so.

Is it possible to become who we are meant to be and still remain who we we were? In a word, no. A hard lesson to learn, but not a bad one. If you are fortunate enough to see the possibilities or, better yet, have them shown to you; be prepared. You cannot go back. You can not un-see these things… you can not forget them.. you cannot deny them. i have been truly astonished at the things i've found pleasure in, have been willing to embrace to please Him, have learned to crave to share with Him. And then realize later, they were my desires from the beginning... i just needed His help to free myself to enjoy them. So much more with Him, for Him.

And then? You have to make a choice. To let go and embrace your potential, or resist and hide the truth of you.

It’s not as easy as it seems.