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Some background: i have been owned four times. i am a natural submissive who at four different times a Dom has claimed ownership. These have not always come with the trappings of leather and collars nor have they been willing acts or something i arranged. First sub in late elementary school i was being bullied by a Black kid who i was in school with. After transitioning to jr. high it led to a beat down on the field of the school and then again after when He caught me within His block He pushed me to enter His house where He would beat me and force me to suck His Dick. Afterward He threatened me to return every weekday to His house after school. Many times, following me and telling me to move my ass. Daily He would abuse and use me for rough oral skullfucking as i later learned it was called. After a few weeks, i really do not remember how long, His Brother arrived home unexpectedly and caught us. But rather than my salvation He joined in and taught His brother there were more holes on a fag. Now nearly on a daily basis i was used and abuse by them both. Both holes. About a month after that, on a day that only Andre, the younger Brother was using me in the family room. i had been stripped naked and was sucking His Dick . He had to take a piss and told me to stay right there. i was red faced and crying. When behind me i heard a sound and turned to see Their Father. Again i thought i was saved. But He called me a faggot in training. Asking if i live for the taste and feeling of Black Dick. He told me to go into His room. As we passed the bathroom Andre was coming out. i was told to GO! i had not been told to stop. He spoke to Andre for a few moments and then came into the room closing the door behind him. He asked me if i was able to take Black Dick deep. As He pulled His belt from His waist, He told me to hold it. i did as He continued to remove His clothes. He told me He needed to empty Himself. He stepped into the Master bath and told me to come to Him. While still holding His belt i stood at His side and watched as He pissed. He was big and hairy. Very different from His Sons. i was shocked when He instructed me to lick the head of His Dick. He like His Sons was uncut with a lot of skin. He gripped my head and pulled me down. i took the Head into my mouth and lick and sucked His Piss Slit. He pulled me back to the bed. it was unmade. Told to get on it and lay my head to where He sleeps. Keep my ass up and now hand Him back His belt. He told me i was a faggot. That i was born one. That i was made for Men to use. Told that i understood my place . He put the belt down and got on the bed and kneelt behind me. He spit in His Palm and worked His Dick. He asked if Andre had cum in me that day. And hearing that He had He pushes His Dick in. He slid in hard. As i yelped He took control and held me in place and continued. He kept telling me i was sniffing around for Black Men to use me. And He was going to show me. That He and His Sons can use me anytime. This is what i was created for. For eight months this went on. Every weekday and many times Saturdays or Sunday. i cleaned for Them and cooked. During penetrations i was not allowed to get hard and if i came it was considered a sign that this is what i was for. At the end of the eight months, on a Monday when Andre was not at school, i still went to Their house. But They had moved over the weekend. i knew even more that i was a slave to Them. i cried in Their backyard, by the door i had entered so many times. Owner number two Shortly. submissive bottom seeking exploiter. Well now that i have had a week or two i think i can tap out some more. Seeking a Top/Dom/Master/Man who i will strive to never express a negative i will be a slut to Him. Please not seeking my pleasure here the sole mission is to give the Man who takes me the best effort. No reciprocation unless that is the pleasure He seeks. But facades of being trained and conditioned make that a painful act to endure. Facades of chasity devices, commands to focus on the Man using me,His pleasure is paramount, struck whenever a faint swelling of male parts on me has deeply driven me to fear if I accidently am triggered. Just putting it out there for You, ALL my Superiors. Been owned 4 times. All i submitted too then claimed, collared and trained to that Owners view. It was something i craved but not what i liked. Would i go back into Their collar YES. Do i seek another? YES Like air food and water Thank You Sirs for Your Time thank you fellow subs and switches for yours. Train me. Love to be told to get on my knees and be thankful. No reciprocation. Unfettered violation and penetrations to please the Top. Funny how some men responding do not know They are to lead. Does not mean they can demand without first putting themselves first out there. Leaders do not hide. Also, Men who think like parasites Yuck! There are dips for that. To ozzsclan- Do not focus on your "Who's viewing me". 1 it shows desparation 2 it is not people who are contacting you 3 it is a way to find mentors and how and what a person wants in the way of a Master or not want. 4 what stupid things men say in fear now that is priceless. Take care and well can't wish good hunting you have just shared a weakness in you and Wow! That's a lot of weakness. 2nd. Master Was a fellow, high school student. He seemed to notice my plyability. At first He was tender and caring but as He discovered how He could get more out of me the more He put in. It got to the point He enjoyed the rough taking, demanding penetrations and corrections. He loved to mark me with biting and slapping. It lasted five years until He died in a crash. Third Masters: Bears from the Outback my third set of Masters was a couple who lived in the high north county of San Diego. i was being interviewed by a local bar owner who was Dom. As He used me He became more interested in calling a realtor friend of His. Being naked and servicing Dom Alan when future Master Richard arrived. They used me rough and gentle throughout that Saturday. At the end Alan gave me to Master Richard to take home. i was put naked, into the back of Master Richard’s Explorer and told to stay curled on the floor as Master Richard closed the hatch. He reopened the hatch and put a pillowcase of my clothes in and another over my head. i heard Dom Alan tell Master Richard to have a good time and a safe drive, as Master Richard open the driver door and got in and start up the SUV’s engine. The drive took a very long time and Master Richard drove in silence. At the end the SUV was parked and Master Richard stepped out and closed his door. For the longest time i stayed on the floor of the cargo area. i was getting very hot but i did not move. Then the hatch was opened and i was told to sit up and dangle my legs out to the ground. He say i was getting aroused and slapped me in the balls and as i buckled He told me i was not a man and i will never be allowed to act as one. He pulled the case off of my head and in the still bright light i could see a big housee off to the right and a large barn or RV garage with it’s rollup door only slightly open, off to the left. He pushed me toward the barn and once in closed the door. Just there was a large shower area. With o-rings in the wall and floor. He told me to kneel on the shower floor. i stared at the wall as He shedded His clothes. From behind me He told me i showed Him what He wanted. That now i must choose to submit to Him. As a sign of my submission i am to place this collar around my neck. A collar was placed on my shoulder. By closing the collar you understand you are going to be taken. Here is a lock…. If you place the lock on the collar and close it you are proving you understand that i am in all ways Superior to you and you submit. i placed the leather collar around my neck and slipped the strap through and buttoned the o-ring trough and felt Him feed the lock through the o-ring and i closed it. What happened after that was a very brutal penetration and raw claiming followed by firmly planted instructions as He relieved Himself in me. Ordered to hold His piss in me until i am instructed otherwise. Wrist & ankle restaints are added and then all are secured to wall o-rings of the shower including the collars. A ball gag is placed in my mouth and a spandex hood pulled over my head. i am told i can release His cum and piss from my sore hole. As i do a belt is applied to my ass and He tells me i am a dirty slave. That now that He has cum in me i am HIS property. With no revoking, no out. He penetrates me again with a nozzle and fills me with water. As i fill up He flogs my back and barks out commandments to the rhythm. The nozzle is removed and again i am told to empty as He belts my ass and calls me a dirty fuckhole. He peels down the spandex mask and pulls the gag from my mouth as i cry. He pulls back up the mask which i now realize has a gap for the mouth. He grips my hair and thrusts His cock up into me and fucks me hard. Smacking my ass and tugging at my head as He them unloads again in me. Again He pisses in me and tells me to not spill a drop. He is writing His ownership into my bloodline. His family line being injected into mine. The nozzle again and more water as i am flogged. Again told to release and belted as He tells me He is going to enjoy fucking me. The shower above is turned on and He fucks me under the rain the shower head gives. He removes the restraints and cums in me once more. Still masked He pulls out of me and as He leaves the room He tells me to clean the shower and then kneel for further instructions. i am wobbly but clean the shower and surrounding area. Down on my hands and knees i am still cleaning. Spandex mask pulled down and covering my collar. Still cleaning when Master Richard re-enters with what turns out to be another Master, Master Matt. He tells me to sit on my ass in a corner. As He strips, He speaks to Master Richard about His day. As He gets to His underwear Master Matt steps over and pulls the spandex mask up. As He stands close He pulls His underwear off and tells me to open. Tugs my head back by the hair and pours something into my open mouth. It’s lube. He orders me to open again and He thrusts His cock in. He continues to chat with Master Richard as He twist my head on His cock and begins a deep forceful thrusting in and out of my throat. Every time He senses resistance He jerks my head to show He is BOSS. He says something about “You want some?” and i am pulled from the wall with His cock deeply thrusted into my gullet, held firm. “Good Bitch!” Master Richard thrust up into my pounded sore and tender hole as both now find a sync and fuck me. Both of them are uncut and use lube sparingly as i am fucked for what seems like hours. They switch and just get back into sync and chat about property They are selling. Later i was taken to Their bedroom in the main house and told to sleep in a double dogbed on the floor and the end of Their bed. Through the night i am told to come to one side or the other. Get into a position or service. Spandex mask still on. Told to pull up my legs as i am fucked. Waking the other Master who encourages the Master riding me and then replacing Him as He finishes. Then told to get back on the floor. i was used all weekend. On Monday morning early as i am servicing Master Richard. He tells me how my life will be. From then on i am to report daily to them. On Their days off i am to be there on Their property. i was then again naked put in the back of Master Richard’s SUV. Driven back to Dom Alan’s home. Master Richard watched as Dom Alan bent me across the hood of His car and fucked me with His Morning Wood. After He finishes i am told to get dressed. On the backyard grass near the deep driveway. Master Richard thanks Alan for the find as They go inside for coffee. Dom Alan hands me the cum filled rubber He used to fuck me and tells me take care of it. Master Richard says not to waste it. So i drink the cum. Dom Alan says “good bitch”. i am left to finish getting into clothes and find my keys are still with Dom Alan. i knock gently, the door opens and Master Richard opens and tells me to enter. i service Him as They sit at the kitchen table. Everyone who enters the kitchen witnesses my devotion to my new Master. As Master Richard cums and i swallow i am then reminded of my return time. For three years i was a claimed slave to Master Richard and Master Matt. It ended only because there was a major change in Their life. This is the best i can remember it. Fourth and most recent Master to come.