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Mini note before this description of myself: Unless you'll be relocating to where I live or already live here.. Im not interested in a D/s relationship with you. If it's just friendship you look for then drop me a line! -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* What am I looking for? A strong relationship which keeps two people at its core. A partnership where I am the one relinquishing power to the other person because it is what makes me, and him, happy. It is what satisfies me. Due to life situation/location I cant relocate at the moment, and wont be able to for at least a year, which limits my choices greatly. Do I regret this? Yes, very much so but priorities are priorities and my education is high up there right now. Am I interested in online only with no chance of us ever meeting in the future? No, not really. It'd be really nice if I met someone with the possibility of coming down here. I wont hold my breath though, heh. I understand how I am in one of those scenarios where there's no win when it comes to a relationship but it is what it is. I cant really change it. I have lived RT in a D/s dynamic, didnt work out with the person but it confirmed that this is the way Id like to live when having a relationship. I also tried service without love involved, not for me. Im highly emotional (not in that icky way) and that relationship drained me. Tidbits about me: Im pretty shy and it does translate to online (as stupid as that sounds). I might come out as cold because of it, give me a chance, ill prove you wrong. Im loyal to a fault, same goes for honesty. There's not one label that fits me: slave, submissive, babygirl. Suffice it to say I dont do age play and that my most vulnerable side is one i tend to resent every so often. Im always changing. I'm always the one on the right side of the slash but it all varies with my mood.. Try to be too cute with me when Im not feeling it and I probably wont react too well. I never switch nor do i have any interest in doing so. I can be pretty naive to the point of stupidity which means that I might believe you if you try to bullsht me. Ill catch up. I empathize too much. It's helpful for as long as I get a grip on it. I am not sure how to mix all that I am and translate it into a D/s relationship. I enjoy being pushed to the limit.I enjoy being taken care of and cherished. I need to feel the "dominance" of my partner wash over me day after day while he feels my submission on most everything I do. I need someone that will continually challenge me to be better for the both of us. One of my fav quotes by Elizabeth Kübler Ross: "The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen." -------------- My personality type is INFJ and it does describe me perfectly. Whether you believe in this or not, if you want to truly understand me, a short google search wont hurt.

8/20/2010 6:46:13 PM It always makes me happy when people accept that you wont ever work out. Instead of bashing or acting like a 2 year old, they accept it gracefully, wish you well and move on. Thanks for doing that.

8/19/2010 8:16:21 PM A little known fact.... Anyone can tie up a person and boss them around. Hell I can do that myself.. so no, im not really interested in that (not that i dont enjoy it), what Im interested in is the person behind the words, what goes on in your mind? who are you? what do you like, what are you passionate about? All those little things that makes us unique and yet compatible with others. So please please dont approach me saying how youre planning on tying me up and fucking me silly... Dont start your conversation with calling me bitch, whore, slut or anything like that... As much as i might enjoy it in the right situation, I can assure you, the first time you talk to me is definitely not the right time. I'm one of those submissives that enjoy having a Man next to me.. I dont consider it "unDom-like" if you open the door for me or say please and thank you. I respect you more for it if you do it than if you dont. Ill end up doing it anyway, why not do it with a smile on my face? More to come at a later time.