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I guess an update is well overdue since it's been almost 2 years since the last one. =) (although the update is pretty minor. Everything else is still verrrrrrrry true)
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Well... first off let Me start by saying I am NOT looking for any new subs or slaves. The reason for this is quite simple - Wynterslildevil (or as he's known in chat - ^lildevil^[Wyntr] ) is here real life and full time. We were married Sept 30th, 2006 and plan on staying that way. I have all I could ever ask for. While I appreciate the interest, I truly just do not have the need or desire to take on anyone else.
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Note: I'm also not going to be taking on any online submissives either. I have neither the time or energy to spend hours typing to you over a computer. Frankly, I think it's a waste of time. I tried doing online training before and it was a bust.
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Now let Me get this right out in the open and up front. There's a few things I'd like for people to understand about Me since they seem to be all offended and shit because I don't have this blaring out with every sentence I type.
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1. I like to switch. Yes, I know. You're so damn shocked. Whatever. When I came on this site I was labeled AS A SWITCH. However, just because I like to be topped occasionally does NOT take away from My Dominant personality OR the fact that 99.9% of the time I AM in charge. Not to mention the fact that I was sick and tired of men writing Me telling Me that all I needed was a "man like them" to show Me how wrong I was to have any Dominant personality. Thus the reason I changed to a Dominant label. If you doubt that I'm a Dominant simply ask My pet who's in charge. If you don't think I'm a Dominant I have 2 things to say to you.
1 - I don't give a shit what you think.
and
2 - Your opinion means WHAT to Me again?
Hope that cleared it up for you non-thinking, narrowminded troglodytes. *smiles*
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Now onto number 2.
2. I am FAT. I mean mind-bendingly HUGE! I am so fat that small planets orbit around My ass as moons. (okay so not that big, but the way some of these people talk, if you weigh more than 90 pounds you might as well be that big)
I am not some slender waif with a tiny little waist, and dainty little breasts, and long skinny chicken legs.
I am a bold rubenesque woman and that is NOT going to change, NOR do I want it to.
Unlike SOME people on here with self-esteem issues, I don't have that problem. The only knob around these parts that cares what I weigh is the one who's insulting Me right now as they read this either in their head or out loud.
I also have two things to say to you...
1 - I don't give a shit what you think.
and
2 - Your opinion means WHAT to Me again?
(is anyone else catching a pattern here?)
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Glad that issue is ALSO cleared up.
Now let's move on to number 3.
3. I've gotten the impression that some so-called Dominants don't care for My style of Dominance. Well, well, well. Let Me just say that you're not all that hot either. I've been in the lifestyle now for 14 years. I do what works for ME, not you. I could care less how you conduct your business. Personally I don't think BDSM is about finding some sub to clean your house, cook your meals, and give you oral sex when you feel like it. I'm of the mind that a submissive should be a total reflection of the Dominant they are collared to. I believe in education. I believe that a person should be everything they want to be (submissive or Dominant). I believe that standing up for yourself is a MUST. I believe that hurting others (mentally OR physically) out of selfish desires or lack of compassion is ALWAYS wrong. If you don't agree with how I handle My collars, I have two things to say to you -
1 - I don't give a shit what you think.
and
2 - Your opinion means WHAT to Me again?
(I'm definitely sensing a pattern here...)
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And finally here's what I have to say about Me and how I feel -
4. I don't take guilt trips. I take ownership for everything I say AND do (or don't do). I don't buy into your "pity me" crap. I don't have time to waste on your sad ass drama. If you want someone to coddle you and agree with you simply for the sake of agreeing and making you feel better - move the hell on. If you can't come to Me as an adult and say what you think but have to use pity, whining, insults, or backhanded whispers - I have no use for you. End of story. I don't blab My life out in a chatroom, nor do I have to validate Myself to anyone I meet. Take Me as you see Me or take Me not at all. It's no skin off My nose. This may sound selfish, but again, that's not My issue, it's yours. I try to treat people with respect, humor, compassion, caring, and friendship until they prove they don't deserve it. I would hope to get the same back in return. If I don't, I move on and get over it. *shrug*
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And finally... if you got all the way to the end of this extremely rant-filled profile... you're either crazed or really bored. *grins* Drop Me a line and say hi if you want. If you feel like writing Me an insulting e-mail, feel free. RoughstringRider is currently taking over all of My insulting e-mail and will answer you accordingly. (He's really quite good... and funny! lol and it saves Me time from having to deal with the crap) However, if you write Me a polite, thoughtful, or funny e-mail, expect Me to get back to you. I'm always up for making new friends... even when I'm cranky. ;)
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Now I'm off to chat ... with the rest of the loonies :D
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Dream
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I dream you
In darkest lights
And flavors
Deep within my mind
Where you caress my heart
With skillful fingers
And silky sighs
Silver dreams
On cloudless skies
Wine drenched passion
Drowning me in ecstacy
Golden touches
On dew drenched petals
Licking over my skin
Hotly
Burning me deep
Touching the inner sanctum of my soul
I come to you in iridescent colors
Sparkling
Shimmering
Flowing on you like a river
I ache for you
In my mind
And soul
And heart
I long to be with you
And have you cover me with love
I dream you
In the essence of my being
Calling to you across a thousand miles
Blazing desire wrapped in love
I shall chain you to me
With passion
And heat
Holding you sweetly to my heart
Keeping you safe
Loving you so completely
And tenderly
Come to me and share my dream
For I dream you
Dream me too.
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© Wynter 2004
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Red Petals (Lovers)
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Red petals fallen on the floor.....
You lay me down in ultimate bliss
I touch your smooth skin
You caress my heart
We lie together in complete ecstasy
Aching for fulfillment
Straining toward each other
Like stars in the sky
Revolving around each other
Orbiting the other in our mutual desire
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Red petals clinging to dewy skin....
Scents of love claim our senses
Gentle kisses
Heavy desire
Touch me deeply with your mind
And fill me with the essence of you
Take me with everything you have
And make me yours
In every sense
I shall come to you in heat
And melt into your embrace
Flowing over you like a river of fire
Teasing you
Delighting you
Enticing you
To further heights of lust
And love
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Red petals crushed between two lovers.....
Sultry looks exchanged in the midst of mating
Exchanged with the knowledge of coming fulfillment
Tounges in a frenzied duel
Limbs entwined about the other like vines
We shall stay here in our secret garden...
Where no one is allowed in....
Where we play to our hearts content...
Free of thorns...
Love is our sun
Desire is our rain
Stay with me here...
Lie with me here...
Love me here...
Amidst the red petals fallen on the floor....
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