So theres this guy:

That I love with all my heart, and I want very desperately to make him very happy. I can only provide so much for him you know? so I am seeking another woman to help me fulfill his every whim and desire. he especially loves women who wear skirts and nylons and also loves rough sex and cuddles and his past times include 4-wheeling, firearms, being a firefighter and auto mechanic etc etc. he is sooo soo shy though, that is our biggest hurdle due to how he was raised. Heres the thing that usually frightens others away, were married, to each other. however I have a master and we are now seeking his play partner. either a domme or switch preferred. we are a 420 friendly household and alcohol friendly but nothing else. age range preferably between the ages of 20-45.  please message me if interested

Tragick    

March 17 2013- Happy st paddy's day one and all!! I don't come to this site near enough but I still would like to make it a point in writing this lil blurb. We are still seeking a dominant or switch woman for my husband, to quite honestly give him what I cant give him. he is very shy and needs someone to help break him out of that shell. he loves to 4-wheel, shoot forearms, and just in general be a goober. he can be very firm when he wants to be but most of the time is a big teddy bear.

   We are looking for someone between the ages of 22 and 45 ( his two favorite calibers lol) and also someone who doesn't have any allergies to animals as we have quite a few. we are on as well as here, im also tragickheart there and my husband is tmaxx19841. master is Nuada_Argentiam.

     If you think you might be interested then please please please send one of us a line and im sure we can find some way to make it work.

It has occured to me that i havent written an update on this site in a very very long time. Master has been here for a lil over a year and we are all enjoying each others company very much. Not only has he helped me in ways i cannot fathom but also has proven to be an important member of the family for the husband and now two children (we welcomed our daughter into the world on jan 16 2012)

   There has however been a void that we as an aspiring poly family are lookiing to fill.We are in search of a dominant or switch woman to join us in our endeavors into the realm of bdsm, mostly for my husband to learn and grow with but also for intellectual stimulation and another friend as well. alot of relationships take time and we are well prepared for that. there are lots of things to do in the lakes region area which is where we live now.

   My husbands schedule is a lil bit hectic but slowly regulating, so if any of you devine creatures would like to get to know us better and possibly meet up feel free to drop us a line.

"Every rose has its thorn, every night has its dawn. Every cowboy, sings a sad sad song. Every rose has its thorn"

"Isanity and Intelligence go hand and hand"

"fuck fuck fuck a duck, screw a kangaroo, finger bang orangutans, an orgy at the zoo"

   ok enough of my crazy rants. but that was to prove a point. not EVERYTHING bdsm is about sex, if it was a submissive/slave would be merely a drone. what fun is a drone with no personality?

    I have a personality, a heart, and am intelligent and very deep, keep this in mind when you want to interact with me., i have very interesting likes and common dislikes.

Blessed Be

hope yall are having a wonderful day so far and that your innermost wishes have come true, or at least close to it. this day was important to many, and surpassed by some, yet in some way is important to us all.

  -takes a long hard look at herself-

so its chirstmas eve day, i am hoping yall have a safe and happy holiday, as i know i will, a night of lots of pizza and many good laughs and songs, lots of songs, maybe a libation if i feel so brave, but we shall see... i know it is going to be fun to see the interaction this year as my son is old enough to truely understand what its all about.

 i am really enjoying this site alot, i really like how many helpful people i meet on here and also the amount of doms there are out there who aregenuinely out there to make sure fledglings into the lifestyle are safe.

     however i am brought to some who cant seem to read. oh well... if you want to be considered, read my whole profile, not just the lil mini-screen version, it is two extra miliseconds of brain power.

     oy enough rambling and mild griping. yall have a safe holiday, if ya drink dont drive do the watermelon crawl

blessed be

T

so here it is midnight...i tink i am the most surprised by how many doms i have found on here that are not into the uber violent things... which is wonderful. as i want to learn, but cannot do so with someone who is going to go right into the outlandish things this lifestyle is stereotyped for.

     for those whom have opened my eyes to this lifestyle i thank you, for you have been a great help in making me realize that this was my true calling but could never hear the echoes of want in my head until now. which is ubusual because usually the voices in my head  are simply screaming for me to react on something... forgive me to those who thought they were gonna get a piece of me and brutalize me and humiliate me... haha not going to happen.

      the ramblings of me are quite scattered sometimes but thats ok, at least they make sense in my own head. but i have to get em out sooner or later, i cant be my own best problem solver all the time...

Blessed be

Tatianna

another monday...yay me...this week should be interesting and go by pretty quick. a few last minute items to get then xmas eve with the father in law and his family... and you know i wouldnt have it anyother way...laying low xmas day and a yummy ham dinner hope yalls rest of the day is decent.

blessed be

tatianna

i have done a lot of thinking, and i think i finally have a good way to describe myself... as a sub i would call me a "sugar sub" and no that doesnt literally mean i wanna be covered in sweet stuff like whipped cream or chocolate sauce (though that would be very fun) Its more that i as a sub do not require really any harsh discipline, in fact that would be bad for me, a simple stern talk is more then enough. and i also crave touch being kinesthetic and empathic i feed from it and communicate with it.

anyones thoughts are welcome, but please be respectful. i am not into someone who is going to belittle this post.

blessed be

Tatianna

good morning all... wishing everyone a safe and happy holiday season... may it be filled with satisfaction of your inner most desires and outter most kinks, and everything in between.

another day gone... lots of interesting encounters for sure.. and i am greatful for the mass amount of eye openeing i got, now the bed is calling myh name, hopefully soon i can get some massage or reiki work done... we shall see. -crosses fingers for it anyways-

my gf may be coming over tomorrow/today so it should be interesting

blessed be all yall lords and ladies

tatianna

.... so much for the afterglow.... somedays i frustrate myself...stupid frickin body i need a new one...

ugh...long ass day... however i am very pleased with most of the inquiries i have recieved on here... many to consider.. although some that are immediate deletions... to re iterate:

love reiki/massage

love hypnosis

love natural medicine/herbalism

those qualities are somewhat hard to come by

blessed be masters and misstresses

I sit here, waiting for the meds to kick in and i wonder, what would it be like to truely find a dom who is safe, a dom who can redeem the strong natural qualities of a man ( or even a woman for that matter)

It truely sucks that the things in my life have happened this way.... I am very grateful for the friend who brought this site to my attention, ( you know who you are and thank you sir!)

i think my ideal situation is someone who knows massage very well, maybe knows hypnosis (hopefully knows hypnosis)  likes to rp out dr scenes as i like  to be made to feel good, i like shibari, i love touch, i love giving blowjobs, i have an innermost fantasy of being tag teamed by hubby and another guy but perhaps that is not for this site..

the technical realm of bdsm i have not delved much into other then being in handcuffs, or tranced to not move, or deeply relaxed and ravaged over.

i have much to learn about myself and my capabilities, but i also believe that by being with someone who truely knows what they are doing in this realm could help me regain some self esteem and confidence, to make it so that i can stand to address people without thinking they are going to yell at me... yes thats the skeleton of abuse rearing its ugly ugly head

blessed be yall masters and mistresses