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I am a mature WM, primarily submissive although recently I have been exploring the other side. I am a service and sensual submissive looking for further training and experiences. I am new to CollarMe but not new to the world of BDSM and have been involved in it for many years now. My experiences have mainly be on a one-to-one basis or else in small groups/play parties.
On the BDSM side, I am very much into "forced feminization" and have been locked in a chastity device for service to either Mistresses and/or Masters. I am service oriented and I like to pleasure my Domme and keep Her happy. To be told that I have done that makes me smile whether I have done a good job at the housework, cooking, massaging or else attending to my Domme's most personal needs. I have been specifically trained at oral service mainly for Dommes and under their guidance have also served men. In some ways I identify as a sissy but I am not passable, as yet. I would dearly love to find someone who would help me look more feminine.
I have a strong fetish for bondage and immobile restraint including gags and blindfolds as well. I also have experience at serving at "Ladies' Tea Parties" as a feminized, chastized sissy maid. My ultimate goal is to find a Mistress who would take me under Her wing and continue my training, possibly in an LTR. But I am realisitic to know that that is a tall order and can take a while. In the meantime, I am seeking "play" partners and friends into the scene hoping to get more experiences. This includes Dommes, Doms, couples and others submissives. I would especially like to meet and learn from other submissive crossdressers, especially local.
On the vanilla side. I am well educated and broadly travelled. I have many interests from music and art (I love going to museums) to natural history, science and philosophy. I enjoy a good handcrafted ale, a strong coffee and good conversation. If any of this sounds interesting, drop me a line.
PS: In the photo the bulge is my chastity device
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I've been licked in my CB2000 chastity came now for 16 days. And I am feeling very submissive and very femme. Last Friday I met up with a kinky female friend of mine and she invited a dominant female friend of hers over. She prepared me with some basic make-up and as soon as he came over I slipped very nicely into a submissive sissy mode. He was/is a very nice man and took control kissing and fondling me. At his first touch, my sissy clitty strained in its confinement and I could feel my while body tingling. He kissed me so manfully that I had never felt like such a submissive girl before.
We then went into the bedroom and I was bound and cropped and played with. I was turned over and my sissy-pussy was played with and female friend used the anal toy to massage my prostrate, milking me and giving me as close to a female orgasm as a sissy can get. :) It was wonderful.
After that, we both took turns sucking daddy's cock. I can't wait for the next time! :)))
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The longer I wear my chastity device, the more femme I feel, the more sensitive my nipples become and the more I want to feel a real man take me ... |
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I found the following on another sub-sissy's site and found that it suits me to a "T". I've modified it a bit ...
What turns me on:
Dressed up sexy in lingerie, heels and a very feminine clothing or French maid uniforms. I enjoy captured helpless "damsel in distress" scenario with restrictive bondage for an extended time. I also enjoy sensory deprivation via blindfolds/hoods and/or ear plugs, gags, spreader bars and rope play. I especially enjoy being bound in wrist and ankle leather cuffs as well as a locking leather collar and being tethered by chains padlocked on tethered in chains.
Sexual denial is a major turn-on and I have been kept chastisized 24/7 during play and in vanilla life. My devices of choice are a CB-2000 or a CB6000 (I have each) and there's nothing like the feeling of being kept sexually aroused and hard inside my chastity device I want to be be trained by a strict and dominant Master/Mistress or a couple. I enjoy forced oral, either cocksucking and/or queening and I want to have a Master jerk off into my mouth while bound. I also want to be forced to suck on Mistress' strap-on. Within limits, I am also wanting to be anally trained with a dilator, dildo, strap-on and Master's cock.
Forced play with another chastised sissy - double dildo and or penis gag, strict bondage together and pleasing/serving Master and/or Mistress together. |
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Why is it so many so called "Doms" have such fragile egos?
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Borrowed from another profile It is a beautiful description of a sissy and whatt I'd love to end up being if life and a job didn't get in the way!!! If someone wants to help me train for this this regardless, I'd be a very willing subject.
A SISSY SUCKS COCKS
Most sissies are not actually gay, but this does not matter. Sucking cock is not for the pleasure of the sissy, it's for the enjoyment of her owner and guests. The humiliation a sissy experiences being reduced to a cock sucking whore is priceless, and certainly helps the bitch learn her new place in life.
Sissies are expected to suck cock enthusiastically, and like a pro...this means proper guidance, training and a lot of practice. One technique is to only allow a sissy to cum with a dick in her mouth. Eventually, just the sight of a hard cock will get her excited.! Brainwashing tapes and videos are also recommended.
A SISSY TAKES IT UP THE ASS
The sissy must surrender her ass, excepting the fact that she is just a vessel for the pleasure of others. Every ounce of what was once a man can be fucked out of her silly head if done properly. Both strap on training and sex with real men will do the trick. For most sissies especially those who identified themselves as hetrosexual, this is the most humiliating stage of training and mentally conditions her to except her fate as fuck meat to be used and abused.
A SISSY IS KEPT IN CHASTITY
A sissy should be put into chstity, her orgasm denied and controlled by her owners. The sissy does not have a cock, she has a sissy clit. Some clits are bigger than others, but they are sissy sticks for the owners to control and train their property. Chastity training makes a sissy very submissive and compliant. Eventually they are willing to do anything in hopes of getting release. Some owners may reward their sissy with a milking every week, others deny the sissy any orgasm for the rest of their lives or term of service. In addition to chastity devices, genital piercings are also quite popular to control and humiliate a sissy.
A SISSY RIDES A PLUG
A butt plug is like a collar around the neck, or a chastity device around a sissy clit. When a sissy's hole is not being used, it should be plugged. This is another reminder that the sissy has no rights and is property. Plugs may also vibrate or shock for training purpose...Some even have an attachment for a leash. Eventually a sissy will feel awkward without something shoved up her ass re-enforcing her conditioning as a submissive bitch to be used by others.
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Travelling recently and had to take the cage off for airport security and I feel my maleness coming back. It's amazing how femme it makes me feel. |
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Another two weeks in chastity. Not a record, the longest was six months but under supervision by a former Mistress. The CB2000 is good for long-term wear because of its open construction allowing easy cleaning in the shower. To prevent chaffing, a liberal dose of baby-oil gel is esssential.
I'd like to hear from others in chastity or Masters and/or Mistresses with chastity experience.
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Well, I've been wearing the chastity cage now for over three weeks straight 24/7. At times, I don't notice it but there are time when it is really frustratingly tight and extremely erotic at the same time. I am sleeping everynight in a nightly and love the silk & satiny feel. I have noticed that my nipples and breast have been getting a lot more sensitive and I love to play with them through the nighty while my cage throughly constrains my cock/sissy clit. I have also been playing with a vibrator in my sissy pussy as well. All-in-all I am feeling a lot more feminine and daydream about being a slave girl in a harem ... |
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I don't know about the rest of you but there are a number of self-righteous people on this site who are very frustrating to deal with. So I've started blocking them. Oh to think that kinksters are different from the vanilla population! |
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I have recently relocated to Tucson and am seeking to connect with fellow sissy subs and am seeking service with a Domme. Are there any Dommes out there willing to take me on for training, service & servitude? |
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