I am really serious about TPE for LTR with a real Dominant and Natural Mistress..

I am a smart and strong man who seeks the same for his Lady as a basic thing especially that i am also Sapiosexual to the fullest and the emotional and mental aspects of the lifestyle are my main concern. I really don't care what will do to me in the kink and physical area if you could really fill my heart and mind and soul with the beliefs of your superiority to me as an entity to melt into and worship.

why i believe that only a real firm dominant is my match?
simply, i am very emotional and romantic... i love to give and give and normal women easily get flooded and drawn in such amount of feelings but a dominant can take them all and ask for more!!!
the feeling of being drained emotionally and mentally and still not enough is what really keeps me thrilled
for example if i show love by kissing the feet of a vanilla girl, she would be so grateful and feels like wow, but a dominant woman would offer her feet and feel that it is the least thing to do to appreciate her
so what i mainly seek is that constant draining emotionally and physically... giving the most unusual and taking all the suffering i can stand and yet still feel my Lady wanting more and making me feel that she is giving a big compromise to accept it not because it enough but because it is my best..... and yet she is making sure to expand that best of mine by training and by breaking when needed.
i always explained my dream relation of being like a toe ring to my Lady, she can move her leg freely as if i dont exist but i am totally warped around her toe with all my existence

i can take pain and love to suffer for my lady and feel weak and helpless to her with lots of tears and i her degrading attitude towards me with repeat humiliation makes me even get more attached to her

What I am looking for?

a real serious Classy and well educated dominant woman for a long-term d/s & hopefully lead to LTR in the form of marriage and making a family balancing d/s and vanilla.

A real Natural Dominant Lady who understands that it is not a sexual deviation or psychological problems and there are men who have a nature that completes and suits her nature and inner desire for control and having authority that not only accept her superiority but craves it without being beta type of men!

A Lady that can understand that her slave is her man and he is only inferior to her and only in between them

An Alpha strong male in all aspects of his life but still cannot take a breath without making sure that he takes it in a way that suits her.

Relocation?