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Slave has not had much contact with its Mistress for last few days and has felt slightly lonely ignored and unwanted.
Learned it maybe part of a stable of slave that mistress intends milking and what will happen to the "milk" it produces.
Its new butt plug has arrived and is in it mouth as it types.
It asked mistress many questions this morning about it future to which it learned some answers it kind of thought already.
Slave learned it will serve mistress with another which will be with mistresss ahead of it. |
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Slave learned yesterday just how simply its Mistress may inflict pain upon her slave both physically and mentally. Slave spent over 10 hours in endure position after being cheeky to its Mistress.
With its balls tied it stayed like this waiting to hear further from Mistress but it was left alone to suffer in position and in its thoughts that its bratty check may have caused its Mistress to change her mind about owning it.
Not until this morning when ordered to write this did slave know if Mistress was even still speaking to it.
Slave regrets its cheek speaking to its Mistress and knows it must not speak this way ever again, for fear of being released by its Mistress.
Mistress also informed slave there is still the possibility of its castration. Mistress informed slave that if it pleases her she may band its balls. |
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Slave has learn the need for its total honesty with its Mistress. Because of one small fear of slaves and its unwillingness to come clean to its owner it found itself being released, set free and unowned. This left slave feeling complegely empty as it is the last thing it ever wants to happen.
Slave would probably still be rrleased only for mistress patience and unddrstanding that she reconsidered and took it back.
Slave knows that at moment its life is so easy and tgat tge harsh reality of its slave existence will only truely begin when there.
Slave is still in service to its owner but if it fails her once again will be released. |
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Yestetday slave learned that it relocation to Mistress home was comimg closer to happening. This made slave both excited and more nervous. Demon in slaves head surfaced again that it is not good enough to serve mistress even with her reassurance.
It also was informed by its mistress that to reinforce its position its chastity is to rrmain for good, it is not to be released. This shocked slave but it can do nothing but accept mistress decision.
Last night it dreamt of last time it experienced sexual pleasure waking itself in its chastity and with its prrcum dribble, which as instructed by Mistress it collectted and ate.
This further deepens slaves humiliation and its pathic status.
When it told mistress of its dream she laughed heartly at slave.
Slave practices it position each day and is learning them well.
It also learned today that all body mods wil be carried out straight away once there in mistress home.
It writes this as it is in expose positiin after feeding awaiting further commands from its owner. |
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Today slave learned just how dependant and needing of its owner it has become. It is learn how this pathic creature needs its Mistress to control it, give it orders and set it goals. For a long while today slave lost contact with its Mistress and fear might not get to speak with her again. Slave is very grateful for having such an understanding patient Mistress. |
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Today slave learned from mistress the purpose of each of the position it has been learning, which is for punishment, use inspection and so on. Slave also learn that it will be tattoo with its mark across chest to go along with other body mods mistress wants of branding and piercings. From today slave is no longer allowed use a toilet but must use a bucket for its toilet. Slave knows how lowly and pathic it is and lowly it is to be ownedby such a powerful and gracious Mistress. It feels deeply honour to be allowed to be her slave. |
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Slave544 is owned by Mistress Katrina. Slave is writting thus journal to chart its transition into its life as a total slave for Mistress. Slave is in chastity for mistress currently set at thus moment for 3yeras but is at mistress digression. Slave is aslo plugged 24/7 for its owner. Slave has realised how pathic it is since beinging its chastity and plugging realsing how lowly it is.
Slave has been learning position it most know and proper way to present and address to it Mistress. It is also learning exactly how powerful its owner is as it is only by her choice that it is allowed keep its balls and not be castrated. This power of mistress really remined slave of its position. Also today mistress asked slave how it will feel infront of its parents knowing uts in chastity and plugged further reminding it just how pathic it is.
Slave believes is Mistress total power over it and knows that its further training and submission to its owner is its inly purpose. |
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It is only 3 weeks since first contact from Mistress on cs.Since then things have prgressed beyond the wildest dreams of slave to the point where it will soon be in life time service at the feet of its owner.
Since that first contact slave has come to feel ownwd, no longer refering toitself in first person as it now knows it is the property of its onwer.
Being in chastity and now plugedd has helped it realise the pathic creature it is and how much it needs its Mistress.
While slave knows it is only an object a piece of its onwers property slave believes it loves its Mistress and will spend rest of its days trying its best to please her.
Slaves only regret is it did not meet Mistress 10yrs earlier so it might have had longer to serve her.
Slave now knows it is being broken by its Mistress to be remoulded and that it will be all the better for her efforts and work to make it a better slave. And it can only thank its Mistress for this and serve her endlessly. |
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First entry in journal of slave544
Slave was locked into chastity on wed 14/6 for its Mistress. Keys to its chastity device have been flushed away down toilet so it cannot be removed.
Slave now is also wearing a butt plug 24/7 at mistress' command.
Mistress has told slave it will be 4yrs in chastity but able to earn time off wwith good behaviour or increase with disappointment.
Slave is starting to realise how pathic it is now that it is locked in chastity and plugged. All essence of masculinity stripped from it to reveal the pathic slave it is. Yesterday it ws ordered to purchase pink lacy thong to wear further enforcing its feeling of pathicness, it even cryed as to see what it is becoming.
Slave is also learning its position for Mistress and how it is to greet her each time.
Slave is starting to realise its place in the order of things and looks fotward to its futher training. |
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