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When I reflect back on my life, I was at my most content when I was able to serve. Strangely enough this has sort of evolved to the point where the woman doesnt even need to be dominant with me. I just enjoy doing it. Maybe I should have become a butler to a single woman or a couple even ..
Fact is that I am really looking for that which will give my life purpose and meaning.
Currently I live in Europe... my job takes me from country to country , so i dont really have a permanent home as such. Having said that , this is one of the things that i want to change. To have a place I can call home, where I belong , where i can be me.
Ideal would be a woman who knows what "triggers" a slave. Someone who is willing to really push a slaves limits and when needed beyond.
A bit more about me , I am 63 years old ... but I am not old. I still like to keep fit , look good , expand my horizon , and i enjoy learning new things.
On the BDSM side ... I guess that like many other men I went through the phases of what a dominant woman should look like , how she should dress and how she should act. This is all in the past . My Mistress doesnt even need to get dressed up as its the relationship dynamic that is more important to me. Having said that I do like boots on a woman ... or well cared for feet.
What else do I now know
I am not looking for a relationship where the dominance is session based. It should be there all the time , sometimes as a whisper and sometimes when needed, as a shout.
As time has progressed I realise that I am quite masochistic
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