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| I'm a true Southern gentleman, who believes in friendship first, then go from there. Respect is very important, and I believe that intimacy is for both people not just one side of the relationship. It's important to me that everyone's needs be fulfilled, and each one strive to make the other's world a better place live in. Though I'm a dom, I don't mistreat a girl what so ever. I'm a lover not a fighter. I love doing cute things for my girl like brushing her hair or paint her nails, and I love to kiss her all over. I enjoy her just being my teddy bear. I spoil a girl because I like to be spoiled back. I try to inspire my girl to want to treat her dom as I treat her. I want to help make all her dreams come true, as she does to help me with mine. You're with someone, because they make life alot easier to go through.
As for myself, I was seriously injured in Iraq in the beginning. After rehab and busting my butt, I've returned to some sort of normal life, but I couldn't continue my military career.
I got my cdl license after I got out of the military, and have driven for mostly the beverage services, starting with Pepsi, then Coke, the beer industry, then a paper goods company here in Myrtle Beach.
I had been laid off for the winter months, I took a job at a building supply company. One one particular day, I was asked to help the roofers out. In one of the deliverys, I fell 50 feet on a construction job accident, and it's severely injured me. Though I have worked extremely hard, I will never walk again. But I have regained as much independence as I can. I live in my own apartment, I drive and travel. I manage my household right by myself. So I don't need anyone to do anything for me but just to share li threatening experience has taught me never take ANYTHING for granted. To take each day, each moment, one breath at a time.
I don't expect many to be strong enough to see past my physical condition. However, it doesn't bother me in the least. My character shows that I am one good man, who really understands what matters in this life. And I know the right girl will find me.
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Dealing with extreme amount of pain. I have a spinal cord injury, and there's times when the pain is so severe, I only wish for a soft warm hand just to touch where it hurts, keeping it there until I fall asleep. I don't even want a girl to rub it. I'm a good man, and rarely ask for anything, just want to be pain free for a while. |
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So I just turned 50 years old and I had a very long long wish that I really wanted to happen, especially for turning 50. Supposedly 50 is a big thing. So if there's a female sub or female slave who might want to give a decent handicapped veteran a birthday wish, it would mean the world to me. I can't say I would deserve it, but rest assured that I am one of the rare men who still believes in opening doors for all women, I remove my hat when I enter a building or home, and most of all, I strive to be a honorable person in all that I do. I'm deeply spiritual, though I don't attend any certain faith. I dress very nice, I still say please, thank you, and try to make any girl or woman feel special. Unfortunately in this time and age, not many give a good man a chance when he's has handicapped as I am. But if my birthday 🎂 wish could happen, it would really make me smile,,, |
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Just thought I'd at least tell all the mothers out there who don't feel appreciated, Happy Mother's Day,,, |
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It's Thursday night, and being a sports guy, I'm watching the NFL Draft while I'm getting my monthly budget set for the 1st of the month in May. Kids say grown-ups don't have homework, yet right. |
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Watching the old Excalibur movie from the 80s. Patrick Stewart is in it and he has real hair. Movies at this time, especially British, they don't hold back on blood and guts. "The Last Legion" is actually really good as well. Got my popcorn, a huge drink, the lights are off, but missing a person to enjoy it with. Well my dog is here watching it with me so it's not so bad. |
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It's a Saturday night, 10:15 pm, a nice calm but cool 😎 evening. Laid back, looking up at the stars trying to make out the constellations. Wish I had a sweet girl by me to enjoy such a beautiful night with. In fact, I'd really like to work with a girl on several projects I'm working on because I'd like to make these as authentic as possible. Only a girl knows how a girl reacts to things, so this is why I would like to have a girl to work with.
Happy Easter to everyone,,, |
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Lord knows that I would give anything for a pair of soft feet to come walk on my back. I have a very bad injury from years ago that I aggravate from time to time, and it needs some TLC every once in a while. It really hurts.,,, |
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In the mood for some serious role play. Find an unaware female sub, seeing her window open at night, her sound asleep. Without waking her, I climb through the window. I approach my pretty and cute victim, who is sound asleep, the next she wakes up, bound with her hands behind her, she can't move her legs and feet because they're tied. The only sounds she makes is the mmm sound because there's a white cloth gag in her mouth. As she's wildly struggling to escape. I begin to kiss, lick and nibble, starting with her ear. She tries to head butt me, but there's a strict collar with a chain pulled snug up to the head board. Though she's struggling wildly, she's loving every bit of this. I keep moving where I lick, kiss and bitting, the areas she pulls away from the most, smacking her on her ass just to make her buck. As she's madly turned on and in the trance, I tell her she belongs to me and she can only climax when I say she can. She's so hot and turned on that she has goosebumps, and she's whimpering, begging me to relieve her. I tell her on the count of 5, she's coming to climax as wild and as loud as she can.
After I've gotten her completely relieved and satisfied, I remove all can, tell me her pussy is mine. She's completely worn out and exhausted. I put her head on my chest, my arms around her so she's warm. She sleeps very deep and feels wonderful
When she awake in the morning, she walks up to the smell of eggs and bacon, with hashbrowns, and I bring breakfast in bed,,, |
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It's a rather summer time blues type of day. This weather has my back injury in knots. I need a make over very much, being I've been in the hospital for some time. I've been on cm for quite a long time. But it seems everyone has this or that. It's been rare that I've found a girl who just wants a good man to share company with. It seems nobody wants an honorable man anymore,,, |
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A beautiful Tuesday spring day, but my back injury is flairing up. Wishing I had a pair of soft hands to ease the pain. My condition, it's the only way to relieve my pain, or get drunk, but I choose not to drink when I'm in such discomfort. |
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Out here in Little River, South Carolina enjoying the Blue Crab Festival. Lots of crab legs, good food, but nobody to enjoy this beautiful day with,, |
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Just taking it easy on a Thursday night. Just had a fantastic double bacon cheeseburger basket. I should eat more healthy, but hell, I'm a bachelor.
It's raining out, thinking it would be nice to enjoy it will someone, maybe a little tv as well later. Since I know I can't finish this delicious burger, I'd sure half with someone.
But for the most part, a quiet night here in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina,,, |
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Would be nice to snuggle up with someone, while we eat this fresh cheesecake I made myself. Not bad for being my first. I'm watching the Women's Softball Conference tournaments with the winners moving on to the 64 team tournament selection on Sunday night for the National Championship. These girls are really good! I watched the ACC earlier, now I'm watching the SEC. It's Georgia vs Kentucky with Georgia up 1-0 in the 4th. This is really competitive! I've been keeping up with this since the last Olympics with women's softball. Nobody beats America in this. |
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Taking an easy Saturday night since I'm recovering from a long hospital stay. I'm watching the Women's Softball Conference tournaments, with the winners moving on to the 64 team tournament selection on Sunday night for the National Championship |
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Say out there in CM World,
I have a very special bi-female dom friend. She's really having rough. She's come down with something very bad, her bf dumped her, yet she's smoking , with a huge heart.
I want to do something very special for her. Being her dom/Mistress needs have not been met in so long, I'm looking for a female slave to give to her as a gift to have fun with for a few days. If any girl deserves such a gift, it's her.
Any one interested, let me know,, |
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Just relaxing on this wonderful Sunday. About to cook something, but have no idea what I'd like. Maybe French Toast, since it's so hot right now to cook. Just because I'm a Dom-Master doesn't mean I can work a kitchen. I'm one of the rare men who can do everything and anything. So should I have the company of a beautiful girl, it will be a good time for both of us. Which means, she has an equal partner in all things. We can "spoil each other" if the mood requires this. |
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Having to go into the hospital on April 10th, 2014 until 23 April, 2014, it's been a very trying month if not trying year at that. After having a complete "detoxing" of my body with Golightly and Magnesium Nitrate, it's taking me a bit to get my body to return to normal. I'm only able to eat a few bites, then I'm full. But I'm drinking Ensures, water, and Ginger-Ale. It would be nice to have someone push me some since I'm by myself through this, but I need to just be grateful I'm alive, and coming along slowly. It would be nice, just to have a soft chest to put my head on though cause this is definitely a rough time,,, |
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Hello out there in CM world.
I'm posting this because I'm hoping to do something as a gift for a very special Dom Mistress who's really had it rough. She's bi, and desperately need to be able to have some fun with a bi slave. So, once I find one, I want to wrap you up, in a cute box, and let her open it just as a real gift. She's fighting an awful condition, that's life threatening. But she a good friend and even better person. So, if there's any bi female slaves who may want to put a smile on a deserving girl, let me know,,,
Allen |
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A very warm day on this Friday. However, I sure wish there was a good hearted sub close to help me get my new apartment straight. It's killing me trying to do all this myself. I'm a paralyzed disabled veteran, but I do NOT use my condition as an excuse to be lazy. I actually do more from my wheelchair than most men who can walk. Deep down, I know there's a girl out there who needs a good man like me,,, |
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I know we men are supposed to be macho, hard core, and strong. But every now and then, it would be nice to have one of those hugs and kisses that comes nonstop. That alone has wonderful healing powers. Or just for a soft hand reaching for mine. Unfortunately men in wheelchairs can only dream of such treatment. There's no place for men of integrity and of honor anymore. Tipping your hat to a lady, or opening the door or pump the gas of a girl, just because, is a lost trait. This is who I am. I know a girl can do whatever she wishes, and I'm a firm believer in this. Seeing the way women are treated in Muslim Countries like Iraq, Afghanistan, and others. I don't do the things I do to take anything away from women. I just think they shouldn't have to if they choose not too. Because all in all, that's someone's wife, mother or daughter, and I would want others to treat mine as I do there's. I also want to make sure they make it home safe. Maybe this makes me old fashioned, but I don't care. I'm just a weird complicated man,, |
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I could sure use a soft pair of hands. I've really hurt myself, and I'm so sore I can't even sit up in bed. I need an Angel very much,,, |
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Another bone chilling day. Though I'm in good spirits, I'm going to be readmitted back in the hospital. And as always, I'm by myself to face this alone. I know we all have to carry our own cross, but damned it it doesn't get hard at times. Unfortunately, most women can't handle my condition, so I end up lone. |
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It's a cold Wednesday morning. Sipping a good Cup of joe, trying to wake up. My new condo is absolutely fantastic. It's peaceful, relaxing, and very cozy. It'll be fine until my house is finished building. Just need a good woman who can make a house in to a home,,, but definitely no psycho women. I just don't have time or patience for those types anymore.,, |
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Another cold day here in Myrtle Beach. I'm relaxing with a cup of Irish coffee, some good tunes, some pasta, and enjoying looking up at the night sky. Just myself and my dog. I'm the type I can enjoy being with someone, or right by myself. So if one person comes in and tries to disrupt my peace, they'll be out the door just as fast. My new years resolution was no more psycho people what so ever. |
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Just a blau, dull black and white winter. I've strained the muscles in my collar bone, so I'm having to go really slow today.
I'm in the middle of getting settled around the Myrtle Beach, South Carolina. Currently, I'm having to stay at the Suburban Extended Stay until my apartment is ready for me to move in. It would be nice if I had someone to snuggle up with, or at least be my cheerleader keeping me positive, cause this has been extremely rough on me. If it wasn't so dreary, it wouldn't be so bad,,, Allen |
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I thought I'd update my journal since I've not been able to do so.
I'm moving into a condo just outside of Myrtle, South Carolina. I'll be there for about a year, just until my new home is finished building. Then, to find a submissive-slave, but by no means will she be treated disrespectful, abused, or anything of the such. I'm a proud veteran, and I served to defend the rights of women as well.
My future goal is to buy a huge motorhome, pull a car dolly on the back, and go see the world. Hopefully, I'll have that special girl whom we can make each other's life just a little bit better.
I can't say if I'm good looking or not. Only I feel I'm good looking in my soul. I'm very bit of a Southern Gentleman.
All in all, I enjoy life to the fullest everyday. And would love to have someone to share it with,,, |
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Well, well. It seems I'm back in the hospital again. It's getting very frustrating battling this by myself. I'm no quiter, but it sure would be nice just to feel a soft hand holding mine. |
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Here it is, late on a Thursday night. I had thought I met someone really nice. I was poliet, genuinely concerned about her and her life. I've only got one picture. The picture I have here. She wanted another, which I was going to take one using my cellphone. I ended up sick. Instead of being a true friend in my time of need, she calls me a lier, humiliated me, for no reason at all. I'm totally convinced, there's no true people anymore. I tried doing the right thing, yet it got shoved in my face. She really hurt me. I am a dom-Master, and I know I'm one of the good ones left. Yet when I'm a true gentleman, I'm treated mean for no reason at all. Yet women wonder why men treat them like shit.
Are there any good women left? |
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It's Tuesday night, and I'm very sick. I have an inner ear infection and it hurts like hell. I could use a little tlc, or a magic hand to make this go away. |
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From reading many posts and things on this site, I'm beginning to think maybe I'm just too old fashioned. It seems that a man with a big heart, who still believes in opening doors for girls, or even pumping her gas doesn't have a place anymore. Now, I know girls can do anything they want, I just feel they such at least get treatment special sometimes. I guess I'm just too complicated |
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Here it is, another lonely Friday night. The same its been since 2005. I had thought I'd found a wonderful person, but I ended up going to the er because if an old injury flaring up. I'm really starting to think I'm destined to be alone the rest of my life,,, |
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Well, after a serious cold and respiratory infection, I'm finally able to get back to life. So many friends to write back too,,,
Allen |
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It has been a wonderful day today. It's the first time in a while I've been pain free. Physical therapy is really working. It's about time for me to climb back in to the saddle and take care of business. I've just started on 3 books to get published. Then maybe it's time for a vacation.
So I'm sitting back with a stiff drink, but I have to hide it here in the hospital, got good tunes playing, and having a good time,,, |
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It's been a very lonely hard time here in the hospital. I've got a serious condition, that could take my life. I've never really felt love in my life time. I would really like to feel this, should these antibiotics fail. I know in my soul I'm one of the good ones left. I am a true Southern Gentleman, rarely do I raise my voice. I chose to motivate by example, understanding and love. I have to admit, I'm not exactly very attractive either. My injuries have taken a toll on my body. Most girls run away when they see me. I just wish people would not be so mean to others,,, |
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