I seem to get an awful lot of responses in reference to an older journal entry. I close the entry by saying "maybe it is an appearance issue" What I mean to say here is that my appearance is not suited to my play-style and D/s philosophy.  I t seems that submissives who are seeking my particular brand of Dominance are seeking a clean cut, monied man in a suit and tie, while the submissives who seek someone with my appearance seem to want a dominant who is cold and uncaring or abusive and degrading. While I do think my looks are the least of my qualities, I don't think I'm repulsive or ugly, in fact I am holding up rather well for my age.

So it seems the mystery was solved at last. Those message filters are going to block My responses to you if you have them set to filter any of the things I am, even if you contact Me first. I respond to EVERY message I get so if you don't get a response, check your filter.

Mahamaya, there seems to be a problem with you not receiving my responses. I assure you that I would like to talk with you. Try emailing me using this same name at hotmail if you see this entry.

I find it amusing how approximately half of the submissive women on this site say that they are seeking a strong but gentle Dominant who will treat them with respect and who is intelligent and real. They will then continue on and complain about all of the fake dominants out there who contact them. Many of those same women look at My profile and never bother to message Me. Do they not see that I'm exactly what they say they are looking for? Maybe it's an appearance issue....

If you're reading this make sure and watch the vids below, they are good.  ;)

http://youtu.be/LGD9i718kBU

There's an army
On the dance floor
It's a fashion
With a gun my love
In a room
Without a door
A kiss is not enough
In
Love my way
It's a new road
I follow where
My mind goes
They'd put us
On a railroad
They'd dearly
Make us pay
For laughing
In their faces
And making it our way
There's emptiness
Behind their eyes
There's dust
In all their hearts
They just want to
Steal us all
And take us all apart
But not in
Love my way
It's a new road
I follow where
My mind goes
So swallow
All your tears my love
And put on
Your new face
You can never win or lose
If you don't
Run the race

http://youtu.be/3UZnFnggTWM

Let's dance little stranger
Show me secret sins
Love can be like bondage
Seduce me once again

Burning like an angel
Who has heaven in reprieve Burning like the voodoo man
With devils on his sleeve

Won't you dance with me
In my world of fantasy?
Won't you dance with me?
Ritual fertility.

Like an apparition
You don't seem real at all
Like a premonition
Of curses on my soul

The way I want to love you
Well it could be against the law
I've seen you in a thousand minds
You've made the angels fall

Won't you dance with me
In my world of fantasy?
Won't you dance with me?
Ritual fertility.

Oh come on little stranger
There's only one last dance
Soon the music's over
Let's give it one more chance.

Won't you dance with me
In my world of fantasy?
Won't you dance with me?
Ritual fertility.

Take a chance with me
In my world of fantasy.
Won't you dance with me?
Ritual fertility.

I find myself in the enviable position of having no responsibilities and money budgeted to do some traveling with. All of this will end shortly after the new year at which time I'll be returning to school in pursuit of a new degree and career. I hope I get to take advantage of this time. It would be great to make some new connections in the next couple of months.