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for the first time its not punishment. but Master did do some pain training on me. using the electro clamps on my nipples and pussy and using other clamps as well, alternating them. he had me make waights for them with two ballons filled with 35 aquarian pebbles in each one to put on the clamps. several times having me pull them off on both my nipples and pussy lips. each time was a bit easier. and im starting to get used to the electro already. He is goign to get a stronger eletro soon. |
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i got punished again. drank alcohol without permission, interupting him while on the phone, and didnt behave as tho a slave should acting as if my body is mine to control and not just his. so Master directed me for an hour long session with the electro stimulator telling me when and where to move the electros and change the level of shocks.
video can be found on my fetlife page, name KarimaManishie |
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ok. an update on the electro stimulator. this bastard hurts!!!!! not even full max and im ready to take it off. but Master wont let me. im gonna cry. trying to laugh to cope but its not working as well as id like. :'( and this is just the nipple clamps on it. he's gonna have me use the pads too tonight along with the clamps. |
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well ive always been curious about electro play. looks like tonight I get to find out how it feels. Master got me an electro stimulator that has four pads and nipple clamps. it came in the mail today. so ill update later how that goes. lol. unfortunately even if I don't like it when I try it ill still have to use it when Master wants me to. heres to hoping I like it. lol |
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started out as a training purpose but then turned into a lesson. Master had me make some tack pads with thumb tacks and tape to wear in my bra and panties. the first day I made them he had me wear them the remainder of the day and over night, allowing me to take them off in the morning. he was teaching me that my body is his to treat how he desires and that my comfort is not mine to seek without his permission. it became a punishment because I was supposed to write this journal about it two days ago but haven't had the time so he has had me wear the tacks for the last two days and I have one more day to wear them as punishment for not making time to do my journal as he said.
for those who haven't tried this before............ IT DOESNT FEEL GOOD. at all. lol |
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still learning some leasons. today I kept talking back by telling Master why I couldn't do what he asked instead of simply asking for another way so tonight isn't going to be much fun. I have to sleep with my breasts bound and nipples clamped. and tomorrow keep my breasts tied in a way that is more humiliation than pain and can be hidden under my cloths as I work. |
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again I was a bad girl yesterday. I questioned my Master's knowledge of computers while he had remote access to mine trying to fix something thinking he was installing programs that could be harmful. plus I learned to be more careful about being playful without coming off disrespectful. so last night he had me clamp my nipples and clit then trip hot wax on them. which was extra painful on my clit and pussy as I had not had a chance to shave so getting the wax off down there was a long and painful ordeal (tho now I can say I'm shaved lol). then I had to sleep with my breasts bound for extra measure which made for a difficult night of sleep. all in all my breasts and nipples still hurt. especially since the clover clamps he had me use for punishment are missing the rubber tip on one side of each clamp so they also dig into the skin for more pain. |
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well I was a bad girl today. my Master ordered me to be plugged today but I forgot and left the house without plugging. as we are not yet living together he asked the disciplinarian that I live with to punish me for him as he watched on Skype. I received multiple lashes with both a wooden and lexan cane on my rask and thighs. lesson learned. I hate canes with a passion, especially now that my rask is still stinging and feels way too warm sitting on it. |
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