hahaha.....well yet again...another player...hehehe.....contacts Me about a month ago...talks up a good storyline...then in the last week..just drops all communication,..blocks Me on here so I am not able to send messages...

be ware of spankinglover47...talks up a good story....but in the end...he will just stop messaging....block you...and that will be the end of that...no goodbyes no telling you that he is not interested...just lead you on with some good sounding messages..then just stop..and block all attempts to contact...and never say a word...

and yet again......another one that I have exchanged messaes with for some time now suddenly drops off...deletes last message and closes account...after saying that they wanted to keep in touch as they enjoyed our talks...bullshit...

 I have found a couple of profiles on CM that are real people....and sincere....and I enjoy the wonderful contact and exchanges of messages that W/we share...but as for the other experiences with contact I have had on here..;

 I am about to the point of just closing down this account and stepping away....as it seems that more often than not....the majority of the profiles on here are just players...time wasters.....people that got drunk one night and in an uninhibited state of mind...being inebriated....decide to play out alittle on one or more of their fantacies...so they get on CM...create a profile....fill it with alot of good reading text....maybe a couple of picstures...and then, nothing...or they encourage contact with someone...exchange messages for a time....then suddenly just disappear....no responce to last message sent...just gone....

 It seems that maturity is just a word that is used to enhance someones content on their profile....but the true meaning seems to escape their understanding.... Really too bad...

Well, yet once again....My suspicions were proved out to be correct.... I had sent a message of inquiry to user id "seekingHubsDom".....let them know that I was interested...waited for a few days...no responce...  So earlier today, I sent another message stating that I senced they were not interested...but a message declining the offer would be the adult, mature way to handle it....their message back was that they did not want to hurt My feelings...and claim My personality was lacking.... 

The way I see it is simple...be adult enough to tell someone that you are not interested...dont just leave them hanging,.....and then block them after you do respond to a second message....  So immature.... 

I am taking a break from this site.....over the last cple weeks it seems that no-one has any real serious intent to follow up with messages....its like they just got board with life and decided to enter into a fantacy digital world by creating profiles on this site...then exchanging messages for a day or two...then no more..... Maybe when I return there will be some real ppl on here that are actually looking to start up a connection with real intentions to follow through...... GOOD LUCK....

July 10, 2013, after removing the collar and releasing dehumanizeme after one year, I placed him on a bus. This afternoon he called to let me know that he has arrived at his destination....safely....and it is good...

This is to update my journal........ recently I initiated contact with Seekandsearch after noticing that this person had viewed my profile....after some messaging back and forth we established phone contact and continued our communication.... I have accepted him as my slave and will begin his orientation very soon.... He seems eager and sincere.... we will see....

Just a breif note to update my profile some..  About one month ago my transgender tia moved out to persue further advancements in her quest.... we keep in touch....she is doing well as far as I know from her last comunique...

I am still looking for another slave or two....perhaps another sissy and a female slave...we'll see.....

Just a quick note... There is a user on this site by the user name of teddycollecter4u....be ware of this rude individual...is full of lies and deciept....very rude in his messages and responces to his betters... I sympathize for his projected new female Domme....she will have issues with his lies....

Time for a new journal entry..  So far, my trans sub and my male slave are doing very well...in their awareness I have seen growth... I am pleased.. But I still seek to add either a female sub/slave that is poly or a sub/slave couple or cuckold couple...I think that would round out my poly household nicely..

Its too bad that there are so many that have profiles on this site that do not even practice the same courtsey that they ask for.... When someone takes the time to contact the profile holder....its a simple courtsey to respond...even if its just to say "not interested"...that shows at least some training in respect...a basic exposure and awareness that should have been embedded in all from childhood...but it seems perhaps not for so many.......and that is something that so many self proclaimed wanna be sub/slaves need to re-focus on.... If they cannot even reply with a courtious responce...then how can a true Dom take them seriously when they profess to want to be in a real time ltr as a sub/slave...and so many of these people still cling to their vanilla ideas about how a D/s relationship is suppose to be... As a sub, you would have some input.....the opportunity to voice an opinion....but the final decision still rest with the Dom/Domme... As a slave.....you have no input..no options...either obey and serve...as you claim to want to do....or dont claim to be one thing when you have no real intent to fulfill your claims...Simple.. At least that is how I see it.... Say what you really mean and really mean what you say...

I have had my new slave now for 2 1/2 months....and so far it has adapted quickly....and is trainable....

As of May 24, 2012....I have officially taken dehumanizeme1979 on as MY full time slave..I am awaiting shipment of this property...it will arrive in a few days...