i'm back bitches! lol

i want a new big butt thick girl like in the rap videos for a subbie lols

another kinkier subbie =) haha

10/31/10
Start: 5:25 am 
End: 6:20 am 
Outfit Description: Currently i am in my pajamas. i am in a white cotton tank top thats close fitting, and pink cotton pajama bottom with red hearts all over it. Underneath i am wearing just a white custom bra. 

Assignment: 
1. 
5 favorite thongs:
1. pink lacey low rise thong thats made of microfiber
2. red satin t-back, its solid and soft
3. black and red low rise also made of microfiber
4. white and pink lycra g-string
5. purple and white (with a tiny bit of black), nylon and spandex pair of crotchless 
*my sizes for all of them are pretty much mediums :)

3 favorite lingerie outfits: 
1. red and black trimmed bustier (with  tiny black bow on the very front between my breasts), g-string (the 2nd one i mentioned above :P), garters and black stockings with red trim (also red bows on the front at the top of each stocking). i usually match it with either red of black heels. 
2. i love my black fishnet body suit. This one is goes from my neck all the wat across my body, covering it wholly in the meshy fishnet 
3. purely red lacey bra and matching french cut panties both made from microfiber. They come with matching stockings that are lacey at the top, no garters. i usually matched this with black heels 

2.
Ultimate Slut Moment:
New Year's eve 4 almost 5 years ago. Celebrating at a friend's place for the new years, this really handsome guy from the party, my friend
who went to the party with me, and i all wound up talking a lot,  drinking jell-o shots and tequila shots. Found our way up to one of the bedrooms (my friend's roomate's lol). While up there we started making out more, and all sharing a bottle of Jack Daniels. Eventually my friend and i started to dance and strip each other, grinding and doing our best sexy dancing we could for being THAT drunk. That guy eventually stripped and was stroking, watching us. He made his way over and began to hiss us more, touching us as we kissed. From there we went on for a few hours, making up every variation we could between the 3 of us. i was with him, and then her. i watched them go at it, then the 3 of us all were together more. The guy wound up taking me in all 3 of my holes, and 2 of my friend's. We celebrated right through midnight and actually missed the new year's countdown. Although i am sure i moaned through it. i know i heard it but i could not be bothered at the time lol. i think we stopped at about 2 or 3 am, i am not sure as we kept drinking throughout the whole thing. After that my friend and i spooned and fell asleep. i woke up at around 8 am and got dressed and left with my friend. i remember in the morning thinking wow was i slut or what. my friend and i never actually saw that guy again after that :P

3. 
Deepest Darkest Fantasy:
i have many many deep dark ones, but i shall share one for now. i have fantasized about being taken by a Domme, and made to be Her personal doll. Firstly being pierced all over to Her likings, then have my hair cut (or shaved) , and my body tattooed. From there my body would be Her's to choose whatever with. i fantasized of being made to wear a mask, have my identity taken away, my arms bound in binders behind me, my legs held open my a spreader bar, and my neck collared. Next the Domme would make my body bend 90 degrees, my arms tied  and raised by the binders, my legs tied down by the spreader, and the collar on my neck tied to the ground below so i am unable to move one bit. Then the Domme would whip/ paddle and spank me to Her likings before She unleashes a flow of males, females, shemales (and everything else She may want) to all come take me for hours/ days. To be bound for days, unable to do a thing, being taken by unknown people, all for Her. Maybe even forced to become pregnant by one of those many MANY people. 

new pet =)

10/29/2010

Hello Mommy.

I completed your assignment as instructed. I'm extremly horny right now so I hope you're pleased with my report. 

Time started: 7:00 AM

Time finished 24:00PM

Outfit description: For today's assignment I wore a white cotton t-shirt with short sleeves and zip closure on the back with black leggings. Underneath I wore three thongs as instructed to let everyone know what  a little slut I am. They were leopard, black and pink in that order while the pink thong was on top and above my hips clearly visible for everyone. White bra. On my feet I wore classic converse shoes in black&white and on my head a grey woolen barat hat. For the outside I wore a charcoal jacket.

Assignment:  I went to university today on 8 AM while wearing a vibro-egg with remote control inside of me. I was instructed to hold down the button on my remote every time I received a message, made a phonecall or even looked at my phone for the whole duration while being  forbidden to cum at any time of the day. In addition I was instructed to push the button of my vibro egg for three consecutive minutes each hour. I received two phonecalls today, one in the morning and one in the afternoon. Like the good pet I'm expected to be I phoned with one hand and held down the button of my remote with the other hand during both calls. The first one was easy and only lasted about 2 minutes. The other one on the afternoon was much harder because the guy I was talking to had to answer the door and just left me for about 5 minutes hanging on the phone with my vibro egg buzzing relentlessly inside of me. I went almost crazy and cursed my bad luck. Fortunatly I was on the backside of a building an no one saw me acting like a girlscout that has to pee really bad. When I was about to lose control he came back and I quickly put an end to the conversation. Enduring the vibro egg while I was writing and reading messages was a lot easier because it didn't take that long and I could stop whenever I wanted to. The hardest part of my assignment was the twist with the three minutes each hour. I usually went to the ladies room on each break and switched the vibro egg on for three full minutes. Which each hour the task got more and more difficult because my body was already attuned to the regular teasing. In the afternoon it only took me about one minute to get to the edge. That means I had to fight down my orgasm for two minutes each hour while getting more and more frustrated from the cruel teasing. By the time classes were over at 5 PM my thongs were soaked and my pussy drowning in it's own juices. I was told to continue with my teasing for the rest of the day.

aww what a good bitch, didn't even have to tell her and she wrote out my assignment. hehe

10/25/10
Time Started: 6:00pm
Time Finished: 9:30pm

Outfit Description: black polyester halter top, no bra (as instructed), some white cotton panties, blue denim jeans and brown ugg boots

Assignment: I called one of my local slaves that has served me before and I know he has a huge foot fetish.  I have been refusing to see him for some time (mostly because he’s ugly and boring), so when I got out of class and gave him a call he was very eager.  I told him to drop what he was doing and get to me in 20 minutes or don’t come at all.  I think he was at dinner at the time lol.  But when he came he was 3 minutes late! Obviously that wouldn’t do.  He’s goes to my school and is an upperclassman, so he doesn’t really like public humiliation.  So to punish him, instead of finding a quiet corner of the library to massage my feet, I took him out to the quad.  We sat on the grass as he took off my boots and socks and started rubbing my feet one at a time, I made him spend 10 minutes on each foot.  Then, I told him that for being late he would have to kiss each of my toes twice but since he’s so shy, I let him sneak the kisses as best as he could.  I could tell he was very embarrassed, but he loves my feet so much that he wouldn’t dare refuse.  Finally, I told him that the cost of him getting the benefit of worshipping my feet was to take me shopping at Victoria’s Secret.  He reluctantly agreed, and we went to the nearest store and he got me 10 g-strings, which will really increase my selection.

=)

10/21/10
Time Started: 9:00pm
Time Finished: 3:00am-ish

Outfit Description: For tonight’s assignment, I knew I had to be really sexy, so I wore a black top that was transparent in the center and opaque at the edges, so you could see my belly button through it, but not my tits.  No bra.  I also wore a short white skirt and underneath a pink g-string because I know you love when I wear them.  I only wore one because I would be taking it off in front of people later and it would look weird if I had several on.  On my feet were some black open-toed heels.

Assignment:  I went out to a club with some friends.  When I got there me and a few of my girls hit thedance floor.  Random guys tried coming up and dancing with us, and usually I don’t like dancing with randos when I’m just having fun with my girls, but I had a mission tonight so I danced with a couple guys.  One danced with me for a while, and eventually invited me to go to the bar with him for a drink, and I accepted.  We went to the bar, got drinks, and chatted for a while then he went outside for a smoke, usually I hate smokers and that would have been a deal breaker, but like I said I was on a mission.  He bought me another drink before he left and I told him to find me later.  I went back to find my girls and we danced some more.  As I got the second drink in me I decided to get flirty with one of my hot friends and we were dancing pretty close.  Eventually, the guy came back and wanted to dance with me, so I told him he’d have to dance with my friend too, and she’s pretty hot so he didn’t have a problem with that lol.

A while later, we went back to the bar and he got both of us drinks.  So we chatted there for a bit, he wanted to dance more, but I told him my feet were starting to hurt, and if he wanted to go back to my place to hang out instead.  What guy would say no to that right??  So he accepted and he, my friend and I all went back to my place.  I had some alcohol in the fridge so I made everyone a drink, and after all this, I was getting pretty drunk.  So I take off my shoes and tell him I can dance more now, but pretty much my friend and I give him a lap dance while he sat and watched.  By this point, all three of us were getting pretty turned on.  So we went to my room.  My friend and I were the first on the bed and we started making out while he just stood there and watched.  This was probably the first time he would be with two girls at the same time, let alone two that were as hot as us, so I can understand why he didn’t really know what to do.  We eventually told him to come join us.  We had him go down on each of us, while we made out with each other and then we teased his cock a bit before we told him to fuck each of us, but warned him not to cum until both of us did.  He was pretty good and had a good sized cock, so he brought us both to orgasm before we finally allowed him to cum himself.

my good slut =)

10/12/10 Time Started: 7:30am Time Finished: 9:00pm Outfit Description: Today I wore a light brown cotton blouse with frills around the collar. Underneath I had on a baby blue nylon push-up bra. For my g strings, I had white, pink, yellow and black in that order, with the black string above the hips. The g strings were all nylon. I wore white cotton pants so that the black g string could clearly be seen through the material. Lastly, on my feet, I had brown Steve Madden open-toed platform high heels. Assignment: I woke up this morning and I first went to wash my face. After that, I was refreshed enough to get started on my first assignment. So first I started with my dildo and rubbed it up against my pussy and clit to get a little stimulation. Then, I turned on the vibrator and went on with that on my pussy and around my clit, while I put down the dildo and two-fingered myself. When I was wet enough I took the dildo and slid it into my pussy in a slow rhythm. As I got more turned on, I naturally increased the speed of the dildo. I kept this up for a few minutes and felt myself getting close, but I didn’t want to disobey you do I tried to slow it down a bit. But the thought of withholding myself for you got me hotter and before I knew it I was speeding up again and then with only about 40 minutes past, I came. I lie still for about 10 minutes waiting for my body to calm down again, then I hopped in the shower. For breakfast, I just had a bagel with some cream cheese before I headed off to class. In class today and I sat next to this nerdy looking guy who I’ve caught stealing glances at me in the past, so I knew I could turn him on. I acted like I stumbled just so I could fall on him so I made sure I had his attention. Then, as I sat, I sat back enough that he could see my feet and shoes. I made a point to keep crossing my legs to see if he was paying attention; hehe he was. Every once in a while I would kick his shin lightly as I crossed my leg in his direction “by accident.” He never mentioned that I kicked him, so I figured he must be liking the contact. I eventually stopped the constant crossing and stayed crossed toward him. I kept moving my foot around and he was definitely staring. Eventually, I went to go to the bathroom and when I came back “somehow” my chair was closer to his. So when I crossed my leg, my foot was actually touching his now. Finally, I mumbled something about my feet hurting (but loud enough for him to hear) and I took off my shoes. So now, I had my foot on his leg and I starting moving it up and down acting like I thought it was a pole of the desk or something. I swear I looked over once and his eyes were closed and he was one breath away from moaning! After about 10-15 minutes of this class ended, I got on my shoes, and put my stuff away faster than he could get his stuff together. And by the time he could gather the courage to say anything to me, I was already walking away. Salsa class assignment: So I felt bad for not finishing the journal before class like I was supposed to, so instead of touching guys’ crotches 5 times, I took the liberty of doubling it to 10. I hope this was ok? So there is a move where we are spinning and we get close to the guy we’re dancing with, so I did it mostly during that transition and made it seem like an “accident.” One of the salsa instructors is a pretty hot guy, so I wanted to do it with him the most, but I ended up doing it to this really ugly guy with bad rhythm because he was stumbling so a few of the times it actually was kind of an accident lol. But I guess I did it one too many times with him because after class he tried chatting me up! I talked to him for a little bit, but then I left in a hurry to try to make it home on time for you.