(Letter from slave)

MASTER TOM, SIR, it wants to thank YOU, MASTER, for the time YOU took last night to call it and for all that YOU shared with it, SIR. YOUR slave has felt great comfort from O/our talk last night. SIR is proving to be not only a true MASTER, but a true MENTOR, SIR, in helping this slave find its way through this confusing but wonderful metamorphosis it is undergoing. it was very happy that SIR was not angry with it when it shared with SIR that it is going to continue to explore its dom side, SIR. it still has those needs and desires in it, SIR, to dom... but now it also has this very deep need to serve and to submit also, SIR. it thinks that, as SIR suggested, it may need to continue to explore both the Dom and the sub roles, SIR, before it finds out where is true identity is: as Master, Dom, slave, sub or Switch, SIR. it suspects that there is at least a little of all of those in most of U/ us, SIR, as SIR suggested.... and SIR's understanding and compassion has really provided it with much comfort and support. In its case, yes it does still have the need and desire to be a Master, but it also has that very deep desire to be slave, SIR. it doesn't think its need to submit is small, but rather very extreme, as in needing to be a slave, a true slave; just as its need to dom is not small either, but extreme, as in its need to be at times a Master, SIR. In either role, it tries and wants to give all of itself, whether as slave or as Master. it just isn't sure yet, and maybe there will be no answer to this, which of those are most important to it. it can't know this answer right now. it has to continue to explore, and only then will its heart truly know where and what it needs to be. it could see becoming SIR's total slave,as it feels such depth of feeling for SIR, and such desire to serve YOU and to please YOU, and to try its very best to take all that YOU would have it take to give YOU pleasure and pride in YOUR property. it knows that is real in it, SIR, and that that comes from its slave heart. But it may have a Master's Heart, also, SIR.... it just isn't sure about that yet, SIR. it thinks of YOU, SIR, all the time, and it is so grateful to SIR for all that YOU give it. it thanks YOU for YOUR time, MASTER TOM, SIR. YOUR faggotbitch slave

(subbmitted by slave)

This potential slave is a master with many years of experience, who is now exploring his submissive side. MASTER TOM has been very good to train this potential slave in sessions both online and on the phone over the last many weeks, and this past weekend, this potential slave was allowed the honor of being inspected by MASTER TOM and to serve HIM for the weekend. This was a very good experience for this potential slave, particularly since this slave is a newbie on the sub side. MASTER TOM is a very good MASTER, who showed great care and compassion to this would-be slave, while also thoroughly Dominating it and Controlling it, and letting this slave know that the slave must obey in all ways. MASTER TOM was very good to this slave and gave this slave an incredible experience, for which it thanks MASTER TOM gratefully, and offers up praise to HIM and to HIS Skills and Abilities as a Dominant MASTER." Again, SIR, thank YOU for coming to visit it, and to giving this potential slave YOUR consideration and YOUR time. Respectfully, YOUR faggotbitch

(submitted by slave)

This slave is a former master with over 30 years experience on the dom side, who now finds that it needs to deeply explore its newly found, and what it feels is its true slave nature deep inside. Although it has yet to meet MASTER TOM, HE has been so supportive and compassionate and helpful to it, as it explores its true nature and deep needs to serve and to be used, particularly in its craving to be humiliated and degraded. This slave needs these depraved things, but knows it can never truly explore this dark, deep true nature within it, until it has found a MASTER who it knows and trusts will care for it, protect it, and use it but not damage it. This slave needs to know it is safe and cared for, before it can be the true slave that it feels inside that it was born to be. it is so grateful to MASTER TOM for showing it that HE is a true MASTER who, if HE chooses to bestow upon it the honor of being allowed to serve HIM and HIS PARTNER and THEIR FAMILY, that it will be safe with HIM, and cared for and protected, even as it is being utilized and used as the slave that it is. This slave is grateful to MASTER TOM for HIS consideration of it as a potential slave worthy of serving HIM and HIS HOUSEHOLD. it thanks MASTER TOM for allowing it to share here with all about its feelings for its potential MASTER and OWNER.

Letter from a sub Master T, I can not express adequately the many times you have opened my eyes to new ways of service. We have taken a long road to training mainly due to my stubborn nature and my inability to be open to other ways of achieving goals. I could not ask for a better master, trainer, mentor and friend. Slowly i am seeing the light and feel the need quenched on those occasional moments when you take control. Thank You Master Tom.

What is dominance? It is walking the hair fine line between the animal and the man, feeling the heart beat of the beast as you stalk your prey, knowing you are the alpha and you will accept nothing less then what you desire, taking what you want with the veracity of a lion, but knowing that as a man if you break it you can’t get it back. It is the fine line between the beast that runs on instinct, and the man that runs on logic, merging the two into a controlled chaos that breaks down the barriers and allows the submissive nature of your prey shine through.

I am very pleased at the responses I have gotten.  I have had men, both Dom and sub and even lower, approach and ask questions, request training and even offer services or ownership.

For the longest time I had become a bit jaded with the D/s community, as they had seemed to have lost perspective of what the D/s lifestyle is all about, “Masters” who had less balls then my sister, and “slaves” who would have the audacity to question a safe and sound order, or even downright refuse.

I am not seeing too much of that here, the people and property here seem for the most part sincere in their quest to have the TPE, to feel the rush of control, or the vibrations of knowing that what is about to happen you are helpless to prevent. To see the men of all orientation open their minds to new possibilities of submitting to a member of the same sex even though it is not the properties orientation, bringing in a whole new dynamic of control and learning.

I see the people and property that I have spoken with to be true to the spirit of the D/s relationship (ONE is in control one is the controlled)…only in this place does one find true trust, true commitment, truth of heart and spirit, true submission and subjugation.  For what so many see as a dark and evil game is actually the amplification of light of one’s true nature, no games, no bullshit, just raw power exchanged.     

After 20 years in this lifestyle you think I would have seen it all, But no, I have not an I always have something new to learn (yes Masters/ Doms learn too)

I ran across a post talking about starting a BD/SM group in their area, and was wondering if anyone in the Philly/south NJ area knows of any or is interested in starting one.

Feel free to drop me a line

EOP (equal opportunity pervert) in other words all orientations are welcome