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Hi there,
To the outside world, I am a shy, mild-mannered man who couldnt say an unkind word to anyone! Most people, I am told, count me among the nice guys they know. Cleverly hidden behind this facade of kindness and warmth, however, is the mean-spirited, misogynistic facet of my being, which seeks to subjugate, control, and humiliate women. I have a special place reserved for women in a cold, dark corner of my heart.
For quite some time, I was quite troubled by these dark thoughts about enslaving a woman, torturing her body, and degrading her till she completely loses her identity and self-worth. I struggled to reconcile the emergence of these evidently misogynistic desires with the kind, gentle person I always imagined myself to be. With time, however, I have realized that these desires are not a result of outside influence and that they cannot be suppressed, for they are an integral part of my identity. I have come to accept and enjoy the mean, hateful side of me.
I acted out some of my desires with my ex-girlfriend, but I knew that she was not very enthusiastic about this lifestyle, and my growing insistence on treating her as a slave might have pushed her away.
So, now I am looking for a new relationship to fill that void in my life. I seek a carefully nurtured, long-term relationship with a girl who is committed to the idea of surrendering herself to a man, although I am also reasonably open to the idea of showing the ropes to someone who is still testing the waters, provided that she is absolutely certain that she has a submissive core. Let me clarify that I am not looking for a fling here. I wish to enter into a well-crafted, stable, long-term Master-Slave relationship. I would like to have detailed online discussions of our deepest desires and fantasies before we graduate to a more intimate engagement. Though exceptions can be made if it feels right, I prefer to play it out online for some time so as to establish the level of mutual trust and comfort that will sustain a long-lasting relationship in the real world.
If you see any merit in this proposition, feel free to drop me a message here.
Best wishes,
kinkyguy
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