you know that first step into something unknown? that feeling you get in the pit of your belly when you just don't know how it will work out, but you lift your foot and take the step anyway? Yes, that is how I feel right now, I am riding on the high of it, and now don't know why I didn't do it sooner. Discovering one's self isn't easy, or neat or come with step by step how too's. It is hard and messy! and you pretty much have to make it up as you go. |