This past weekend I had a session with Susan. Susan is a forty six year old, married female. I normally don’t enjoy domination others, but she was so persistent. She kept writing me and promising that she would do whatever was asked of her. She said she had been having fantasies most of her adult life, where she was the slave of another woman.

I kept trying to discourage her. I told her being a Domme just wasn’t my thing and that I would be very cruel to her. She just kept pleading with me to meet with her.

I finally relented and told her I would meet her for coffee and we would see where it went. As some of you know I Am a consultant and currently working in the Dallas, TX.  area.

I don’t have any toys with me, so I told her she would have to bring everything, just in case. I gave her a list:  rope, wrist and ankle cuffs, enema kit (of course), belt, crops, paddles, clothespins etc. I told her to use her imagination. I also told her I wouldn’t guarantee anything more than coffee.

We met at a local coffee shop. She turned out to be quite attractive. Long blonde hair, about 5’ 4” tall. About my size.  She was a little overweight with a little bit of a pooch that showed through her top.

We talked a while, mostly about work, home, what she fantasized about.  She told me that she had tried to get her husband to Dom her, but he just wasn’t interested. She said that he had made a few half hearted attempts to spank her.  She had gotten excited by that but he never really got into it.

She told me that she had the weekend free. She had told her husband that she was visiting a girlfriend, just in case.

She really attracted me. She was so willing to serve and a little pathetic, but exuded sexuality. I thought, “You’re husband is one dumb bastard not to take advantage of what she offered.

I decided we could give it a try and see where it went. We agreed to leave her car at the mall and I would drive her to my apartment. She just had to pick up her ‘Toys and overnight bag from her car.

We got to my apartment and got out of the car. I asked her again if she was sure she wanted to go ahead.

She said yes.

While we were standing in front of my apartment, a thought just popped into my head. Instead of going in I lead her around back.

My apartment has a small closed in deck and a small fenced in yard. Pretty private unless you make an effort to walk back there.

I told Susan to stand there and that I would be right back.

I went in and gathered some towels and a pair of scissors and let myself back on the patio through the glass sliders.

I told Susan to take off her skirt, shoes and panties. She hesitated a little and then did what I asked.

I had her stand there and examined her a little. She was really blond. Her pussy was covered in fine blond hairs and I could see her pussy lips just peeking out.

I have some chairs and a low table on the patio. I laid a towel across the table and folded one on the deck for Susan to kneel on. I had her kneel down and then lay on the table.

I opened her Toy bag and found the rope I had asked her to bring.  She also had wrist and ankle cuffs. I put the wrist cuffs on her, cut a length of rope and tied her arms around the table. Then I tied her legs around her knees to the table legs. This spread her legs open so I had pretty good access to her pussy and bottom hole. I could see she was a little wet.

I lightly traced a finger through her slit to see how wet she was. She was wet enough for me to get some pussy juice and rub it around her butt hole.

She could move a little and tried to move back against my finger. I guess she thought I was going to play with her pussy and ass.

Then I told her what was really going to happen.

The neighbor has this goofy black lab that keeps coming around he just loves to get petted and having his belly rubbed. I started buying him doggy treats and he would roll over for me to pet him. A few times I could see him get excited and his little pink doggy dick would peek out. A few times he had tried to rub against my leg. I had just shooed him away.

I told Susan that maybe she would be in for a little “Doggy” treat.

She started pleading with me, Oh God, no, no, please I don’t want this. She was struggling to get free. I told her if she wanted, I would untie her and she could just leave.

Noooo, I don’t want to leave, please I don’t want a dog in me though.

I finally told her that ‘Rusty’ the lab, didn’t always come over. I told her we would wait a half hour and if he didn’t come I would untie her.

That seemed to calm her down.  We just waited and I lightly stroked my finger through her slit. She seemed to calm own and just moaned a little each time I touched her clit.

Fifteen minutes went by and I was beginning to think Rusty wouldn’t show up.

Then, all of a sudden there he was, panting and tail wagging.

Susan started pleading, again. Please, god, don’t do this to me. I don’t want this.

I told her again, that she could just leave. No, she said, please, I don’t want to leave.

Then you are going to have to take it I said. Who knows, maybe you will like it. I told you I was going to hurt you.  Maybe he won’t be interested, anyway.

Rusty walked over and tentatively starting sniffing Susan’s bottom. He seemed a little confused at what he was smelling.

I pulled open her butt cheeks so he could get a better whiff. He moved his nose between her legs and gave a little lick.

Susan jumped and tried to move her bottom away, but Rusty was starting to get interested. He licked a couple of more times and then really got busy.  His tail started wagging and he looked like he had just gone to heaven.

No, please, make him stop, please, Susan pleaded. Again I told her I would untie her and she could just leave.

She stopped pleading and just stayed still, while Rusty licked away. I couldn’t tell what Susan was feeling.

Pretty soon I could see the pink tip of Rusty’s dick starting to peek out. Soon it was all the way out. My guess was about 7 inched and an ugly slimy red with purple veins. I had never seen a fully erect dog, but I knew I wouldn’t want it in me. Rusty started to whine, but didn’t seem to know what to do.

I was really excited at this point and wanted to see if he could really fuck Susan. I tried to help, but I didn’t really want to touch his doggy dick.

I grabbed his collar and tried to lift him closer. I put a towel on Susan’s back and tried to get his front paws over her. He was poking around between her legs but just didn’t know what to do. Suddenly his cock hit the opening of her pussy. Susan squealed as about four inches of his dick went into her slit. Rusty started humping for all he was worth. He managed to get all the way in a few times and went in and out as Susan moaned. I couldn’t tell if she was starting to like it or not. It was really turning me on, though and I could feel myself starting to get wet.

Rusty slipped out and started banging his dick against Susan’s ass, and then suddenly he was in her ass. Susan really started moaning then.

She was pleading, it hurts, oh god, make it stop. At this point Rusty pulled out again and started cumming. He squirted all over her pussy and asshole. I had never seen doggie cum before. It looked just like human cum, except there was a lot of it. It was dripping down her asshole, pussy and down her legs.

Rusty just went over to a corner of the deck and lay down. (Typical male)

Susan just stayed still.  I asked if she was OK and she shook her head yes. I half expected her to tell me she wanted to leave, but she seemed to accept the fact that she had just been fucked by a dog and just stayed still.

I took a washcloth and tried to wipe the cum from her pussy, asshole and thighs. There was a lot. The washcloth was pretty wet with cum. Then I had another idea on how to further humiliate Susan.

I went to the front of the table and wiped the cloth over her face. I told her to open her mouth. She shook her head no. I pushed the cloth against her lips and pinched her nose closed. She opened a little and I started to shove the cloth in her mouth.  Pretty soon it was all the way in.

I asked her how the doggie cum tasted. It smelled really bad. I was feeling a little sorry for what I had done. She just lay there, sucking on the wash cloth, some of the cum dripping down her cheek. She looked so pathetic, sad eyes looking at me. I stroked her hair and told her she had been a good girl and I was proud of how she had handled her first doggie fucking.

Is there a full moon tonight? I am getting the strangest emails. I am not looking to be chained, 24/7. I don't want my ass beaten until it bleeds. I don't want a diet of only cum. I don't want to drink what comes out after you give me an enema. I don't want to have my pussy pierced, sewn together or branded.

The first picture, is , obviously, not me. Collar me has been removing my pictures, saying they were too graphic for a first pic. Hopefully this satisfies there criteria.

Has anyone gone on the Elite Pain website. I have been looking at it. Makes me excited. I don't know if I could stand it that sever, though.

If you’ve been checking my posts, you know I have been thinking about the ‘Wooden Pony’

I was fantasizing what it would feel like to have all my weight on my clit and pussy.

Some people wrote me with various thoughts.  Some thought it wouldn’t hurt very much and might be exciting. Someone wrote that it would just make me numb, after a while and some thought it could be very painful, depending on what the weight was distributed on.

Well, I was home over the 4^th of July weekend and started thinking about it. My partner in crime, Johanna and I decided to make something.  So it was off to Home Depot, your favorite hometown porn shop.

We found a sawhorse kit. It had metal brackets for holding two X 4’s.  We grabbed those and a couple of two by fours and wandered around for inspiration.  We bought some screw in rings, rope, a couple of  small pulleys, a 1 x 1, some corner molding.  As we were walking out Johanna saw some small spring clips and also grabbed a natural bristle scrub brush.

I asked her what that was for and she said she had been thinking about scrubbing her concrete patio.

I wasn’t sure if that was really true.

We started in by cutting four pieces of the 2 X 4 for the legs and a couple for cross pieces.  We just estimated the height and we thought we could use a couple of crosspieces with different things attached to them.

We also screwed two eyebolts into the garage ceiling and one into the wall.

We put the sawhorse together and now it was time to try it out.

Johanna said that since it was my idea I could be the guinea pig.

We went to my little toy box and got a couple of wrist cuffs. 

She put them on me and clipped them in front of me with a ‘D’ ring and then pulled a piece of rope through the ‘D’ ring and attached the rope and pulley to the ring in the ceiling and pulled my arms up over my head, until I was on tiptoe.

Then she moved the sawhorse under me. 

We had judged pretty well, with me on tiptoes it was just a little higher than my crotch.  I could feel some pressure, but it felt kind of nice. I could rock back and forth a little and was kind of getting off.

Johanna lowered me a little, until most of my weight was on the board. 

Now it was getting a little painful, even through my shorts, and my arms were getting a little tired.

I told Jo that she could get me off now.

She just stood there and said she was enjoying watching me.  She poked me in the ribs a couple time to make me move.

I was starting to get annoyed and told her she was being a bitch and to let me down.  Uh Oh I knew as soon as I said it that is was the wrong thing to say.

She said, ‘Did you just call me a Bitch?”

No, I said, please, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it. Just that my arms were hurting and I wanted to get down.

She said ‘You’ll get down when I’m good and ready to let you down.

She pulled me up a little and came over and pulled the sawhorse away.

I thought ‘Good, she’s letting me down. I should have known better.’

She walked behind me and pulled my shorts down around my ankles and then my panties.

She then pulled my shoes off and let everything fall to the floor. Then she picked up my panties and showed them to me. There was a damp spot in the crotch. 

‘Now for a little lesson in respect’ she said .  She started looking around the garage. I could see her just looking around and then I saw her eyes lock on something.

It was a bundle of those bamboo garden stakes you use to stake up your tomatoes.

She pulled a couple out and swished one in front of me.

I think a couple swats on the ass might make you think twice about calling people names.

I started pleading with her. I told her I was sorry and wouldn’t do it again. I kind of knew that wouldn’t work, but a girl has to try.

Jo let me down until I could stand flat footed.

Then she moved in back of me and swished the cane around so I could hear it. Each time she did it I flinched. 

Then she hit me across the ass.  It is amazing how much something so small can hurt. She hit me a couple of more times and I could feel my butt getting red.

All I could do was dance around and take it. I was moving around so much a couple hit me across my stomach and the top of my pussy.  They left vicious red marks across my belly.

I was begging her to stop. Finally after about twenty smacks she stopped. 

She said, if you open your legs and let me swat your pussy, I’ll stop.

I said ‘no way’.

She said, ‘You know I can make you’

I shook my head no.

She came over and pulled my top up and over my head. She couldn’t take it off because my arms were tied. Then she unhooked my bra and pulled that up, too.

She said, ‘I’m thinking a couple across your titties will convince you.’

I said, No, Please Jo. You know how sensitive my breasts are.’ 

Then spread em.

I knew she would make me do it, but I just couldn’t open my legs.

She said ‘ I think 2 on each tit will make you change your mind. I think I’ll try to make an ‘X’

Last chance?

I just stood there. 

She came over to my side and ‘WHAP’ she hit my left breast, just a little to the side of my nipple. The pain was pretty bad. It felt like she had cut off my nipple. I hopped up and down. I wanted to rub it, but of course that was impossible. I looked down. I half expected to see my nipple hanging off. All I saw was an angry red mark.

Jo moved to the other side and hit me again. Again my breast felt like it was going to explode.

I screamed and begged her to stop. I promised to open my legs, just anything to make her stop.

She said,’ A little too late, Trish, stop whining.  I think you need a matching pair’

No No , please. It hurts so much. I don’t care if they don’t match. I’ll be sore for a week. Please stop.

She said, ‘Aww poor baby’ I can’t stop now but I’ll make it quick.

Swap!!  She hit me and then quickly she moved over and hit me again.

I was crying and jumping around like a puppet on a string.

You wait, I said I’ll get you, you bitch.  I just can’t learn to keep my big mouth shut.

She said you’re just asking for it. I was only going to give you one on your pussy, but now?

Please, I said. I didn’t mean it. It just hurt so much.  Now there were two red welts on each of my breasts. She had made them look like an ‘X’ on each one.  I wasn’t going to be able to wear anything with an open neck for a while.

Too bad, Trish. You’ll have to learn to think about the consequences before you speak.  Now open your legs.

I just stood there.

Come on Trish. You know I can make you.

I knew it too, so I opened my legs.

That’s it Trish, just a little wider.

I just hung there and waited. Then swish. She whapped me right between the legs. She hadn’t hit me right in the middle, but it still hurt.  I was hopping around.  When I had stopped moving Jo came over and bent down to take a look. 

She said’ I missed on that one. You will have to open wider. Let’s go.

I asked her how many?

She said ‘I don’t know. It’s really fun watching you dance.  Now open up.

I could see her trying to decide on how to hit me again. I’m pretty small and she couldn’t get much leverage to swing between my legs.

She kind of positioned herself a little to the side and then she swung as hard as she could.

She got me right I the middle and also caught my clit.

It was like she had burned me between the legs.  I was sure I was bleeding, but after I stopped crying and jumping around she looked. You look a little red down there but not too bad.  I think about four more will do it. I wouldn’t want to ruin it for what’s to come.

What do you mean?

You’ll see.  Open up.

This time she got me right in the middle. I could feel the rod go right between my pussy lips. 

She did it three more times. Each time was a surprise and I was crying and sweating.

She said, now for the best part, and started opening the garage door.

I screamed, “What are you doing, someone will see me.

She snickered and said, ‘That’s the chance we’ll have to take.

She opened the door all the way. There was nothing I could do. I turned around so my back was to the door. Luckily her car was in front of the door and it was starting to get dark. I heard her trunk open and close and then the door shutting.

Then she came over and moved me over the saw horse again.

She showed me what she had taken from her car. It was the scrub brush.

I think you’re going to like this, Trish.

I was pretty sure I wasn’t going to.

She unscrewed the handle and then put the brush part, face up on the cross piece and nailed it there.

Then she pulled me up a little more and pushed the sawhorse so the brush was right under my poor sore pussy and lowered me on to it.

It felt like a million pins and needles were sticking me. I was able to squeeze my legs together and get on my toes, so most of the weight was off my puss, it still hurt, but if I stayed real still I could bear it.

Jo said, that’s not fair, Trish, you’re not getting the full enjoyment out of it.

I told her it was enough fun, just the way it was.

She said, ‘Nonsense, I’ll be right back.

She came back with a pair of ankle cuffs from my toy box. She also had something else, but I couldn’t really see.

She put the cuffs on my ankles and then tied one to a piece of wood.

I knew what she was going to do. She lifted me up a little, again and started pushing my legs apart until I thought I was going to split.  Then she tied my other ankle to the board.

Now I was dangling over the brush. I knew she was going to lower me on it.

Then I felt her finger on my backside. She was rubbing something on my butt hole. Then I realized what else she had. She started slipping a bardex nozzle inside me.

I started to wiggle around and tried to clench my butt cheeks together. It was no use. I was pretty slippery and the nozzle slipped right in.  I felt her inflate it and she gave it a little tug to make sure it wouldn’t slip out. Then she inflated the other bulb.

You’re going to like this. I mixed in some Ivory soap to make sure you’ll get nice and crampy.

O god, I thought. This is really going to be bad.

She started filling me. She had to squeeze the bag because of the position I was in.

I could feel myself being filled up and the discomfort started almost right away. I felt like I had to go really bad, but of course the Bardex was holding everything in despite the fact that I was trying to push everything out. After about a minute the cramps started. They just got worse and worse. I was whining and begging her to let me go.

She just watched me twisting around. Then she said I can’t stand all that noise. Open your mouth.

I didn’t want to, but I knew she would force me, so I just opened it. She shoved in my panties and duct taped my mouth so I couldn’t push them out.

That’s a little better, she said.

I could still beg and plead, but it was pretty muffled.

The cramps were agonizing by now. It felt like I was going to explode.

Does that hurt poor baby, Johanna said and patted my belly.

Ummmm Ummmm, Essss Ess it urts so baaad.

Johanna said, ‘Let me take your mind off that a little she said and lowered me down so my full weight was on the scrub brush.

Owwwww  Owwwww it urts , ease et me uuup.

What are you saying, Trish?  You really like that?.

I was thinking ‘You fucking whore, cunt faced bitch. You know exactly what I’m saying. Let me down you fucking cunt.

Oh she said, you want to stay there a while.

Nooooo, Nooooo   I don’t know what hurt worse. My belly was cramping and roiling around. I was trying to squeeze the water out. At the same time my pussy was being rubbed raw.

Jo said, ‘ I think thirty minutes will be good. Here let me help you.’  She reached under me and pulled my pussy lips apart. Now I could feel every bristle inside me and on my clit. I was sure my pussy would be rubbed off.

Johanna said, I think you are really liking this, look how wet you are.  She took a couple of fingers and rubbed my pussy juices under my nose and on my lips.

I was trying to stay still, but every so often Jo would pat my stomach or she would rock me a little so the brush would scrub my poor cunt. 

It was agonizing, but there wasn’t anything I could do but try to stay as still as I could.   It seemed like hours and Jo said, 10 minutes. 

Oh god I thought, I can’t stand it. My insides feel like they are trying to come out and my pussy will never be OK again.

Just when I thought I would pass out from the pain, Johanna showed me something else. It was a vibrator.

No, please don’t, I thought. I can’t stand any more.

She turned it on and started to push it between my legs. I don’t know how it fit, but pretty soon I started feeling a tingling in my clit. I thought, ‘What’s wrong with you, Trish. You feel like you are going to die from the pain and now your pussy is tingling.  I couldn’t help it despite everything it felt good and I was getting aroused. I started trying to move back and forth on the  vibrator. It was rubbing my pussy raw, but the feeling in my clit was wonderful.

I was getting to the edge and pretty soon I was shivering and cumming.

Howwas that, Jo said ‘Did you like that?’

I shook my head yes.

JO said, Me too, How about we do it again. 

No No, I said I can’t stand it. 

She didn’t listen and pushed the vibrator in again.  It took longer this time, but I came again.

This is fun, Johanna said. Let’s see how many times we can do it.  She made me cum two more times before I just couldn’t respond again.

My stomach was still rumbling. The cramps were so bad you could see little waves move across my belly.

Finally Jo said. I think you’ve had enough fun.

She pulled me up and untied my legs then she let me down and pulled out the gag.

Please Jo I said. Let me go so I can go to the bathroom. It hurts so bad.

She had one more surprise. She put a collar on me and pulled me out the back door to my garage.

I t was dark. I didn’t want to make any noise. I was afraid my neighbors would see me.

Now Jo said, I am going to pull out the Bardex and you can squat to go, like the bitch you are. Remember to hold it in while I pull this out. If you squirt anything on me you’ll be really sorry.

‘OK, just please hurry’ I said.

I felt her deflate the Bardex and I clenched my butt as hard as I could.

Good girl, she said and she pulled the nozzle out.  Now squat and do your business, like a good little girl.

What a relief!!!   I couldn’t push everything out fast enough.

That’s the end.

For about a week I couldn’t stand anything touching my pussy. I had to wear skirts with no underwear to work.  My breasts were sore and you can still see some faint red marks on my butt and breasts.

My back hole was also sore. I keep telling myself I’m not going to do that again, but you never know.  I still haven’t tried everything I can think of with the wooden horse.

I came across this site and lately have been fantasizing about it.

http://ponytorture.free.fr/main.html

Why would you ask me to drop my drawers and move across the country to be your slave when we have never even met.

I get first time requests, all the time, that ask me to drop everything and move in with them.

Maybe you would not like me if we actually met.

I'm trying this again. 

This is recounting an experience I had last weekend.  I was feeling bored and lonely.and a little lonely.  I started fantasizing about how long I could hold an enema, in public.

I went to the local CVS and bought two Fleets and then drove to the mall. I parked my car and stayed there, building up my courage.  I almost drove away, but finally decided to go through with my fantasy.

I pulled off my panties and opened the car door. I bent over and quickly inserted the fleet into my bottom  and squeezed it out. I quickly did the same with the second.

I could feel it almost right away.  I straightened and started walking toward the entrance.  By the time I got to the entrance I was starting to cramp a little and I had to clench my butt to keep  from leaking.

I decided to go ahead with my plan, anyway.  The plan would be to walk all the way around the mall.  Bad idea!!!

I started walking, the pressure was getting really bad and I started to kind of shuffle along.  I got about halfway around. I guess I must have relaxed a little, because I could feel myself release a little squirt.

Not too bad, nobody noticed.  I kept walking.  By now I was on the edge of losing control. I could feel myself leaking and the fleet was starting to run down my leg.  I should have left my panties on.

I finally made it around the mall and out the exit.  I was trying to keep calm and shuffling really fast toward my car.  I was about twenty feet away  when I finally lost control and released everything.  My skirt was soaked in the back and I was leaving a trail.  I finally got to me car. and opened the door.  I didn't want to get in and make a mess in the car, so I kicked off my skirt and used it to wipe myself as best I could.

I wiped myself and then threw the skirt under the car.  I had a towel in the car, so I sat on that.  

I sat there a while, I was nervous and embarrassed that someone might have seen me.  I was also a little excited. I thought I could feel myself getting wet.

I reached doun and touched myself, I was wet.  I started to play with myself.  I squeezed my clit and then masturbated until I came. 

I licked my fingers and sat there a while until I was calm again.  Then I slipped my panties back on and drove away, hoping I wouldn't be stopped for anything.  I would have a hard time explaining why I was driving around in just my panties.

OK, below is the rest of what happened.

Johanna said “Trish, if I know you, by now you probably have to pee?

I shook my head yes. I really get embarrassed when someone talks about my private functions.

She said, OK spread your legs and gave me a little swat on the butt.

I knew what she was going to do next. She grabbed a glass from the counter and held it between my legs and told me to go.

It was hard to get started and I dribbled a little into the glass. Finally there was a steady stream and by the time I was finished the glass was almost full.

Good girl, Trish, we’ll save that for later.

I thought, “God, I know she’s going to try to get me to drink that. No way is that happening’”

 Then they turned me around, facing the bathtub and told me to get on my knees.  Jason and Derek each grabbed an arm and helped me down. How chivalrous! The pushed me down so I was leaning over the edge of the tub, my butt facing out.

I heard the water go on and knew someone was filling the enema bag.

Johanna said, “She really has a nice ass, doesn’t she?”

I felt the nozzle touch my bottom hole and start to slip in. I have to admit that it felt really good.  I felt the water starting to fill me up. Pretty soon I was feeling full. 

Johanna said “OK guys that was the whole bag.  She told me she was going to pull the nozzle out and that I had better hold it, or I would be sorry.

It wasn’t too bad. I was feeling full, but not really cramping much.

Johanna said, “OK guys; get her up on the toilet”

They helped me up and sat me down.

By now the pressure was really building.

Johanna told me I could release.

I really wanted to go, but I was having a hard time starting.

Blair said “Let’s go cunt, we don’t have all night”

I finally started to go and I could feel the water and other stuff coming out.

Someone said “Wow, she’s really full of it. How could so much smelly stuff come out of such a little girl?”

I knew I must be beet red all over. My face felt like it was on fire.

Finally I couldn’t go any more and Johanna said “Judging by this, I think you are going to have to have another, maybe two.  The toilet flushed and she told me to lean forward. Since my hands were cuffed behind me someone was going to have to wipe me off.

I won’t go through it in detail, again, but they gave me two more enemas.

The last time, Jason said ‘The slut is just sitting there; maybe we should be having her suck us off, or something.

Johanna said, “Be patient. I have something else in mind.

Finally we were done in the bathroom.

Johanna said “I brought these baby wipes. Make sure you clean her up good”

When they were done I was led back to the living room.

Johanna said “I have a little contest planned. It’s called ‘Guess the cock.’   What we’ll do is blindfold Trisha and have her guess that belongs to which dick. Of course she will be punished for a wrong guess. I have something special to make it interesting. Look at this. She showed me what she brought. It was a double Bardex.

For anyone who doesn’t know a bardex is an inflatable nozzle, designed to keep it in place. The double has two inflatable balloons. One goes inside and one stays outside. When they are both inflated they insure you can’t release.

OK, now we’ll blindfold Trisha. She put on a cloth blindfold and made me get on my knees.   I felt someone spread my ass cheeks and push the Bardex into place. I felt the balloon inflate inside me and then the one outside. They gave it a little tug, just to make sure it was in place.

Johanna said, “OK, guys here are the rule.  Trisha is going to try to guess whose cock is in front of her. She can do whatever she wants to she can sniff it, rub it on her face, suck it. No biting.

She is also going to have to make each of you cum.  I think about two minutes each would be reasonable.  She’ll be punished for a wrong guess and for going over the limit.  One pint in her butt for a wrong guess and one if she goes over the limit.  Also an added penalty for every ten seconds over. I think 5 swats on her tits, ass, or pussy.

OK, guys, get those pants off, and remember to keep quiet. We don’t want to give her any hints.

I heard Johanna say, “Whoa, she’s really going to like that one.”  OK, now, first one.

Someone moved in front of me and I felt his cock on my cheek.  I could tell he was erect, already. I moved a little and breathed in. Not much to smell, just a little musky. I let it move over my lips.

Remember, Johanna said “You have two minutes to make him cum, once you start sucking.

I thought that if I let him rub on my face a little that it might hurry things along.  I finally took the tip in my mouth and rubbed my tongue around. He pushed his penis in to my mouth and almost gagged me. I had to pull my head back.

Johanna said “A minutes up.

I started to really suck and move my head back and forth trying to hurry him up. He put his hands behind my head and started pushing in and out.  I thought he might be getting close, but then he pulled back.

Johanna said, two minutes.

I moved my head forward and he started fucking my mouth again. I knew he was ready to come. He grabbed my head and held it and I could feel him squirt at the back of my throat. I had to swallow quickly to keep from choking.

I heard Johanna say, “Not too bad, two minutes and twenty three seconds.   OK, Trish, can you guess who that was.

Derek?

OOPS, sorry not him.   That means you get a quart up your ass and 10 swats.

I heard her pour something into the enema bag.

She told me to put my head down and my butt up in the air.  She said, “ you are really going to like this. I added some nice Castile Peppermint soap and a quart of club soda. The soap and club soda should really make you cramp up, and the peppermint should make your ass nice and minty.  (“Very funny”, I thought)  I felt it start to go in. I could feel it pretty quickly I started cramping right away and I could feel the gurgling.

‘OK next’ Johanna said.

I was thinking, ‘This is really bad. It really hurts and we’re just starting.

OK Trisha, on your knees again.

I sat up and felt the next cock on my forehead. I moved my head up and I could feel it on my lips. I thought, this time maybe I should start right away.  I opened my mouth and knew right away that something was different.   I could hardly get my mouth around it.  Now I knew what Johanna said.

Johanna said, “Pretty impressive, hah, wait till you actually see it.  I’m going to give you an extra thirty seconds to get used to it. I don’t know if I would want that thing in me. 

All I could say was ‘MMMMFFFFHH’  I did my best, but it was hard to keep my teeth from hurting him and I was really afraid of him Cumming. He held the back of my head to keep me from pulling back . I kept moving my tongue around and sucking the best I could.  I thought, “ This is the last time I’ll wish for a big cock.”  I finally felt him start to contract in my mouth  I tried to pull back, but he held my head. I couldn’t take it all and some squirted out my nose.  

Johanna gave me a glass of water and when I was done choking she said “You get an 'A' for effort, but unfortunately that took you almost three minutes.  Who do you think it was?   Jason?

Wrong again. This just isn’t your night.

That means another quart and thirty swats.

I said, NO, please it really hurts. Just let me go. I was really cramping and you could hear me gurgling.

Johanna said “You asked for it. “  Guys, shake your head, should Cunt Face ‘get some more?

Sorry Trish, another quart it is.  I think you need some more soap and soda.

I kept saying, No, No, Please, it hurts so much. 

If you don’t stop whining I’ll add some hot sauce to it. Now get that ass in the air.

I tried to keep quiet as she emptied another quart into me. I started to cry. She made me sit back up and show my stomach to everyone.  Come on over, guys and feel it.  I felt hands run over my belly and push on it.

God, I said, please stop.  My stomach was bulging. Looked like I was pregnant.

Johanna said “don’t listen to her. She’s really getting off on it. Look at the little slut’s pussy. Looks wet to me.

Sit up slut and open your mouth.

The next one pushed right in I pushed my head forward and back and sucked as fast as I could.

Johanna said, ‘You’re getting really good at that. You could become a real cum bucket.

I thought, “You wait, you’re turn will come.”

Finally he came. I swallowed and thought, I think I made it, this time.

OOH, I’m sorry, Johanna said. You missed it by five seconds.  Bad news, another pint, good news no more swats. Now who was it?  I figured I would guess Jason again. Maybe my odds were better.

Nope.  Another pint.

I was sobbing and begging now. Please don’t I’m going to bust open.

Johanna said, “Stop being such a big baby, It’s only another quart.   I’ll just use some soapy water this time.

I thought “Thank you Bitch When I get back at you I’m going to make you drink it. Maybe I’ll shove hot peppers up your ass.”

OK guys, take her blindfold off.

I could see right away that it was Derek that had the monster penis.  Jason and Blair were pretty normal.

Just for the record Jason was first, Derek was second and Blair third.

I’m thinking stop talking you Bitch and get this thing out of me.

Johanna said “now comes the real fun part. I would really like to see Derek put that thing up her ass.

My god, I thought, I don’t want that in me. I don’t even want it in my pussy.

Derek said I was really hoping to fuck slut faces back whole.

OK how about it, Trisha, do you want that up you shit chute? 

No. NO please , just let me go, I can’t stand it.

Jason said, I think you will have to. We’re not letting you empty out until you beg for it. As a matter of fact, I think you might be a little thirsty. I think you need to wash down all that cum.  Where’s that glass of pee?

NO I said, I’m not drinking that.

Well, he said, we have all night; you’re the one that has to go.  Let’s just let her stew awhile, guys.

I waited as long as I could. OK, OK I can’t stand it. I’ll do it.

‘Do what? ’ Derek said. 

I’ll drink it.

Ask nice, he said.

Please let me drink it, you asshole.  (I just thought the a hole part.)

OK he said, open up.  I opened my mouth and he poured some in.

Whew!!  It took me a second to realize that it was just beer. I gulped it down.

Everyone thought it was funny.

At the time I was not amused. I would have begged to do anything they wanted.

OK, now will you let me go?  It really, really hurts.

Well Jason said, I would really like a crack at that ass, how about you guys?  Everyone said yes.

Johanna said, don’t forget, she has forty smacks coming.

Jason said, I’m sure if she asked us really nice to fuck her ass, we could lessen that. I’m thinking I would like to see her get ten on her pussy and ten on her titties. How about it, slut. Ten on those nice nips and ten on your slop hole?

Yes, I said, ‘Cunt face would like that.

OK, but you have to ask like you really mean it.

Sirs, this slut cunt would be honored if you would hit her titties and her skanky slop hole.

That’s good, we would be glad to. But what else? 

Please do me from the back?

Come on, Cunt Face, you know better than that.

Yes sir, would you please fuck “Cunt Face up her ass?

 Sure, Cunt Face, I think we could do that. (I bet you could, I thought. I still didn’t want Derek in my bottom, even in my pussy, for that matter, but I decided not to say anything. I knew they would just wait until I promised, anyway. I was really hurting and cramping and the peppermint in the enema was starting to burn. I kept pushing, but the Bardex did a pretty good job of holding everything in.

OK, stand up, they said and helped me up. No you open your legs and stand straight; we want a good shot at your titties. 

Blair said there are three of us, that make it uneven.  Johanna said that she would take one.  She handed them a crop she had brought.

I looked like a real horse crop to me. There was no slapper or anything and it looked pretty stiff.

OK Trisha, you have to stay still if you jump around too much and make us miss, we will have to start again. Stick your tits out.

Whack!!  Wow, that hurt, but it was bearable. Whack, Whack Jason gave me two more, pretty quickly. Luckily he didn’t hit me too hard. The hurt, but it was bearable.  Blair and Derek each took their turns and my breasts were pretty red.

Johanna said, “You guys are pretty wimpy; let me show you how it’s done.  She raised her arm and hit me as hard as she could. I couldn’t help it, I just dropped on my side and started crying, it felt like she had ripped my nipples off.

Johanna said, Slut, you heard the rules, now I have to do it again. Stand up. The guys helped me up.

I stood there shaking and sobbing, kind of bent over a little.

Come on Skank, stick out you tits.

I stood straight and she hit me again. It wasn’t quite as hard and I could just bear it.  I was still crying and they waited until I stopped crying. Someone rubbed my belly, I don’t remember who.

OK, now open your legs.  Same rule, if you close them we start again. Derek went first, it was kind of awkward and he hit me more on the thigh, it hurt, but I could stand it. He gave me two more, but they were pretty light.  I think he was afraid of hurting me.

Jason came next. He hit me right between the legs the crop got my clit, and the inside of my pussy and kind of bent around a little and got the bottom of my ass.

I couldn’t help it. I let out a yelp and jumped around then squeezed my legs together.  I don’t know what hurt more, my distended belly or my poor cootchie.

He said, “You have 5 seconds to get back in position, slut.”

I wanted to rub my pussy and belly, so bad. Of course I couldn’t with my hands behind my back. I got back in place, with my legs apart.  He hit me again, this time he struck me sideways and got the top of my pussy and the front of my belly. It hurt, but not as bad as between my legs.  He gave me another on my ass.

Now it was Blair’s turn. “He said “I really like the way you danced around. Open those legs real wide.

I was shaking so much I could hardly stand, but I made sure I opened my legs wide and closed my eyes.

I heard the swish then felt it. I thought he had torn off my pussy lips.

I closed my legs and fell to my knees. I wanted to grab and rub my pussy so bad. The tears were running down my face and my nose was drippy, I also felt something run down my leg. I had finally pushed so hard some of the enema solution had leaked out.

Derek said, “Enough fooling around, stand up, and someone wipe her face and ass. She looks disgusting.

Johanna came with a towel and dried my face and ass.

Ok, open up. He then gave me two more between my legs. 

I was standing there sniffling and trying to look pitiful.

Jason said “Look at her pussy, It’s all red and puffy.

I looked down and could see it was swollen. I hoped someone wasn’t going to use my pussy. I looked like they might not be able to fit.

Johanna said “I don’t think she can take any more. I’m not going to hit her.

Thank God for small favors.

Derek said you’re right, but I still want to do her up the ass.

I was afraid of that. I was hoping he would forget. Fat chance.

How are we going to do this?

Jason said “I think the slut should ask us real nice. What about it slut?

Yes sir, I said.

Well?

I thought I had better lay it on thick and get it over with.  Please sir; this worthless cunt would be honored to have you fuck her up the ass.

Good.

Johanna said, ‘Let’s tie her to the desk. That way she can’t change her mind. We’ll have her empty into the wastebasket. She should be pretty clean, anyway.”

Jason and Blair each grabbed an arm and pulled me over to the desk the desk.  They bent me over and someone tied my legs to the desk.  I felt them tie something over my back, too. I was ties, legs spread and face down on the desk. I felt like the water was going to come out my ears. The pressure and pain was so bad I was becoming nauseous. 

Please let me go, it hurts really bad.

Johanna said, I’m going to deflate the balloons. First the outside and then the inside. Try to hold it. I don’t want you squirting all over me.

I felt the one deflate then the other.

I clenched my butt as hard as I could and she pulled the tube out.

The urge was overwhelming and I let go. I could hear the water going in the wastebasket and the relief was one of the best things I ever felt.  I kept pushing out and soon I felt a lot better. At the end there was only gas, I guess from the club soda and I was making loud noises as the air was expelled.

OK, let’s just dry her off and then you can get started.

I felt someone rubbing a towel over my butt and pussy.

Then someone was rubbing something on my butt hole. 

I felt something pushing at my ass hole. It was really hurting and I asked him to stop. He did for a minute and then started pushing again. I tried to relax and suddenly he was inside me. The pain was horrible. I felt like I was splitting in two. I knew it must be Derek. I hadn’t ever felt something so bug up there.

He stopped and just stayed there for a little while. It stopped hurting so bad. He asked if I was OK and I said yes. He slowly pushed all the way in. It still hurt, but not so badly.

He started to move in an out.  The sensation is kind of hard to explain.  It feels like you have to go real bad, but also kind of tickles.  As he pushed in and out I could feel myself loosen up.  I also felt a tingling in my pussy.  All of a sudden he pushed all the way in and I could feel him spurt inside me. He leaned over my back for a couple of seconds then pulled out. It was a relief and a disappointment, at the same time.

My turn, Jason said and he immediately pushed his cock up my back hole and started to fuck me.  It didn’t take long, I guess I was kind of loose, and he came inside me too.   I felt him pull out and Blair said, ‘That’s disgusting. I’m not putting my dick in there. I guess I’ll just jerk off on her face.

He told me to open my mouth and started to play with himself. It took him a few minutes but he finally came. Some went on my eyes and in my nose and some squirted in my mouth.

Johanna said, ‘that’s it guys. You can leave. I’ll clean her up.

Derek leaned over and said “Thank you Trisha, I had a really good time.”

They left, and Johanna wiped my face and bottom. She said, “Was that good for you? I shook my head yes.’

She said, there’s only one thing left. If I untie you will you be a good girl and lick me.   

I said yes.

She untied my and led me to the bed. She let me lie on my back and then straddled me so her sex was in my face. She pushed toward me and I started to lick her.

She pushed my legs apart and started to part my pussy lips. I gave a gasp. It hurt so much from being whipped that I told her to stop.

I kept licking her and felt her getting wet. Her pussy tasted sweet and musky at the same time.

Finally she shuddered and pushed against me and then was still.

That’s it people. Just a little note. There are consequences to our actions. My butt hole was sore for over a week. Thankfully I guess I was cleaned out so good I didn’t have to go for a couple of days. When I did it felt like I was on fire.  IT also took a day for the swelling in my pussy to go down and it burned when I peed.  I also still have a red mark on my breasts, just above my nipples, where Johanna hit me. Also a mark at the top of my pussy and thighs.

For anyone interested, it finally happened. My girlfriend had my fantasy answered. She said it was taking too long for me to make up my mind and we would both bee too old before I made up my mind. Below is som of what happened. If anyone is interested I will finish it.

It finally happened.

My friend invited me out for drinks on Saturday.  She told me she had a surprise for me. Something I had been wanting for a long time.

We were going to meet at a local bar.

I walked in around 8:00 PM and my girlfriend was sitting with three men I hadn’t met before. I was pretty sure, at that point, what she was up to.  I considered just leaving, but decided to see what was going on.

I walked over and my girlfriend introduced then to me, Jason, Derek and Blair.  They all appeared to be around late twenties to early thirties. They were Pleasant enough looking, but probably not the type I would have been drawn to.

I ordered a glass of wine and we talked for about a half hour, just kind of idle chit chat, the weather, the economy how were our holidays, etc.

Finally the conversation kind of slowed down and my friend said, “Let’s just get down to business.

My friend is an EMT and I guess is used to being blunt. She said “You all read Trisha’s profile, so you know what her fantasies are.”

I felt my face getting hot and was sure I was turning red.

We all kind of murmured, yes. I think we were all embarrassed.

My friend, Johanna said “This is no time to be shy. Trisha has a nice tight body and I think you guys might want to use it.

I felt like crawling under the table. I had kind of suspected that was what she was up to, but I still wasn’t totally expecting it.

Johanna said that she had rented a suite at one of the local extended stay hotels. It was only about a mile away and we agreed to meet in front of it.

Johanna and I arrived first. Johanna asked if I really wanted this and I could just leave if I wanted. I was tempted to just leave, but then I thought “ you have been dreaming about this for so long, when are you going to get another chance”  I told her I wanted to go through with it.

Johanna told me she had been talking to Derek, Jason and Blair for a while. She also told me she had them tested. She had some connections at the hospital and they had all tested negative for STD’s and Aids.

By that time the three men had arrived and Johanna led us to the room.

As we got to the door she said, “Last chance, anyone who wants to leave, can.  No one left.

She opened the door and we all walked in.

There was a little kitchen/dining room. A living room and I could see some bifold doors that I assumed closed off a bedroom and bathroom.

Johanna said that since this was such a special occasion she had bought some champagne. She had obviously been here early to get things set up.

She opened the Champagne and poured us all a drink. 

She said “To our fantasies and we all drank our champagne. Things were still kind of awkward, so my friend said How about we get started. I have a little game for all of you, but first let’s get Trish ready.

She told me to stand up and for Blair to come over... He did and she said why don’t you take off her blouse and bra. Trisha has really nice Titties .  He unbuttoned my blouse and unhooked my bra.  Johanna told me to turn around and show everyone my breasts. By now I was certain I was red all over and I could feel myself getting excited.

Then she told Derek to come over and take off my skirt and panties.  He came over and unhooked my skirt and pulled it down.  I stepped out of my skirt and stood there. Derek said, ‘Look guys I think the little slut is wet already.  He told me to open my legs and let them all have a good look at the wet spot. He said, that’s a pretty big wet spot, if she wasn’t wearing panties it would be running down her legs.

I wanted to crawl under the rug and hide.

Derek said ‘You look embarrassed. Don’t worry, before tonight’s over this will be the least of your worries.  He pulled my panties all the way down.

Johanna said ‘OK Jason, you get to tell Trisha the rules.

Jason came over and stood in front of me. He said first thing is that you are here to serve us. If we even think you cum without permission you will be punished. Second, for tonight you are not Trisha, you will be addressed as Slut hole, whore, cunt face. He told me to repeat it.

I said, I understand, I am slut hole, or whore or cunt face.

He reached down and rubbed his hand over my vagina. Look at this, slut hole is soaking wet. He put his hand in front of my face and then wiped it over my cheeks and lips.  Just giving you a taste of your slop hole.

From now on this is your slop hole, slit, cunt, snatch, not your vagina, and we are to be addressed as Sir.

Yes sir, I said.

Now, turn around bend over and spread your ass cheeks, so we can take a look at your back door.

That looks pretty good. I thing we would all like a crack at that before the night is over.

OK ‘Cunt face’ this is your back door, your Hershey highway, your stank hole, your shit chute.

Yes sir, he said.

I think we better clean cunt face out real good, before we start.

He told me to stand up and put my hands behind my back. Johanna put on cuffs on my wrists and fastened them behind my back.  She also put cuffs on my ankles but left them just that way.

No offense meant, but if you can't even put together a coherent sentence, please don't write me. I can make allowances for the heat of the moment, but take the time to read what you have written. If you can't string together three words that make sense, how can you expect me to take you seriously.

Why would someone expect me to drop everything and trave across the country to someone I have never even met or even exchanged emails with. I keep getting requests. I am not going to travel across the country just so you can put your dick up my behind.

There's a sissy boy who keeps writing me that he wants to be dominated by a strong woman. Not usually my thing, but my girlfriend is coming to visit soon and I was thinking of taking him up on it.

I'm sorry, but if you don't look like you at least make an attempt to take care of yourself, I'm probably not interested. I don't always follow the rules, so I am not looking for perfection. I don't want to be insulting, bit if you are 5' 10 and 350 lbs, I am probably not going to answer you.

OK people, let's get real. I don't want to be  tied in a basement and beaten every day. I don't want to eat your s__T and drink your pee on a daily basis.  I don't want my butt hole stretched. I don't  want my clit sandpapered or cut off . I don't want my pussy lips stretched until the reach my knees. I don't want to live on a diet of Cum. I don'twant to hang upside down while you cut off my nipples.

Some of you have to learn fantasy from reality.

Please don't send me pictures of your 'equipment' Believe it or not they are all pretty much the same. That is unless you are 12". I'd like to see that.

I updated my journal . For anyone interested part of my weekend with my friend is below.

Before we started back I cuffed my friend’s hands in front of her. I used those nylon ties that you buy in Home Depot. I find a lot of stuff there.

I draped her sweatshirt over her wrists so it wouldn’t be too obvious her hands were tied together.

We started walking back and my friend started whining about having to go. She kept trying to walk faster and I kept holding her back.

Finally I told her she had a choice.  She could try to hold it until she got back, or I would let her go now. But to remember that if she had an accident she was going to be sorry.

She said she really had to go. She was having a little trouble talking with a condom in her mouth. I told her to open up and keep her mouth open. I grabbed the condom. I could see there was still cum in the tip. I squeezed it out in her mouth and told her to swallow.

She gulped a couple of times and did get it all down.

Then I let her squat on the sidewalk. Luckily it was fairly late and I didn’t see anyone around. I told her to be quick. I could see her straining and trying to push the taffy out.  She finally said she was done and stood up. Sure enough there were two pieces of taffy on the ground. They were gooey and sticky looking (Yuck!) but you could tell what they were.

I told her to pick them up and eat them.

My friend said ‘You’re kidding, I’m not going to do that.

I didn’t really want her to. Just something else to punish her for, though.

I told her to bend over and I took a couple of Handi wipes and wiped her sticky butt off.

When we got back to the apartment I had my friend stand in the kitchen. I went to get a couple of things. I showed her the collar and cuffs I had brought with me. 

I put the collar on her. The collar and cuffs were black leather. (For anyone interested I bought some stuff from Spartacus Leathers) I make a lot of stuff from things I find, but I wanted some nice leather restraints.

I Pulled down her skirt and told her to spread her legs. She was a little slow, so I gave her a swat on the butt with my hand. I put the ankle cuffs on her and then attached them to a spreader bar. Home depot, again. I found a heavy wooden dowel and some eye screws that I screwed in the end. I also used some quick links I had found there. You can buy them at bondage sites but home depot has the same thing.

Then I put the wrist cuffs on her. I cut the nylon ties and fastened the cuffs to her collar.  I had her move over to the refrigerator. She had to shuffle with the spreader and I had to support her so she didn’t fall on her face. Then I tied a rope around her waist, through the handles, so she just had to stand there.

I told her, ‘remember when you had me drink your and Stephanie’s pee. Well it’s payback time.

I took a measuring cup and told her to pee in it.

She said ‘No way, I’m not doing that ‘ 

I said she was going to and when I was done she would ask me to do it.

I showed her the clamps I had brought. Home depot again, they had quite a few. I bought a bunch of wicked little ones. I had tried them out on myself. They had really hurt. I could only stand them on my nipples for a few seconds. I also tried them on my pussy. I could stand them a little longer, there. I never worked up the courage to put them on my clit.

I told her this was her last chance to pee in the cup.

She said no.

I waved the clip under her nose. Then I got this brainstorm. I wondered what it would be like if I clipped it to her nose.  

I took it and clipped it to the inside part of her nose. She gave a shriek and tried to shake it off. She shook her head back and forth, until she realized it wasn’t coming off and it hurt more when she moved.

She kept asking me to take it off. I told her she deserved it and asked if she was ready to pee. She said no again.

I told her it was her choice. I took two more and made sure she could get a good look when I put them on her nipples. I opened one and held it on her nip and slowly let it close. Her eyes looked like they were going to bug out of her head. I quickly took the other and attached it to her other nipple.

I was really getting into this. I watched her moan for a while. I don’t know how she could stand it so long. I knew how much they hurt.

I let her go on for a few minutes and asked her if she was ready.

She said ‘I’ll do it, please take these off. I asked her what she meant.

She said, ‘Please let me pee.

And

And I’ll drink it.

I told her to say it again, like she meant it.

She said, ‘Please Tricia. I really want to drink it.

OK. I said. If you really want to.

I took off the nipple clips but left the one on her nose.

I held the cup under her and told her she could start.

She gave a couple of squirts and then finally started to pee. When she was done with the last dribble there was about a cup in the glass.

I held it up so she could see. She just stared at it.

I teased her a little, just swishing it around under her nose.

‘You ready’ I said. ‘Open up’

She stared at it until I showed her the clips again. She opened her mouth and I poured a little in. She swallowed and started to gag.

I told her if she puked I was going to make her lick it up. It took a while but she finally finished it.

I told her, ‘see, that wasn’t so bad.’  She told me it was disgusting. (She still didn’t know there was more to come.)

I looked down and could see her pussy was wet. I asked her ’ If it was so disgusting, why are you wet?’

I put my hand between her legs and showed her how wet it was. I rubbed her juice on her cheeks and lips.

I untied her and handed her some mouthwash. I told her to get over to the sink and get rid of her pee breath.

Then I had her work her way over to the bed.

When she got to the foot of the bed I pushed her over on her back.

I tied her hands to the eye bolts at the end of the spreader bar.

Everything was open to view.  Her titties, pussy and back hole were all exposed. I told her I’d take the clamp off her nose if she opened her mouth and let me put in a ring gag.

She opened her mouth and I fastened the gag in place and took off the clamp. I stared at her a while, wondering what to do next. I put the clamps back on her nipples and watched her squirm. I told her that I never said I wouldn’t put them back on. (I was really getting into the domination thing)

I thought about putting something in her butt, but I had some other plans. I had bought this bundle of bamboo sticks at, you guessed it, Home Depot’ I bought them in the garden Dept. They were fatter at one end and all different thicknesses.  I thought they would be great for whipping. It looked like they would sting, but not cause damage.

I took one and showed it to her and swished it in the air.  Her eyes got big and she kept saying ‘No No” Actually with the gag in her mouth it was more like Ooh, Ooh, ooh.

I said, ‘remember when you let Stephanie and John shock me?

I smacked her across her butt. The switch hit both her butt cheeks and also her pussy. She bucked back and forth. When she stopped I could see a red mark on her butt and her puss.

I asked her how many more she deserved. I told her if it was too little I would triple it.

She thought a while and said, ten.

OOH not good, I said. Thirty I said.

I gave her another across her ass and pussy.

She let out a shriek and squirmed the best she could.

I told her I would give her a break if she wanted. Ten on her ass, 5 on her pussy, and three on her butt hole.

She shook her head yes.

I hit her on the butt ten times, slowly. I ran my hand over the welts that were forming. I imagined it was me.

Then I took careful aim and hit her pussy. That really set her off. I thought she was going to buck off the bed. When I was done her pussy was red and puffy.

Now it was time for her butt hole.

I got on the bed and kind of straddled her; it was hard to get a good angle.  I swished the stick up and down a couple of time to make sure I could hit where I wanted. Then I hit her hole as hard as I could. She shrieked and bucked even harder than when I hit her pussy. I was a little afraid someone would complain. Not enough though. I gave her two more swats. Her little butt hole kept opening and closing. I knew I was going to have to put something up there.

I guess I have to clear some things up.

I would be a willing participant in whatever happens.

I don't want to be owned, collared, told what to do every minute of my life.

I am independant and want to keep it that way. Just because it excites me to submit, doesn't mean I am property.

Please get real, I am not going to let a person I just met run my entire life.

I also do not accept many chat requests.

Why does every man have a 'Massive' cock?  Are there any puny ones? Most of the ones I've seen looked pretty normal.

People keep asking me how I became interested in Enemas. I did answer someone, so I went back in my emails , below is what I told him.

I don't know, as a little girl I always enjoyed touching mysels there. As I got older, as a teenager I would push my finger in there and fantasize. One day my girlfriend and I were just sitting around talking. Somehow the subject came up and I asked her if she had ever had an enema. She said no and I asked if she had ever seen an enema bag. She said no, so I showed her the one we had in her house. She asked how it was used. ( I'm pretty sure she knew. ) We filled it up and let the water squirt out. She said that it was a lot of weter and she didn't know if she could hold that much. I asked her if she wanted to try it, she said no, then giggled a little and said she would do it to me.

I had been thinking about it for a long time and said I would try. We filled the bag and found some vaseline in the medicine cabinet. She put some on the enema nozzle and then said she thought we needed some on my bottom. I pulled down my panties and got on my hands and knees. She rubbed some of the vaseline on my bottom hole and then pushed her finger in.

I thought 'Wow, that really feels good. She pushed her finger in and out a couple of times and I pushed back against it. I guess I was getting excited. I was dissapointed when she pulled her finger out.

Then she pushed the nozzle in and asked if I was ready. I said yes and she released it and I felt the water filling me up. I guess it was about halfway through and she said look at your stomach, it is sticking out.

I wanted to see, so I crawed on my hands an knees over to the bathroom mirror.

I looked and my belly was starting to bulge. It really excited me. I let her finish filling me up while I watched my belly get bigger. I guess that's when it really started as a fetish for me.

Whan the bag was empty we just waited. She said ' I think you are supposed to hold it. She asked if she could feel my stomach. I told her yes and she rubbed my belly a little.

Then the cramps started. I waited until it really hurt and then jumped up and sat on the toilet. It felt really good to relieve the pressure.

I didn't really think, but my friend was looking at me. I could feel my face turning red. I was embarrased, but at the same time excited thinking someone was watching me.

So I guess that's how it started.

I had been fantasizing about what to do with my friend all afternoon. She asked  me a couple of times why I was so distracted. I usually said I was just thinking. One of the times she asked me, I told her ‘ Just wait until tonight’.

We left the beach about 7:00 PM and walked back to the apartment. We decided to go out to dinner. It took us a while to get showered and dressed.  Nothing happened.

I did ask my friend to wear a white ‘V’ neck  blouse and skirt I picked out for her.   The skirt was pleated and very short. If she bent over a little or the breeze blue a little it would expose her panties.

We went to a nice place for dinner. The waiter was very nice and we flirted a little.

When he brought the check I told my girlfriend to go the the ladies room and take off her panties and bring them back to me. Ithought she was going to  refuse, but she just looked down and went off to the ladies room.

While she was gone I approved the bill and signed the check, so we could leave right away.

She came back and tried to hand me the panties under the table. I made her hand them to me and folded them and put them under her plate and we left.  I don’t really know who found them.

We walked the boardwalk a little. There wasn’t much breeze, so she really didn’t have to worry.  It was getting dark and we were coming to the end of the boardwalk.  We came to a spot with a bench and an overhead light. There was a ramp leading down and I could see there was a small grassy spot  and a parking area at the end of the ramp. Looked pretty good for what I had in mind.

We sat on the bench and my friend pulled her skirt down a little to cover her puss. I go a glimpse of it peeking out when she sat down. I could just see the blonde fuzz and her little slit peeking out.

Whenever someone came past I made her pull her skirt up.  If there were kids we put a sweatshirt in her lap.

It was interesting. Most people kind of quickly glance away and would try to appear as if they weren’t looking. I could see my friends face turning red, but I could also see some wetness starting to show between her legs.

On young couple passed by and the guy really stared. The girl he was with took a peek and punched him on the arm.

After a while I thought we had better leave, before someone reported us and we got arrested.

Just before we were leaving, this guy passed buy. He stared, walked past and turned around and walke by for a second look. He walked by, then turned around and walked past again. When he walked past I waved him over.

I whispered in my girlfriends ear for her to ask him if he liked what he was looking at. She shook her head no and I reminded her that she promised to do what I wanted. She asked him and he said that he did.  I told him my friend had a little surprise for him and that we would follow him off the boardwalk.

We followed him to the end of the ramp. It was private and by then it was late enough that there weren’t many people. I had her bend over and put her hands on the bumper of one of the cars. I pulled up her skirt and asked the guy if he liked what he saw.  I told him that my girlfriend was a  lying slut and had to be punished. I told him she had to be taken up the ass and could he do that.

He looked like he had died and gone to heaven. I knew by looking at the front of his shorts that he was going to do it.

I told him he had to use a condom, though. ( I had some with me just in case things worked out).

The said sure. I asked if he could do it in front of me and he said he thought he could. I handed him the condom and he unzipped his pants. His penis popped out. He was circumcised and I would guess about average.

He was erect and he put the condom on. I had bought the lubricated kind, but I told him he could lubricate it in her pussy. I told him not to do her, though or  we would leave. I could see my friend was really wet by this time and she was breathing faster. She stayed with her hands on the bumper, though, so I was fairly confidenfd she would go along.

He pushed his dick into her pussy and then pulled out. I let him do it a couple of time. I was afraid he was gounf to cum, so I told him to stop. Her did, and pulled out.

I asked if he was ready. I told my friend to ask nicely.

She said, ‘Would you please do me back there.

I said that wasn’t right, how is he supposed to know what you want. Try again.

She said, ‘Please, sir, would you please put your cock in my ass.

He looked like he might faint, but he pulled her ass cheeks apart. He wet his fingers and ran them around her anus.

Then he put the tip of his cock on her hole and started pushing. She grunted a little. She was pretty tight, but he did seem to know what he was doing. He pushed the head of his dick in then waited until she got used to it. He then slowly pushed the rest in. He moved in and out, slowly a few times. I had never seen my friend take it up the ass before,and I was getting very excited. I clenched my butt cheeks, imagining it was me.

He started to push in faster and faster. My friend was pushing her butt back to meet him. I could see he was getting ready to cum. Suddenly he pushed forward really hard and kind of spasmed. He stayed that way for a little while, then looked over at me. I told him to hold on to the condom as he pulled out.

I told my friend that the least she could do, after he had so kindly fucked her ass was to clean up. I made her turn around and kneel on the little grassy area. I asked him to stand in front of her and then told her to take the condom off with her mouth. I pushed her head forward and she worked it off.  I told her to keep it in her mouth.

I told the guy he could leave and watched while he walked away. I didn’t want him following us.

I asked my friend if she liked it. She shook her head no, and I said ‘Good” It was supposed to be a punishment.

I had another idea. I asked my friend if she would like a little treat. She didn’t know what to say. She thought it was a trick question. It kind of was.

I told her to bend over. We had bought some salt water taffy. (I’m sure you can see where this is going. I’m pure evil)

I unwrapped one and pushed it up her bottom. Then I unwrapped another and pushed that in too.  

 I told her she could stand up now. I told her to keep the condom in her mouth and that if both the mtaffy’s weren’t still in her ass when we got back, she was going to be in real trouble.

My girlfriend and I went to the shore this weekend. We drove down Saturday morning. We got there a little early. Check in was 2:00 PM so we walked the boardwalk a little and had lunch.

After linch it was around 1:30 so we decided to try checking in. Our room was ready. It was a small one bedroom efficiency. Small kitchen/living room and 1 bedroom. The bedroom had a small balcony that looked out on the ocean, so all in all it was pretty nice.

We lugged our stuff in and got dressed for the beach.

We hadn’t really discussed much about what we expected.

I asked my friend if she was still going to make up for what she did to me.

She looked down and said yes, she would do whatever I wanted.

I told her, ‘ Good’,  because I had a little surprise for her.

She asked me what and I had he turn around and bend over and touch her toes.

She did and I pulled her bikini bottom down to her ankles. I had her move one foot and slipped it off one leg, so she could spread her legs.

I then told her to spread her butt cheeks. She hesitated a little, but did it. She was still bent over, so I could see her little wrinkled hole and her pussy, from behind.

I wet my finger and put in on her bottom hole. I think she was expecting it because she wiggled her butt and pushed back a little. I pushed my finger in and moved it in and out a little. I could she she was getting wet and so was I. I figured I had better stop before it got out of hand.

I pulled my finger out and she pushed back like she didn’t want me to stop.

I told her to wait a second and I would fix her up. While she was dressing I had put some hot sauce in a little bowl. I had also broudht a box of Dulcolax suppositories with me. I unwrapped one and dipped it in the hot sauce. Then I placed it on her bottom hole and pushed it in. I pushed in my finger to make sure it went all the way in.

My girlfriend too a deep breath and asked me what it was. I told her. She said she didn’t really feel anything. I hadn’t done this befor, so I figured I might as well use two. I pushed another one in, wiped the hot sauce off her bottom and told her to pull up her bikini bottom.

We then grabbed our towels and cooler and headed off to the beach. It was a two block walk and I asked her how she was doing. She said OK it just burned a little.

I was a little disappointed. I was hoping for more of a reaction.

In a little while I noticed she was walking funny. She said she was really burning and it felt like she had to go really bad. She had her hand on her stomach and was kind of shuffling ,like she was afraid to walk too fast.

By the time we got to the board walk she said she thought she was going to have an accident. That’s better, I thought. I told her she had better hold it.

I made her walk a few minutes and then told her she could go to the ladies room. It was amusing watching her shuffle off. She was slightly bent over and trying to hold her knees together and walk at the same time.

She made it to the ladies room and was in there about a half hour. When she came out she said she had ‘S __t so much she didn’t think she would ever have to go again. She also said her butt felt like it was on fire.

We spent the rest of the day lying on the beach. I fantasized a lot about what I was going to do that night.

Someone asked me how I got started. Below is my reply to his email.  It's embarrasing, but as usual I got excited writing about it. It was kind of like re-living it.

I don't know, as a little girl I always enjoyed touching mysels there. As I got older, as a teenager I would pus my finger in there and fantasize. One day my girlfriend and I were just sitting around talking. Somehow the subject came up and I asked her if she had ever had an enema. She said no and I asked if she had ever seen an enema bag. She said no, so I showed her the one we had in her house. She asked how it was used. ( I'm pretty sure she knew. ) We filled it uo and let the water squirt out. She said that it was a lot of weter and she didn't know if she could hold that much. I asked her if she wanted to try it, she said no, then giggled a little and said she would do it to me.

I had been thinking about it for a long time and said I would try. We filled the bag and found some vaseline in the medicine cabinet. She put some on the enema nozzle and then said she thought we needed some on my bottom. I pulled down my panties and hot on my hands and knees. She rubbed some of the vaseline on my bottom hole and then pushed her finger in.

I thought 'Wow, that really feels good. She pushed her finger in and out a couple of times and I pushed back against it. I guess I was getting excited. I was dissapointed when she pulled her finger out.

Then she pushed the nozzle in and asked if I was ready. I said yes and she released it and I felt the water filling me up. I guess it was about halfway through and she said look at your stomach, it is sticking out.

I wanted to see, so I crawed on my hands an knees over to the bathroom mirror.

I looked and my belly was starting to bulge. It really excited me. I let her finish filling me up while I watched my belly get bigger. I guess that's when it really started as a fetish for me.

Whan the bag was empty we just waited. She said ' I think you are supposed to hold it. She asked if she could feel my stomach. I told her yas and she rubbed my belly a little.

Then the cramps started. I waited until it really hurt and then jumped up and sat on the toilet. It felt really good to relieve the pressure.

I didn't really think, but my friend was looking at me. I could feel my face turning red. I was embarrased, but at the same time excited thinking someone was watching me.

So I guess that's how it started.

I receive quite a few emails. I try to answer all of them as quickly and politely as I can.

If I don't answer right away it's not because I am a F___cking teasing slut. or a fake or a bitch etc.

From now on those emails will be deleted and I will block yoo.  Also if all you have to say is Yo, EH, or what's up, I probably won't answer.

Thank You,

Trisha

It's been awhile since I added anything.  For those who I have been writing to, I have finally begun talking to my friend again. She has been begging to make up and says that she will do anything to make it better. We are going to the shore this weekend and I am considering taking her up on her offer and Domming her. I am not naturally dominant, so we will see where it goes.

Here is the rest of my journal. I re-posted it. Evidently it didn't work the first time.  I didn't really know if I wanted everyone to know what happened. I am a little ashamed about losing control. I also don't know about where my relationship with my girlfriend is going. I hadn't really thought about her in the context of what happened.

After the third enema I’m led back in to the room and told to kneel. Stephanie says that she has a little treat for John and me. She tells John to take off his clothes and then to take off my blindfold.  When the blindfold comes off I see John just standing there. He is fully erect. I also see my friend sitting on the edge of a small couch that’s in the room.

Stephanie hikes up her skirt and says that she is going to give me and John a little taste of pussy.

I’m thinking ‘ Yeh right, there’s no way I’m eating pussy. Shows how wrong you can be.

There is a small end table in the room and they stand me op and have me lay back on the table. They uncuff my arms and re-tie them to the table by passing a rope underneath. Then they tie a rope around my knees and bring them up and kind of tie them with a rope that goes under the table.  I’m lying there with my legs stretched out and my pussy and bottom hole fully exposed.

I’m still thinking the worst that will happen is that they will give me an enema and maybe John will use my pussy.

Stephanie says that John hasn’t had any in two months. She says that John may be my Dom, but he is her bitch.  She comes over and straddles my head, doggie style and tells John he can fuck her, but he better not cum in her pussy. She says that is what this little whores mouth is for.   She also says I had better keep my eyes open or I will be sorry.

I can see that her pussy is pretty wet. She tells John to get started if he wants to fuck her. He pushes his penis slowly into her. I can see her pussy lips expanding and contracting as he slides in an out.  He is pushing faster and harder and she tells him again that he better not cum inside her.

All of a sudden he grunts and pulls out and pushes his cock into my mouth. I almost gag as I feel his spunk hitting the back of my throat. It’s all I can do to swallow and keep from choking.

Stephanie asks if I liked it and I shake my head no. They just kind of laugh a little.

 Stephanie says she thinks I’m ready for my Bardex, now. She shows it to me and asks my friend if she wants to do the honors.

So far my friend has just pretty much watched, but she says yes.

I can see her take the nozzle and lube it up. She then bends over and starts pushing it into my behind. It feels kind of pleasant going in. I then feel it being pumped up. She gives it a little tug and pumps the second bulb up and pushes and tugs a little.

She says she thinks it’s ready. Stephanie tugs a little and agrees.  She asks if I’m ready.

This is what I fantasized about, I’m a little anxious but I shake my head yes. I hadn’t expected to be used as a cum bucket, but it wasn’t really so bad and seeing John’s cock sliding in and out of Stephanie’s pussy was pretty exciting.

 I can hear water running and my friend comes back and shows me the full bag. I hadn’t realized it was so big, looks like at least a gallon.

She connects it to the hose and I feel the water starting to fill me up.

I start to feel a little light headed and Stephanie tells me they’ve added a little Cabernet to relax me and I’ll get a little taste later. I’m thinking ‘That’s nice, I am a little thirsty’

It takes about five minutes but they finally say it’s done.

Even lying on my back I can see my belly pushed out a little.

I’m feeling kind of dreamy and hear Stephanie ask my friend if she wants a little taste.

I’m thinking ‘That’s nice; she gets some wine, too.

Stephanie tells my friend to take off her clothes. I’m thinking, ‘That’s a little strange, taking your clothes off to drink wine’   I guess I’m kind of drunk, from the wine in my bottom.

I see my friends face near my pussy and finally realize what they are talking about. She reaches out and touches me. She pulls my pussy lips apart and starts rubbing my clit.

I just go along with it, it feels good and I’m kind of zoning out. My friend then leans closer and starts flicking her tongue over my clit.

I moan a little and she asks if I’m okay.  She has never licked pussy before. She then sucks my nub into her mouth and starts sucking. I can also feel her sliding her fingers into my pussy. Between her mouth and fingers on my pussy and the enema filling my belly I am overloaded with sensations. I start pushing my hips into her face, it’s feeling so good.  I am also cramping up and trying to push out the enema.  I can feel myself cumming. It’s really intense and I kind of blank out for a moment.

Wow, that was really intense. I am just lying there for a minute and then I realize I am really starting to hurt.

I still have the ring gag in my mouth and I’m trying to tell them I really have to go.

I feel a hand pushing on my stomach and Stephanie says ‘I think the little slut is trying to tell us something. I think she wants a little taste of pussy.

I’m shaking my head no. I’m not interested in women and don’t want to do it.

Stephanie takes the ring gag out and tells me I’m going to lick my friend’s clit.  She tells my friend to get in place.

My friend straddles my head and I am moving back and forth and saying no.

Stephanie pushes on my belly and says we can wait all day.

I am thinking that there is no way they’re getting me to do this. I am really cramping, but since I can’t expel anyway, I think I can outwait them.

After a few minutes Stephanie gets impatient and asks John to get the ‘Persuader’

I can’t see what he’s doing since my friend is in the way.

Suddenly I feel a pressure on my clit and Stephie asks if I am ready to lick.

I shake my head and say no.

Alright, you brought this on yourself.  I hear a crack and my pussy explodes in pain. I almost buck off the table I’ve never felt anything like that.

Stephanie says that’s our little electric prod and that was only about a seconds touch. Next time they’ll hold it on longer.

I still think I can take it.

They shock me again, this time longer. I’m thrashing and moaning. I’m out of my mind with the pain.

It stops and Stephanie says, ‘Look the little pig has peed herself. Evidently I lost control.

She tells John to wipe it up and that I will be sorry for making a mess. She then asks if I’m ready, now. 

I say yes, anything to not get shocked again.

Stephanie tells me to ask nicely.

I ask my friend if I can please lick it.

Staphanie says lick what?

Your Pussy?

Stephanie says what do you want?

She is trying to get me to be crude.

I ask, May I please lick your cunt.

My friend squats lower and I slowly start to lick. I push my tongue in and out of my friends slit. I can see her getting wetter and I keep licking her juices. I flick her clit with my tongue and then suck it in. She is pushing down and I can hardly breathe. Her back hole is over my nose and I can smell the dusky scent.

Suddenly she spasms and pushes down really hard. She stays that way a moment and them moves away.

Stephanie says that now it’s her turn and makes me lick her until she cums.

She puts the ring gag back in my mouth and says that all that pussy licking must have made me thirsty and she has a little treat for me.

She says she really has to pee. Does anyone else?

She tells John to hold my head and then stands over me. She squats down until her pussy touches my lips.

I can’t believe this is happening. I try to move, but John is holding me.

She starts to pee and I try to blow it out.

She tells me to stop that or she will stick the cattle prod up my twat and keep it on until I fry.

She tells my friend to give me another little jolt.

I’m trying to say ‘ no I’ll do anything’, but Stephanie’s pussy is muffling the sound.

My pussy explodes again; it feels like a hundred bees are stinging me.

The Stephanie asks If I’m ready and says I better drink up. She then lets a stream of urine into my mouth. I am swallowing as fast as I can to keep from choking and not thinking about the taste.

Finally she’s done. She steps away and says ‘ I think this dirty whore really likes it, what a slut.

Then she says it is my friends turn. I don’t think she will do it, but she straddles my face. She starts to pee and I am forced to swallow that too.

My friend says she is spry and moves away.

I am totally humiliated and my belly is really hurting.

Then Stephie and John switch places.   Stephie is holding my head and she tells John it’s his turn.

This time she tells me not to swallow. John starts to pee and it fills my mouth.

I am trying not to choke and Stephie tells me to gargle. I am afraid of choking and do what she wants.

Then she says swallow, and I do.

They think this is really amusing and keep it up until John can’t pee anymore.

Now I’m really cramping and begging for them to let me go.

John unties me and helps me stand up. He cuffs my hands behind my back and leads me to the bathroom. I try to sit down, but he pulls me to the tub and tells me to step in.

I step in and he tells me to sit down. Then he and Stephanie grab my legs and pull my ankles up to my head.

Stephanie says, ‘Remember, I promised you some wine later? Well, this is later. She deflates the outside bulb and says you better hold it until I say, or I’ll stick the prod up your worthless cunt.

She deflates the inside bulb and pulls it out. There is a little squirt, but I manage to hold it.

She tells be to let go. I know what’s coming, and try to hold it. She moves the prod to my pussy.  I moan, no, no, no and release my butt hole.

The water and wine are squirting out all over me. It goes on my hair, on my face, and in my mouth. Luckily it is clean and just tastes from the wine.

I am trying to push all the water out and my butthole is making noises.

Stephie laughs and says I fart like a real trooper.

After I’m emptied out they tell me to take a shower. For some reason that is as embarrassing as everything else.

They are telling me to spread my pussy lips to make sure I’m clean. They tell me to make sure my dirty shithole is clean.

I’m concentrating on washing and Stephanie suddenly shoves a bar of soap in my mouth. I quickly spit it out as Stephanie tells me that was to clean my dirty fuck mouth.

They let me dry off while they dress and they just leave.

My friend says that she is sorry, but she just got caught up in the moment. She had fantasized about having me under her control and couldn’t help herself.

I didn’t know what to say. I was mad at her, disappointed that she had let things go so far. At the same time I was also embarrassed about my behavior and the fact that I was still excited about what happened.

We had come together, so we both got dressed and left together.

My friend has called a couple of times, apologizing, but I haven’t spoken to her yet.

I think she wants to continue our relationship and wants to dominate me. I don’t know how I feel about that, yet.

Here some more, this is taking longer than I thought.

I heard Steph say “Look, the slut is wet already” Let’s get her cleaned out.

John told me to close my eyes and put my hands behind my back. I felt him put a blindfold on me and he bound my wrists with what felt like leather cuffs.

Steph then said “open up bitch’. When I hesitated someone gave me a smack on the behind.

I open my mouth and they inserted a ring gag. I have seen them, but never has one used on me before. I was a little worried, but my friend didn’t say anything, so I went along.

They then pulled down my panties and took off my bra.

Again it was Steph who spoke. She said I had great tits and a nice little bush. She told me to bend over so they could see my hole.  (Some of the language here is crude, not really my style, but I am trying to recount exact words)  She told John to spread my cheeks so everyone could get a look at my asshole.

I’m starting to wonder who is really in charge. It seems that Stephanie is giving the orders.

I hear her say ‘Looks like a nice tight little hole, maybe it won’t be so tight when we’re done, and look; the little cunt is dripping wet.

I feel a hand on my pussy and then I feel someone rub my pussy juice on my face.

Steph says ‘That looks good on you, want a taste?

At this point I am getting really excited, I had never tasted pussy. I was embarrassed, but shook my head yes.

I felt the hand on my pussy, again, this time it was rubbed under my nose and Steph said to take a sniff.

It smelled kind of musky, not unpleasant, and then I felt then fingers were in my mouth.

It didn’t have much taste, kind of mildly sweet.

I was really turned on at this point. Then Steph asked my girlfriend if she wanted a taste. She said yes and Steph said that she would have to do it herself.

I felt a hand on my pussy and the Steph asked if it was good. I heard my friend say yes.  I should have realized, at that point that things were not going exactly as I had fantasized, but I am so excited that my better judgment is going right out the window.  

My friend ask if I’m OK and I shake my head yes.

Steph says ‘Let’s get this little bitch cleaned out so we can start the real fun.

  I’m told to get on my knees and to rest on my elbows and stick my butt in the air. Steph tells my friend to come over and spread my ass cheeks. She asks her if she wants to lube me up. I hear he say yes and then a finger slides up my back passage. I’m a little surprised since we are friends and have never touched each other. She moves her finger in and out and it feels really good. I’m moving my butt back and forth and really getting in to it.

Stephie says ‘Stop, we don’t want the little bitch Cumming’ my friend’s finger plops out. 

I’m kind of disappointed, and wondering what’s going on. So far it’s only Steph and my girlfriend. I thought John was the Dom.

Then I hear John say ‘Ready?’ and I feel the enema nozzle slipping in. He pushes it in slowly and then I feel the liquid filling me up. Someone is rubbing my belly. At first it feels really good and between the feeling of the warm liquid and the hand on my stomach, I’m starting to zone out.

After a while I’m starting to feel uncomfortable and try to get up. I’m grunting through the gag and trying to get up. The cramps are getting really bad and I really have to go.

Steph says ‘I think the little pig is trying to tell us something?  Does it have to go?  I’m shaking my head yes and Steph says OK, but I have to do something first.

At this point I’m frantic and shaking my head, yes. I’m thinking I’m going to have an accident.

Steph tells me to get up on my knees.

I struggle a little and feel hands on my shoulders helping me up.

Steph asks me if I want a little taste of cock. And then I feel a hand on the back of my head and John slips his penis in my mouth. She tells John to hurry and tells me I better hold it or I will have to lick it up.

I realize the hands on the back of my head are my friends. John is pushing his cock all the way in my mouth and I am trying to pull back to keep from gagging. Steph is telling me to use my tongue and I can’t go until I make John come.

Finally I fell John kind of hesitate and I think he is going to Cum. I try to get ready so I don’t choke on what I think is coming.

He then pulls out and I feel him splatter all over my face.  Not what I was expecting.

I hear Steph say, ‘That’s a good look for you’

I think maybe this isn’t going exactly as I wanted, but I am consumed be the cramps and the overwhelming urge to expel.

Finally someone pulls me up and I am guided to the bathroom.

I feel the bowl on the back if my legs and start to sit down. I can’t hold it anymore and start to gush.  What a relief.

I hear Stephanie say ‘Whew, she really is a dirty, stinking slut’ I hadn’t been thinking about anything but getting release, and I realize they are all watching. I think I turned red all over.

The toilet flushes and I’m pushed forward and someone is wiping me off.

Steph says that she doesn’t think I’m cleaned out enough and they give me two more enemas. So far this is going pretty much as I imagined, with the exception of my friend participating, and the Dom really being Stephanie.

**

I promised to recount my meeting, so here goes.

I exchanged emails with ‘John’.  He seemed pleasant enough and after a few days we agreed to meet for drinks.

Not exactly what I was picturing, but who is.  Medium build and slightly thinning hair.  Pretty ordinary looking, but laid back.  He brought a female friend, Stephanie.  She was really stunning. Red hair about 5’ 3”.  Great looking body.  I was captivated by her and thought that if she saw  something in John there might be something I wasn’t catching.

We exchanged small talk for a while and then eased into what we were looking for.  Basically what is in my profile.  They said they were into that also and we  could meet the next day.  I agreed, as long as I could bring my friend.

We both share this enema thing and have given each other enemas and  played with ourselves in front of each other.  She is the one that took the pics, but that is as far as it went with us.

I called her and asked if she would come with me, just for safety. She agreed.

Next day we met at a local hotel. John and Stephie had already rented a room.

We went up and shared a bottle of wine, just to break the ice a little.  I was nervous, but could feel myself getting aroused and wet.

John asked me to stand up and Stephie started unbuttoning my blouse and pulled it over my head. She then unzipped my skirt and pulled it down.  I looked down, and saw my mistake, immediately.  I had worn dark red panties and there was a dark spot where my juices were coming through.

(This is kind of hard to recount. If anyone is interested, I’ll write more, tomorrow)  I usually hate these long rambling entries.

I know I've been off here for a while.  I did meet with someone.  I'm not sure how I feel about it, yet.  It might be in the category of  'Be careful what you wish for"  Give me a little time and I will try to recount my experience.  

I am trying to answer all except the obvious fake.  Please don't ask me to friend you when we have never even conversed.  I am also not going to relocate with someone I have never met.

I am got into being beaten or 'Bitch Slapped'.  I won't serve as a human toilet or a receptacle for horse cum.

I will respond to emails that are articulate and seem to show that there is a measure of intelligence behind them.

Hey bitch I'm going to slap the shit out of you and pee in your mouth is not really going to turn me on.

I am being inundated with email. I am trying to reply as quickly as possible.  If you are out of state, please realize meeting is probably not possible.  I am getting many request to be added as a friend.  How is that possible when we haven't even exchanged even ONE email.

My profile has only been up for about 10 minutes and I have receive an overwhelming amount of responses.  Some respectful and some not.  I am not going to add you as a friend the first time you email me.

I will respond as quickly as I can.  Emails detailing what you will do will be answered first.