its been a while since I posted. I'm having a great time. I've been training slaves, traveling to meet them and exploring new things.

It’s been really crazy and I haven’t had time to spend here. I opened Sex Slave Academy and admit I’m having a lot of fun. I’ve been training slaves over the phone and have already met a few of them. Valentines I met a crossdresser named Pricilla at a spa resort in Upstate NY. We had a great time.

I’m still searching for the right female slave. I’ve talked with a few that interest me but its seems they are threatened by me having male slaves. This isn’t going to change in my life so I guess I’ll keep searching. I want someone intelligent and passionately submissive.  

I am hosting a weekly femdom radio show. It’s a lot of fun.

There seems to be a few guys who might really stick with the slave training course. I really hope so. I would love to find a slave that really stuck with it and proved he was committed to female supremacy. So few people misunderstand it or exploit it. Nothing new… I’m use to it.

I’ve had a good time talking on the phone and playing games. I had forgotten how much fun it was. I love high drama fantasy role-play.

It’s chilly and windy. Winter will be here before you know it. I’m going to miss the leaves. I’m having work done to my fireplace and chimney. It was built when the original log home (who knows exactly where well over 100 years) and needed major work. I can’t wait to start burning some wood. I love a wood fire. It reminds me of snowy Adirondacks winters when I planed my GDV branding iron in the hot fire and burned my initials into the white asses of slaves. I’ll be dusting that baby off again soon.

This winter I’m going to remodel the upstairs into a full master suite or is that Mistress Suite??? Lol- a goddess sanctuary – big soaking tub, African stone tiles, stone shower, Japanese sliding doors… then a nice platform bed with hidden hooks. I have a big wooden balcony off my bedroom that looks out to the barn. Right now there’s just farm animals but I have room for one more stall. Guess what I’m hoping to put in there? <evil grin>

I am trying to make lifestyle changes to my diet. I know it’s the right thing to do but it’s hard to give up salt, dairy and cut back on so many things. No doubt I am a creature of decadence and pleasure. I guess I need to find *other* things to occupancy my mind/interest. Lol

I’m looking for outgoing, interesting and good communicating humans for a special project I’m doing on the radio. I want people who enjoy verbal role-play & can keep up with me. Any volunteers?  I’m not suppose to post links so just ask me.

As winter draws near I have been busy finishing any last minute projects on the farm. I want to build a stable and clear more land for pasture. When I think about this I have fantasies about males in the stable, not horses. Maybe one day I’ll buy a 200 acre farm, super private and build a femdom haven. No doubt it would blow OWK away!

I will miss my garden although now I have a 30 X 70 greenhouse, I need help tending to things down there. I am calling out to the perfect male slave. He is older, mature yet intelligent and sophisticated. He understands the dynamic I seek and that I am a “different” type of woman. I always wanted a slave who was a master gardener or one rich enough to pay for a full time master gardener. lol

I know that everyone seeks true love. That special magical connection that sparks the flames of passion. No doubt this is the ultimate goal, however there’s nothing wrong with having other types of relationships. Pretty much how I have different types of slaves.

I might have a slave that cleans my house, brushes my hair and purely derives pleasure from my approval. I have slaves who enjoy buying me presents and giving me money and I have slaves that want to be treated like the lowest piece of shit on the planet. I’m a complex and diversified woman who enjoys many types of people.

The most important thing is to have a meeting of minds and that both people get what they want out of the relationship. I’m tired of making excuses why I want tribute or why I get paid to speak on the phone. Its just how I do this and what I WANT to do. The people who comply WANT and NEED to have this type of relationship with me.

It all works out just fine.

Life on the farm is great. I’m getting ready for winter and just filled the greenhouse propane tank 500 gallons. Hopefully that will last me through the winter. I need to find a slave who understand organic farming and greenhouse management. If I find the right one I’ll even let him come live on the farm.

I remember when I was 13 years old laying on a blanket under a tree and dreaming about being a Queen with people serving me. In fact I started having these dreams at an earlier age but they became almost obsessive when I hit my teens. I remember when I was 14 I made this nerdy kid kneel down and kiss my hand. I then made him fan me and fetch me a drink. Of course back then my only visuals were from Cleopatra movies.

I’ve always wondered if being this way was like being gay…you’re born with it and explore it through the years giving more meaning to it. I often tell people who tell me I’m too stubborn or too demanding (maybe more then the average woman but not unreasonable) – that I don’t really have a choice in the matter. Being dominant and a goddess queen is just who I am. It’s in my blood. Like being a lesbian I just can’t switch it off. I crave being worshiped and adored as if it was air for my lungs. I feel like a fish out of water in standard vanilla relationships.

Through the years I cultivate it more and find ways to balance my energy but I admit that I long for the highs and extremes. Sometimes I have to wait long periods for this and I grow very lonely. Maybe I should get a few part time, service only slaves to help me over these tough times until I find another slave lover.

It’s been a while since I posted here. I had to go to Florida for a little over a month to take care of some business. I was hidden way out in the swamps with a slow dial up connection. It’s amazing how we get use to things and forget the past. Remember 1400 baud modems? Of course back then we didn’t have all the fancy graphics and scripts we do today. Times sure have changed.

I’d like to say a few things about people contacting me. I know that some of you have been ripped off. It goes both ways. There are women who request money with no intention of seeing you just like there are men who will be the perfect slave in email and phone with no intention of showing up. Unfortunately you can’t avoid this.

I’ve been in the scene and public eye for over 17 years. I’m just not interested in per hour sessions but this doesn’t mean I have time to teach and train someone that might not ever turn into a relationship. So I set up tributes so that we can both freely explore each other over the phone with no pressure. If it works out, great, we move forward. If not no one walks away empty handed. I am certain that you will benefit from the experience.  

I have some gentlemen who I have developed a deep relationship with for 10 years and more. Our relationship is personal and even though they don’t become my live-in slave I hold a very sacred part of their heart. They always turn to me when they need to talk, cry or drop to their knees.

The most important thing is honesty. I expect and give total honesty. Just be real with me. Tell me what you need in an intelligent real fashion and I will do the same. Once we establish our ground let the games begin.

I have recently taken a slave, however looking to add at least 2 more. Things have been busy… working in the garden and setting up the farm. One day I hope to build a small femdom community here on my 30 acres or sell it and buy a few hundred acres.

I’ve been very busy. Its spring and all the planting gets done. I might be slow answering mail.

Thank you all for your emails. There are delays on my projects. If a programmer tells you 3 weeks you can double or triple that number. I have made contact with so many wonderful dominant women and submissives in the Triad region. I am looking forward to meeting people in my area. This summer I would like to host a few tea parties for dominant women and invite a few subs – male and female. I’m looking forward to this type of networking.

Dominant ladies please feel free to contact me for networking. If you’re in the mid-Atlantic region or as far south as south Florida.

I am going to Florida next week for Easter.

What a week! My GROWN son turned 29 this past week. I know I don’t look my age BUT these days I certainly feel it. I am still swamped with my projects and glued to the PC. I miss being outside down by the creek and in my woods. Tonight I’m going to light a fire and drink some vino.

Last week I went to NY and then to visit a friends family in NJ. On the way back to VA I took a detour to go over the Chesapeake Bay. It took me WAY out of my way. I won’t do that again.

More heated debates in the forums over Fem Supremacy. I’m trying to stay out of them and stay focused on my work but it’s so hard. There are not many things I dislike in this world but ignorant people would make that list.

I am exhausted. Too many deadlines and not enough time. As much as I want a slave I am not willing to sacrifice my health. Those who do not truly know what female supremacy is about then please don’t write me.

Those who feel they do please visit my web site and decide if you can endure the challenge. I really am tired of request that have nothing to do with my needs.

Read my damn web site dianna vesta dot com  and if you feel you can be an asset to my life then proceed. Understand that I get at least 12 request per day so make yourself stand out.

I’ve been at this many many moons. I’ve watched myself evolve over the years at the expense of many wonderful & devoted men & women. There are aspects of my nature that will always be there; demanding, controlling, and projective, however today I am more compassionate and understanding. I also have a much keener eye for my time being wasted and nonsense. Today I know exactly what I want.

I can pay people to do and act the way I want them to. I have a caretaker who is just that. Many people ask me why I don’t just get a slave and that there are hundreds of males begging for a place to live and serve under the command of a dominant woman. My relationship with him is simple. He does his job, stays quiet and private. Although our interactions are friendly and courteous there is a line drawn that I will never crossed.

I’ve had plenty of robot slaves and today they crawl about everywhere. Nothing bores me more then a slave I have to instruct to do everything. I am most impressed by the male who anticipates my needs. Not so that he steps over acceptable bounds but pays close attention to detail. A robot could never do this nor is a robot able to give proper adoration.

I love an intelligent slave who is strong in every aspect of his/her life, however once they walk into my dominion they know their place & it isn’t a struggle. Only a truly strong man/woman is able to meet this challenge so a mindless human will only frustrate me. This is not to say that I don’t enjoy a mindless human from time to time. I am entertained by acts of humiliation; however it makes it even more dynamic when I know that at the core of that human lives a spirit almost equal to mine but that they CHOOSE to give it up because they simply adore me.   

Well I’m back on the farm & all the daffodils are blooming. Lots of new work done in the barn. Each time I look at the stalls I day dream about having a human living in one of them. I always wanted to own a pony boy I could strap-up to a small trotter carriage and who could pull me around my land. I’m going to need to investigate this. It’s getting warmer out. I wonder what the neighbors will think? Lol- oh well, I think putting a privacy fence around 30 acres is going to be expensive.

I love Florida. After all it is my home but I missed the country so much. I’ve grown found of rural living. The only thing missing, not built yet is my dungeon/playroom. I think I need another barn. Maybe one down by the greenhouse. I can stomp in some dirt & then head for the dungeon for a good cleaning. Lol – as you can see my mind is wondering today. Must be the weather.

I just launched Goddess Cams today. So many weeks of work. My hand hurts from this mouse. I think I’m going to take a break tonight. I could use a pair of strong hands to rub me down.

The Kiss of the Spider

A wild web of passion She weaves
intricately yet delicately it encases
with subtle force it embraces

Trapping Her lovers with great skill
a transformational journey against will
She takes knowing they will never escape.

Entangled in Her bondage yet free
from the entrapments of society,
the enslavement it has over me.

"Just let go" She whispers
and I know I'll never be the same
The fire drives me insane.

My mind spins in Her direction
My body aches with intense erection
Still I feel myself float into stillness.

Nothingness is surrounding me
As I await my fate
Haunted by the fear of never knowing.

Through a tunnel I now descend
as darkness wraps around my naked flesh
I see nothing but sense everything.

Unable to move in Her web
Unable to see what's before me
I float freely in to the ebb of darkness.

At the moment of my catharsis
My blood rushes through my veins
and a sudden shot of light passes by.

Into the light I soar
reaching for my zenith
I am hungry, always hungry for more.

I thought I met my destiny
until I saw Her face appear
She wiped away my fallen tears

"You've done well." She whispers
I am humbled by Her love.

"You've made me proud." She purrs
I am honored by Her praise.

Selfishly I am contemptuous
a proud dog who has performed
a trick for it's owner..until

She lifts Her hand above me
removing the scared veil
walks away and once again I am empty.

There is a passage in the book “Slave Craft”

The Diversity…

The Amazing Variety that we see everywhere in nature must surely be the clearest possible guide that the Universe presents to us as being obvious and correct model for how things “should be”.

It follows that there must be many correct was to be a galaxy, star, planet, rock, tree, fish, foul, man, woman, to be heterosexual, spiritual, and loving, as well as a great many correct ways to manifest our sexuality and erotic lives.

If the Diverse Universe is any guide to what is proper and correct, then there is clearly room for U/us here, too. "

By a grateful slave (with Guy Baldwin)

I love this passage because it celebrates the diversities all around us. The one thing that has always been the most precious to me in life is the right to choose. I am a complex woman who has followed the beat of my own drum for many lifetimes. My views and concepts are my own & what brings peace into my complicated world.

The world is full of tribes. They each have their own rituals, traditions and cultures. I don’t feel threatened by other tribes/people and their views because the truth is that it’s a big planet and the diversity is what truly makes it wonderful. I never want to harbor the angst towards another’s path or journey. I pray they offer me the same respect.

I’m still in Florida but heading home soon. I’ve been very busy getting ready to open a new site. I’ve also been working with new slaves via email, weeding through the wannabe’s.

I’ve been spending some time in the forums posting on a few discussions about female supremacy. As always, it seems to be a heated topic.

I couldn’t seem to get into working today so I fucked off posting in forums and playing around with hopefully slaves. The last two days I’ve gotten a lot of email from people, both men and women who read my articles in the past and told me how much it inspired them in the scene. This really makes me feel good. It has inspired me to do more writing and get my ass out to some events.

I was invited to fly to DC today to visit the Smithsonian and I admit it was tempting. I have never met the fellow but he has nice eyes and smile. Maybe next month!

I need to get down to Florida the next few days. I should go tomorrow but I still need to pack. Packing for me is a major ordeal. Like all women I pack way too many clothes. I need a bag just for my shoes. Then I need a whole other bag for my sex toys. I’m lost without my magic wand!

Wow, in one day I must have received over 50 messages! Also got email from old friends I haven’t seen in years. Some as far back as 10 years! So many wonderful slaves to choose from.

I did reply to each one, read each message but admit that I had to paste in a general reply with additional instructions. I am going to be very thorough in my search. It is impossible for one man or woman to ever be enough for me. My needs and desires are complex. I need a small yet select stable of slaves which I hope to find. At this time I am not looking for a live-in, however I don’t write this out. I would definitely consider the right person.

Fed-ex and UPS must be wondering why I am getting deliveries so often. They probably think I’m a shopaholic! Cha-Ching! Mikimoto Pearls for Valentines Day EARLY! Yesterday I I got two nice pair of Ugg Boots.

It’s tough being a Goddess but someone must do it!