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idk2482
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| Proud Owner of HerBabyGirl. We are here to learn more things that will help me master her better. She has just now started her training, but is excelling quickly. We are just trying to learn more about the life and make local friends that we can be comfortable around.
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Wow, hi. Been a minute. I been hanging out at fl a lot.
We joined the local scene. Bah. Too too much drama and rampant promiscuity interlaced with stds. Plus, the fact that cate is so hot apparently gives people the right to be judgmental, snarky, and the right to lie a lot. No thanks. Unless something amazing happens at one of their "demos" we won't be going back.
I put a lot a lot (yes, I know I doublespoke) of effort into our book. One of the local couples that didn't go out of their way to try to steal my slave recently decided to embark on the master and slave journey as well. So, I let them borrow my book for ideas for their own. According him, 45 yr old guy, I'm smart, researched real well, and put a lot more time and effort into our book than most people do, EVER. Major major ego boost. (see, told you the double speak was deliberate.)
But according to one who wanted my slave, I was dangerous and had no idea what I was doing and should let hers truly be my mentor. All because a.) being my mentor means I'm inferior to her which I definitely am not. She doesn't even have a real sub. Just some online thing, b.) being my mentor gives her access to my slave. Hell no. End of story. Aaaaargh! Plus the other girl she mentors is batshit crazy and would use us having the same mentor as a chance to get back in my life when she isn't even good enough to lick my cat's litter box.
Yeah, so moral of the story is apparently I'm not a good enough dominant or master because I have physical limitations, so I was forced to release my slave. Yeah, how fucked up is that? Not to worry though, we have decided she is just going to be a sub until she gets to a slave through training.
I have like a major high tonight from domming her. (: I learned how to make a set of rubber floggers at one of those infernal demos. They are awesome! I've been practicing on the couch for days. And I finally felt confident enough to try them on her. Yeah, the knocked out my natural wickedly sadistic natural dominance thing too. Boo on them. Oh oh oh, it was awesome. (: love love.
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Over the last few day, my slave has made me achingly proud on several occasions.
We had a play date last night with another girl who is toying with the idea of being my slave in play settings.
babygirl did as ordered and earned her reward. The other slave got up and left. So...... It seems like I got my work cut out for me. If babygirl had done that, I would've followed her and drug her back by that long hair made for pulling and slammed her down. But as the new slave doesn't yet understand fully my expectations, I will have to think of something more subtly damaging to enforce my idea of correct servitude on her.
Things have been going a little blah about me even having another slave, even only for play. It seems as if babygirl is loathe to share her Master. But I have a better evening planned if it should happen again. I also have given the other slave tasks to help define her commitments and prove her interest. I don't like her giving babygirl any idea that I am lenient.
I had other things to write, but due to having to handle the brattiness of my slave, I will just stifle them. |
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So.... The outfit could've been better planned. Lol. Or our clumsy fingers should be better able to fasten garter straps. It was amusing and somewhat giggly.
She won the little game. I was very proud of her. Everyday, we get a little more secure in our roles. It's amazing to watch her blossom and become more comfortable. With that comfort comes more eroticism and pleasure. I'm off today to help her complete her daily chores. We should have fun. (I kind of made them into things that brought us closer... Clever me...) |
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tonight, I am having her dress in the new outfit that I got her. It's a black and white corseted garter belt, sheer black with red spiderwebs thigh high stockings, 5.5 inch black heels, a black sports bra ( she already had this, but it's hella hot on her), and a black tube like dress with a red sash. I am already squirming while I am waiting for her to get all dolled up. I made a list of daily chores for her that have the consequence of one lash with the cane if not completed. She didn't do two and then rolled a five for her nightly punishment. So when I go back inside, I plan to admire her then have her strip off the dress for her punishment session. I'd like her to learn to walk in the shoes though, so I will make her leave them on.
She is learning so beautifully. I can't wait to play the game that she earned tonight. I think I will try to seriously distract her so that she will drop the pennies. ;) I will be taking pictures and uploading some more of the ones that i have already taken of her. Hope you guys enjoy! I know that I do. |
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Yesterday, she was very good all day. Aside from her nightly punishment that reminds her that she is owned by me, she didn't receive any other hits. I decided to reward her good behavior with a game. I plan to make her hold pennies between her fingers with her hands clasped together. If she doesn't drop them, I will let her come like I know she wants. However, if she does, she gets punished my way. I like this game because it teaches her to pay attention, which is something that she has problems with. I also spent all of yesterday researching new games and training techniques. I allowed her to read over them and she had some of the same favorites as me.
I can feel us growing stronger as a controlled slave and Master. I am also starting to learn more about her and ways to drive her truly insane.
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Last night was the last of her punishment. I had gotten some stout bamboo with her pretty little ass in mind. I asked her what she had done to deserve her punishment and she was quick and remembered all that she had done to disappoint me. I had her face the wall with her hands up. The first hit had her body shaking. In pain and disbelief, she started to laugh. A sharper hit quickly silenced it. In a slow, unhurried manner, I made my way to nine, all over her sensitive back and proud ass. I asked her how many more she felt she deserved and again what she had done wrong. She told me, "3." Then again, she told me all she had done wrong. I gave her the three that she asked for, overlapping a previous welt. Then as i felt her body relax, I gave her three more to remind her that I was her master. I had her continue to stand against the wall and proceeded to work her over with the crop and whip that i had made. As i saw her start to shake with excitement, I stopped and made her come and kneel and apologize for disappointing me. When she must be punished, i am deprived of my favorite thing, her. After that, i had her lay flat and slowly let my fingertips travel her body. I took my time, memorizing my most cherished possession. Soon, i had her kissing me and responding with passion, having forgotten my necessary brutality. I then used my lips and tongues and fingers to bring her to climax three times, evoking gushing fluids twice. I was so very proud of my little, mischievous brat. She is learning so well and takes her punishments so bravely. I as well learned that her trust in me allows me to give her the rigid structure that she so craves. |
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I designed and made her a collar today. Now every time I see that pretty neck in steel, I know how I own her. Tonight should be fun. It's the last of her punishments. I aquired two crops and some bamboo to cane her with. I know the mischievous side in her is as excited as I am. More details later. ;) |
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I'm pretty sure that i knocked out the rest of her punishments tonight. I made her dress girly in a pretty blue nightie and blue g strings which made her look very delicious. Then i had her insert three beads and put on a show for me, while i was looking at her through the window while smoking. I love watching her slowly fuck herself and knowing that she's wishing it was me. Then i made her swallow my strap on while she was still playing with herself. I love watching her lips slide up and down on my cock. I think my favorite was after that when i made her get on all fours on the bed with her hands tied behind her through her collar. I got up and stood behind her. I fucked her real slow, then started slamming into her. Everytime i could tell she was starting to get into the tempo, i changed it. I love hearing her whimper in frustration, but she's smart enough to know not to come unless i allow it. Soon after, i made her get on top and rock her body back and forth. She gets all flushed when she needs to come. This is the perfect vantage to see it from, too. I also had her sixty nine and barely ran my tongue over her clit while she was sucking my dick. I like hearing her moan around the mouthful when i finger fuck her that way. Lastly, i allowed her to take out the beads. When she came back, I had her stand and fuck herself with just the dildo while i watched and played alone. After all the whimpering she was doing, i was almost ready to come. But just because she had fucked up, doesn't mean that i should have to pay for her inability to listen. So i had her explore my pussy with her tongue until i almost came. Then i made her put her pussy over my face and fucked it while she fingered me to orgasm.
I decided to let her use tonight as all of the other 8 punishments as she is also going to give me a full body massage (my first one!) before we sleep. If she is extra sweet and compliant tomorrow, I will let her come for the first time in days. If not, we'll see. |
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so it turns out that my little girl doesn't like the punishment that i have come up with. we were staying in an extremely vanilla environment and she kept doing the little things that she knows irritate me. so all i did was audibly count each time she commited an offense. we accrued nine in a twelve hour period. she knew that she was in for it when we got home. so last night, after we were home, i proceeded to be so sweet to her, running my hands all over her body lightly... then when i could feel how excited she had gotten, i made her lay with her face where she could watch me pleasure myself... and come... but not touch or taste. she cried. now she has 8 more punishments to deal with. i don't know yet if i will have them all be the same. i guess we will see. |
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Lately, it seems like so far, so good. I have received numerous ideas about teaching my girl things ( and learning with her). We've defined the things that we are into, curious about, and what we will never try. I think one of the things that i enjoy most about her is how into trying new things she is. Especially if she thinks it will make me happy. We intend for this to be a semi casual lifestyle for us, but have agreed to interplay certain aspects of obedience into daily life until she gets the gist that I am serious. Took lots of new photos tonight that I may not upload as they are fairly bloody, but there are a few that even the most squeamish couldn't find fault with. Currently on the market for a "day" collar that she can wear all the time. Found a few that I liked, but they either weren't here in the US or were ridiculously expensive. I think the constant weight will help establish new control. That and letting her read some of the replies on forum posts where people talk about beating her unconscious until she gets the memo. I find that i am really starting to enjoy this. |
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