http://www.xnxx.com/video93159/francesca_le_femdom

http://www.extremerestraints.com/bizarre-butt-plugs_7/anal-ring-toss_789.html 

I need that for my next party lol

Yes, I watch a lot of porn.  

Yes, I masturbate. 

Yes, I am a girl. 

Why do guys seem to think women don't do that? 

Two messages sent to me today: 

"save water, shower with a marine" 

and

"stay safe, sleep with a solider" 

wonder which one I prefer?  ;)  lol 

I hate people.  That's pretty much the only reason for this journal.  

Also, my distance has nothing to do with anything people.  I'm not looking for a relationship.  Even if I was, long distance doesn't bother me.  

But really, I'm NOT LOOKING FOR A BOYFRIEND THANK YOU!   

Also, The Following is a friggin creepy show.   Remind me NOT to watch it when I'm alone and it's dark in here >.< 

So here is my story of how I started in this life.  Any more questions?  Ask me

When I was 13 years old my boyfriend and I were watching porn on the computer.  We were just reaching the point in our lives when it wasn't all that icky.  We found a long one of a woman dominating her partner.  I fell in love with it.  He wasn't all that interested, but thanks to my mum trusting me I had my own computer with internet in my room.  I researched what happened and found things about BDSM.  The more I read the more I wanted it in my life.  I started being dominant to boys and girls.  I loved it.  Then at 16 I met a guy and we started dating.  Few weeks later I found out he was also dominate.  He told me that sometimes a Domme can also be a sub and that's called a Switch.  I tried it out and found that I sometimes can take as much pleasure from submitting as I can from being on top.  The more I learned and trained with people I found that it's not everyone who can make me submit nor is it everyone who can make me dominate.  Certain people and I click and I feel a certain way towards them.  Mostly I am dominate, but it depends.  I spent 2 years from 17-19 being trained with a couple.  It was nothing sexual, just for me to learn as much as I could.  I'm always learning new things that I like and that I don't like. 

Don't try to "woo" me.  It's not going to work.  I'm seriously picky about who I talk to because I hate wasting time.  I am not into 24/7 crap.  I can make my own decisions.  I live my own life and I do anything I want (of course I have limits to myself).  You don't like it?  No one is forcing you to talk to me.  

It's just a Thursday people.  Why do we need to romanticize a day when a Saint was beheaded?  Is that what gets you off?  Creeps.  The only good thing about today?  Tomorrow is Friday Night Magic and all the yummy candy goes on sale.  Si please stop with the "happy valentine's day" crap.  Unless you suddenly have BOXES full of Skittles or those Sweettart hearts, GTFO 

Best line I've read today?

"I'm willing to try anything once, as long as it doesn't involve pickles.  Those make me vomit.  I also don't like to vomit.  So I won't try that.  Or anything with poop.  But I'll try anything once.  And I mean ANYTHING" 

Oh snap.  Walls coming down.  The hell is wrong with me? <3 <3 <3 <3

So I started a wishlist on Amazon (not posting the link, I can buy my own stuff thanks) and DANGIT!  Over 3,000 books on my list already and more than half of them I've read >.<  WHY MUST THERE BE SO MANY AMAZING BOOKS!?!?!?

When you take a picture of a dick at an angle, of COURSE it's going to look huge.  >.<  Don't try to fool people, you're still a limp dick pansy. 

Sometimes all you need to be content in life is the soundtrack to Rent, popcorn, the window open to get in the blizzard and a gay roommate showing off his engagement ring.  If only we could sing show tunes better. 

Green not a color I look good with >.<  Bloody hate that he brings it out in me.  Bloody hell

The Viking to my Valkyrie

The nerd to my gasm

The Jace to my Liliana

The happy to my heart

He's everything to me

and nothing is going to stop this

when I'm in his arms, the world shall be right

It was once said that man was created with 4 arms, 4 legs, 2 heads, 2 hearts, but only 1 soul.  Zeus struck man down with his bolts and split everyone into 2 different people.  Now stuck with 2 arms, 2 legs, 1 head, 1 heart and only half a soul.  We are now doomed to walk the earth in search of the other half of our soul.  

Could it be that I've found mine now?

Erm, if he's really stolen my heart. . . how long am I going to be living? 

What a fracking arsehole 

Why is jealousy a one way street?  I could do the same things he does, and he wouldn't care at all.  Perhaps it's not meant to be then.  Oh well.  Happens.  A lot.  To me.  

Lol, call someone ugly and they block you.  Well next time, don't send pics of an old lady and think someone's going to say something different.  Also, calling someone a dog?  That's cute lol.  Never been called anything but "cute" and "beautiful" before in my life.  Always open to new things. :) 

If you get this show WITHOUT a search engine, then you get a treat!

Person 1: Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. One more thing... before dying. Do you know what happens if you hold two identical sonic devices against each other?

Person 2: No.

Person 1: Nor me. Let's find out!

I am now wearing a fake mustache!  My goddaughter made me it, and stuck it to my face.  We had tea, and drank it (in meme pose) like a sir!  

We're weird

New scars

New fears

New reasons to want to run away

How much I've missed the people I met on here

Anyone else think blood running down your arms is beautiful?

Love spending time with my mum, but DAMN I hate helping her pack lol.  She's moving into a townhouse now, and so much stuff to go thru!  

I should state this: when I mention my roommate, and that's he's a guy, I really mean just a roommate.  He's gay.  That doesn't matter to me at all, but apparently it's weird for a younger girl to have a guy roommate and not be with him sexually.  Sorry people, we took baths together when we were little kids, I'm not going to do anything sexual with him.  He's my bestfriend, and I love him to death, so if you want to talk to me, don't be a hater with him.  

Well, didn't think I would have to put this in a journal, but if you have your submissive message me and think that means I'll talk to you about joining your household, think again.  POLY IS A HARD LIMIT!  Means I won't play, I won't join, I won't cyber, and I won't use one of your submissives.  If you don't have enough time for all of them, then don't think you're man enough to own more than one.  Idiot.  

I need to get my bow fixed >.<  The friggin string is all old now 

Yeah, that didn't break my heart or anything. 

Had to hide someone's profile.  Ah it hurt too bad to look at that >.<  

So, yesterday something happened when I was on Yahoo. . . now I can't log on and I had to contact their help people to try to fix the problem.  I'm freaking and hoping I didn't get hacked because that doesn't just fuck me over, it fucks friends over.  Last thing I need is to lose people who mean the world to me.  So if I've talked to you on Yahoo, know that I have no idea when I'll be back on, or even if I'll be able to get back on.  

#RAW1000

FNM TONIGHT! I GOT MY NOCTURNAS BACK! SO SUCK ON THAT BITCHES!! lol

Whenever I talk about where I work, the friggin song "Punk Rock 101" pops into my head >.<   

Anyone else adore etsy.com?  I wish I could make a wish list on there!  I gotta stop looking or I'm going to be broke!

Having trouble with some of my messaging, not sure why, but I'll try to fix it. 

Not really worth it anymore. People keep thinking I'm fake, even after sending them a fucking proof picture!  Whatever, I'm just done with people.  If you're special enough to talk to me, then congrats for that.  I'm done with trying to be nice to people.  

Even my eyelids are burnt!  Worth it though

Just a reminder, I never really send the first message. 

I want to go to the M13 pre-release tomorrow!!! 

I want to see Savages and not because Taylor Kistch is in it.  <.<    >.> 

Random message from someone on yahoo: 

them: I JUST SHIT MYSELF! 

me: who is this? 

them: your sister! 

me: i don't have a sister

them: then this is awkward

me: yes, yes it is

And now I learned why more people SUCK than I thought at first.  Oh well, people want to play it like that?  I can be just as big of a bitch as them. 

I love English class, and I love to write.  However, I'm really having issues with this paper!  Anyone want to write it for me?  I'll give hugs and snuggles! And maybe even a kiss!  ^_^

What is with people? 

Ugh

Sometimes, all you want to do is roleplay.  Nothing more than that, just down and dirty roleplay. 

Well, I guess I need to actually say this.  If I view your profile but don't send a message, still feel free to message me.  I don't send the first message because I'm so tired of my efforts being wasted on fakes, idiots, and general losers.  

Took a good long break from everything, and came to the conclusion that I'm better than I was.  :)  Finally happy with who I am and where I'm going in life. 

My cousin is going to make me rip my hair out of my head if she doesn't stop singing this song!!! 

but I love her <3 

I would love a Daddy or a Mommy to cyber with me today.  To make me feel like a little whore and make me their bad little girl.  Daddy?  Mommy?  Please? 

So I won't cam for you, and that makes me a guy?  Really?  I thought to be a male I had to actually, idk BE one?  Apparently to be a male you just have to ignore creepy people.  Oh, and the "guy" I wasn't going to cam for, didn't have a picture, a name, or a camera, nor would he verify who he is.  So why the hell should I?  You want to know I'm real before we get to the point when I feel okay getting on camera?  I'll give you 3 profiles of people on here that you can ask.  Actually, 4 or 5 if they would ever log back on more than once a month.  Idiots.  Now I can see why people get annoyed with this site. 

Sometimes I wonder why I even tell people about my values.  Seems everyone just thinks I'm crazy for wanting a monogamous relationship.  Is it really that bad?  If you really liked me, and wanted me, then I'd be the only one you'd have, and you wouldn't be looking for someone else to be with.  (no, I'm not talking about anyone it's just in general)

Horny, oh so so so so so so so so so so so so so so horny.  Ugh, I hate being single. 

I'm back now!  Yay! 

NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!

Have I said it enough now? 
If you have your submissive message me, it goes to bulk.  I'm sorry if that seems rude, but if you want to message me, do it yourself.  Although, if you have a submissive already I will ignore your message, or respond and say no thank you, but you will still get me to read it.