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As I said, circumstances have changed I am only here to read the forums. Do NOT expect a reply.
Thank you for understanding.
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Been a long time since I've visited the site....
I truly hope hope all the people I know here are well. I've been out of touch due to a change in circumstances.... but I think of you.
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I'm afraid winter is blowing this way and as much as I want to get out and secure the trees, it isn't a good idea to go out and shift anything while the forces of nature are so unpredictable (the wind is going in one direction and then another) and the storm is pushing so hard to arrive. It seems that the best and safest thing to do is remain inside and wait for a lull.
C'mon lull!!
It's not as if I don't have plenty to do in here.
But this link from the forums (thank you) makes me long for a day at the beach:
http://www.wimp.com/hugepictures/
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A new year. A new era.
And a new take on priorities.
I won't be spending much time here.
Just want to wish everyone the best of luck.
Especially GT and PC.
CONGRATULATIONS!!
Your happiness is inspiring.
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Just one more hour until the firearms are out in full force. (of course there have already been the premature discharges) What a hideous custom - wasting perfectly good ammo to announce that which we are all well aware - but anyway,
Happy (and safe) New Year to All! |
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Merry Christmas one and all!
And here's to everything else you care to celebrate at this time of year. Be with those you care for & be safe. |
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SNOW DAY!!
YAY!!!
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and another tomorrow
I am going to be cleaning up on my holiday break -
Dear Santa, bring me a chainsaw and a sleigh full of slaves, quick!
Put up snow pictures - so now I've got the collarme whiteout and no pictures showing at all. I forgot about that "feature". Hmm, wonder if I should just leave them off.
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My son made my day when he called the other day and said he'd come visit on my spring break. I'd love to get to see him again. It's been too long. |
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Looking forward to cleaning house this weekend. Yeah, right! Let me rephrase that. Looking forward to having time to clean house this weekend.
But for today, I'm off to the tarpits. I may solve the mystery of what led to the demise of so many...
Short answer (much like here) might be that extreme hunger + poor decisions = extinction. |
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This weekend was much too short. But I had a nice time today.... only wish it weren't Monday eve.
So much on my mind right now that I would rather have time to let it percolate a little bit to see what comes of it. Perhaps it's better to just go on with the daily routine and see if what I'm thinking fits when I'm not thinking about it so much.
I wonder if this will make any more sense when I reread it next.  |
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That little 5.5 jolt kind of took me by surprise tonight. 
Shake Rattle and Roll on Friday Night !! 
Oh, well. Bedtime. Early wake up tomorrow. 
http://pasadena.wr.usgs.gov/shake/ca/STORE/X14408052/ciim_stats_8 |
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I can't resist tonight - I'm stealing this from the signature of a regular (it could happen) forum poster.
Gotta love old Abe -
"God must love the common man, he made so many of them." Abraham Lincoln
"A woman is the only thing I am afraid of that I know will not hurt me" Abraham Lincoln
I didn't check these for accuracy... as I said, I just plain old stole 'em ... that kind of day. Hope yours was a good one.  |
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and now it's almost time to go back to work...
I've seen people I hadn't seen in more than a year and heard from those I wasn't sure I'd hear from again and gotten generous offers from both friends and neighbors.
In other words, Life's good and I truly needed and enjoyed that break from work and everything.
One more day before I go back to the grind.
The end (of the year) is near and I'm so okay with that too. It was an interesting year with some hope and some new experience, some highs and some lows... not a bad mix but it could be better.
What a shame that people are such a bundle of confusion as to impose their fantasies on others and then find they aren't at all what they claimed to be. And how sad that I continue to accept things at face value (though I know I do see things as they are) and am then surprised at the fact that others just discovered the "truth" about themselves.
Well not sad really, but how can one tell someone else who they are? I just deal with people as they come and then they have some kind of revelation and see things as I always did. Perhaps at some point I can cease to be surprised at/by human nature but it still stuns me when others seem to not grasp the obvious.
Okay, that's the fire and the firewater talking. I'm not so special or I wouldn't be stunned to see people being human.
Right?
So anyway, I hope everyone had a happy everything and is ready to back away from whatever table they've set for themselves and enjoy the regular fare as opposed to the buffet that is always there for those who want a feast of the senses.
Yep, the firewater talking again.
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Happy Monday everyone and happy Thanksgiving in a few days too. All in all just a happy week - it helps that I have it off.
Well, okay, I'm working but here at home and at my own pace and I like that more so than getting up and going to work elsewhere and at the 'contracted' time.
I came on to check my profile because I'm getting so many messages that refer to things that are presumed to be in/on it... wonder of wonders, they aren't. But that never seems to stop people from reading into things whatever it is they choose to see. Funny or sad? Or just the way of people "meeting" online?
Then there are the ones who like to write to help correct my profile or inform me that I'm wrong. Oh, yeah, that always gets a positive response.
Keep those pearls of wisdom to yourself... and
Have a great holiday everyone and please be careful on the roads. There are some seriously impaired drivers out there... turkey hunters perhaps? |
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What a whacky week - nice in many ways, weird in more than I'd like to have to admit ... but things are what they are and that's always okay by me.
So the travel to WI was great and I had a ball.
But I'm even happier to be at home again.
Thanks for all the nice notes. 
Days later and still tired and still enjoying the messages. I could blame the exhaustion. I am still waiting to hear ...
So tomorrow's Friday and my 12th day working in a row - I'm way too effing old for this crap. |
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Leaving first thing in the AM ... just remembered it's my anniversary. So I think I'll blame some of my prantic (frantic with just a taste of panic) state on the recollection of things gone on. Helps that I got crazy busy and had to be sure to pay all bills and make dogs secure in this cooling weather and get out the vote. Of course they changed the voting roster due to the turnout, so mine is an "add-on" of a sort.
Good thing a sub IM'd and asked who I would like him to vote for ... I like to think that it will count at least once.
No time to watch the results - must get packed. And that's another flashback - last year I left the offspring, pets, and homestead for a conference in the face of a horrible blaze.
Well, no longer married and no wildfires on the immediate horizon, so...
My thoughts are that once I'm in the air, there's nothing I can do about what's here.
But for this moment - hurry and scurry are the watchwords. (I like to think it helped, if only a bit, to take the time to write this. |
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It's all Hallow's Eve (or whatever) and I had one trick or treater - thank heavens dressed as [I think] a pussycat. So I foisted candy on the kitten the first time she came around and gave them both Squirts (the soft drink) when they came back ... Truth is I was just glad they were seen again... on this very dark street where the "supposedly normal" folks turn on their their lights and run off for the night. Is this the new tradition? Thank you kitten and chaperone for being here for Me.... How sad that people forego what used to be so much fun for us all. Is it still fun for you?
Hope you got to celebrate some traditions tonight... new or old.
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Having mail trouble... I think I'll just retire for the evening. |
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I just wanted to say hi and to say I'm not answering all the mail immediately because I have a ton of work before the weekend and more until the end of the month and then there's the trip to WI....
Yikes!
So anyway, "Hi!"
- keep a good thought and I'll be back... |
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Just revisiting the irony that submissives are expected to approach and it's not exactly the most natural thing for a submissive to do.
There are so many "approaches" that do not warrant and do not receive a reply. I know that I am often amused (on some level) at this irony in the female dominated relationship.
I am not inclined to "chase" (nor terribly desireous of "catching") just any old sub. I don't think that it's purely social conditioning that keeps me from searching out the collar of my dreams, (I do perform searches on this site when bored) and have made the initial contact on occassion. It's just not necessary.
Just relaxing, enjoying, and thought I'd share this thought on the subject.
Have a great weekend.  |
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Is the moon going through a phase or something? The messages for the past week or so are even more outrageous than "usual". 
Thanks for keeping the balance sugar britches. |
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It's been a long time since I wrote here. And a while since I'd been on until recently. Just like to say that the messages have been worth the read, even late at night and as exhausted as I've been. Thank you, each and every one of you for making the end of my long days a little brighter.
As the saying goes, "wish you were here".
Dang, I do need my 'hooves' creamed. 
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A long day with travel and meetings and reports. And at the end of that some cannine companionship and whip practice. I'll sleep well tonight. |
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So many fakes, so losing patience.
Good luck everyone. |
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Oh the fascinating offers I receive.
I do enjoy the forums (collarchat) and can get a much better idea of what people are about than just by reading what they've picked off the interest lists.
If I have viewed your profile it is probably as a result of what you've had to say in a forum or on a profile that "popped" up - in other words, I don't have a lot of time to go ISO the perfect pet. But it's clear that the collarme kennel is full to the brim.
Going to enjoy the little time I have here as I am starting a new job tomorrow and getting
company too.
I'll be busy, Busy, BUSY.... but I'll still make time to get into trouble.
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Last time I wrote was about someone who "popped" back up after a long time and I wasn't happy to have him show up. But it was brief and it served to show me that I'm not willing to tolerate the comings and goings and whims of people like that. So there was an upside to it I suppose - and I am always pleased to see the glass as half full and appreciate the potential.
Also, thank you to those of you who voiced concern over the journal entry.
I had a terrific Independence Day - even saw some fireworks!! |
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Pisces
It's a great day to rediscover an old part of your life. Go digging through old photos, CDs, and saved greeting cards. You will be struck by how much things have changed -- and how much they haven't. Getting back in touch with an old friend, re-reading one of your favorite novels, or driving by your old neighborhood will all remind you of how much you've grown. You knew what to take with you through life, but more importantly, you knew what to leave behind. Soak up the satisfaction.
It was very very strange to have someone show up and say "hello" after all this time. Very strange indeed - and NOT in a good way.
I am not celery and I don't need stalking! Grrrr!
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Oh, hello june - no gloom here (that's a CA beach expression) - I'm happy, happy, happy. This could last for some time.  |
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Happy Mother's Day!
I returned from DomCon L.A. today and the short version is that I had a truly wonderful two days there. |
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Weather report -- the safe topics first.
Much colder than last week. Rain predicted for much of the week -- oh well, we need it in the desert.
Why do dominant men continue to look at my profile? Is this an accident in how cm is configured? I can (almost) understand why some 'subs' list 'switches' as someone they are actively seeking... so many borders to explore.
Live in hope, folks.
I do not remove the Dominant Women from those who view me (and eagerly look forward to the day that I find a like minded woman with whom I share interests), but the "Male Doms" and the "check ALL" types are usually not long for my world. And believe me when I say that I do look beyond the exterior; but this is not about my open mind, this is your profile and it should reflect you. Why do you write one thing to represent who you are to everyone on cm and then write to tell me that you are something else altogether?
Is it so terribly hard to decide your interests, desires, needs? Seems the only thing some can say for sure is their limits (and I suspect they borrowed these) are animals, blood, kids, and scat. Do you see these listed in My interests?
Oh yes, please list all medications you are on... prescribed, OTC, and self determined... I take a daily vitamin (daily if I remember).
I'm not sure what else might help me to understand this phenomenon. |
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It's going to be a nice quiet weekend while the pictures get approved all over again.
Nice and quiet, hmmmm . . . I might like that.
1/12 photos approved ... well most of them. two not allowed (a picture of a refrigerator magnet and a picture of me on my fiftieth) . . . we shall see about the others. |
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Okay, people, read the whole dang thing if you want the answers to the questions I keep hearing again and again. . . .
But this journal entry (with updates as I feel moved) is about positive/powerful/profound words I come across as I move through life.
I just love Ralph Waldo Emerson (also HDT)
If you put a chain around the neck of a slave, the other end fastens itself around your own. — Bad counsel confounds the adviser. — The Devil is an ass. (from compensation)
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Out with the old and in with the new.
Happy New Year!
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Read the whole Journal.
Yep, I thought so. My picture is up and the email is pouring in... which means that your introduction and profile need to be exceptional in order to remain when the chaff (and chafe) is blown away.
My yahoo id is in this journal and I won't write "Read the whole Journal" on each and every entry.
It isn't very difficult for subs to distinquish themselves here at collarme.com., but it sure seems to be at times.
Celene |
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Goodness! What is it with all the fancy fonts, LOUD colors, and tiny type? 
And then complain that profiles don't get read? I read what I can see.
Let's be serious; make these things readable if you want them to be read.
When I come here to read profiles, I do so in order to find someone who fits me; I can't do so if I'm unable to read what you put here.
Oh... and don't get me started on the blanks.  |
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Dec. 28, 2007
It's time to look closely at the direction things are to take in the years to come.
For the record - I am not seeking a bisexual submissive or slave, I was simply stating the reason I listed My "straight" self as bisexual on this site. Doesn't mean that I act on it. (No more than stating that human beings are capable of deception makes me a deceiver or any number of examples of things that are personal choices.)
I do have yahoo and I will not "chat" on collarme. Don't ask.
Celene
CdeQueen
http://cdequeen.u.yuku.com/
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