Well,

CM still is sometimes a place one can be very lucky if they have patience yet still filled with pathetic doms who seem to think that the BDSM porn they watch is how the lifestyle really is, then they wonder why they are still single and still dreaming of a life they will likely never live.

I've been fortunate to have a few decent Masters contact both Master and I, to congratulate us, you know who you are, the rare few who truly hold the insight into what this lifestyle means.

I have noticed an influx of cheap woman, doing whatever they wish behind their husbands backs, I have to wonder if they see just how revolting they appear, just a little warning, your husband will find out, and when he does you will deserve all you get, risking someones sexual health and whoring yourself out online is so ugly I can't even begin to imagine what type of people would do this.

You reap what you sow, something to remember.

To those who very wrongly assume I must be a fake...

I'm sorry I'm not some ugly cow, and that I happen to have some decent photo's up, I know it may be hard for some who I assume are jealous or lacking in intelligence to come to such an easy conclusion.

I am very much and 100% real, and also 100% taken, if you can't handle this concept, find a BDSM porn site or something similar to entertain yourself rather than jumping to false assumptions about someone you don't know, and never will know.

Mittens

The day finally came and I am now also very happily married to my Master,

It was very busy, the morning more so with hair stylists, make-up artists and photographers following me around to capture each moment, there were a few little moments such as the cake not arriving and my father spilling the moet all over himself though memories such as these only make it more interesting.

The hummer limo was even more amazing than I could have imagined and the moment I spotted Master, as I walked down the isle, my arm linked with my fathers who gave me away, I felt I would cry, happy tears....it was such an amazing and beautiful moment, and even more so when they pronounced the words Husband and wife.

Master told me later, he nearly felt a tear come to his eye at how stunning I looked, which of course almost made me cry again, it had been stressful lead up but so worth it, all our family and friends were present to share our special day.

We spent a while in the King Penthouse suite at the Hilton, the room was so amazing, it must have had six separate rooms inside with a balcony which had stunning views of the city, I always have felt loved, know I am loved just as I love him, though never before have I felt so loved, so cherished as I did this day.

Thankyou Master, I am so very honored that you would choose to take me as your wife.

Seems yet again,

-Fake Doms- don't or truly never will what the words gift of submission or slavery mean, it does not make one less of a slave, what it means is before collared one is not your Master, and with this fact you are offering a gift, your life, no bows involved, but utter and complete trust of giving your everything to another and gaining not anger but peace and surrender in this ultimate devotion of your life, your everything to your Lord.

Shouldn't surprise me, hence why so many will remain single on this website, they live in fantasy, not cold hard reality.

I wish them all the best and luck as they certainly need it.

Always nice to know when you hit just the right nerve in someone, if one chooses to reply in an abusive manner this is all it proves, makes me laugh really.

There is such a lack of any real Doms on this site. I am now and will always be, eternally grateful, that I found a real Master, not a little boy who has no concept of this word.

Edited to add, I am now pleased to see I am featured in yet another journal, from those who just don't like to hear the cold hard truth, thank-you sluts, it is appreciated that you are thinking about me ;).

Less than four months until our wedding, I am so excited and proud to be the property and fiancee of the most amazing Master a girl could wish for.

I love You with my all Master, there is not greater pleasure than belonging to You, in knowing that with each day and until our dying day we will only continue to grow together, enjoy the beauty of our life together and cherish the many wonderful memories we already hold.

My Lord, my sole reason for living, I am truly grateful and so very excited to soon be Your slave wife, your friend, partner, Your all.

Seriously, what's with the writing on skin with marker obsession? not only is it amazingly tacky, it looks awful and only states the obvious, try a little subtlety, it works wonders.

On that note, I am growing increasingly disgusted with with the vulgar and trashy photo's some slaves/masters have up.

Sorry to break the news to you girls, but no matter what he may try to convince you with, if he displays you on a public site as a piece if trash he doesn't value or love you, if that's what your seeking then each to their own, personally I find it disgusting, did I say I was lucky to find my Lord? I should have said it was not only fate but a miracle, the amount of utter losers on this site simply astounds me, they have no concept at all what M/s is.

Perhaps try a little research or read a book, seems  most these masters with slaves in training need more training themselves, around 80% on this site are kinksters, and that is the sad truth, they may think they are in an M/s relationship but their words and actions prove otherwise, I wish all the true Masters and slaves luck, it is hard but there are some gems, you only need to dig through the dirt a little to find them.

Yay,

Was allowed a semi nude, classy of course and updated all my photo's, Master is far better than me and I thing He did an amazing job, Your slave loves You with all her heart Master xoxox

"What about the married men? They are all married to ice maidens who don't understand them, but don't care if they fuck around."

It goes both ways and I should have added that, also if the other person knows their husband/wife is sleeping with others well, more power to them, but that's not for me, it's the one's who deceive their partners, both men and women that I find disgusting, even Masters, I truly feel if they have a slave she should know if he's the kind of person who sleeps with others, slave or not, it's still cheating.

((added after a PM I received))

Apparently i am more than lucky, had the pleasure if reading yet another fool's profile who appeared to think by whoring women out and acting like a psychopath was being a Dominant, sad really yet obviously very deluded as to not even know the meaning of the word then proclaim to be one, i'd say i feel sorry for the girls who interact with these children but i can't because they choose to submit themselves to morons and because of this they get all they deserve.

How i found such a true and amazing Master sometimes i really don't know, even more so after reading some of the profiles on here which just make me laugh, it's become more of a place for entertainment for Master and i, some of the most interesting CM circus freaks i find are.

1. "doms" who are really only out get find pussy or had such a bad childhood/ past relationship that they have a desire to take it out on idiotic women who just sit there and allow them.

2. 22 year old princess domme's who have apparently somehow had 11 years experience and probably couldn't even dominate a cat, seriously, grow up and go back to school because it only makes people who really are into this lifestyle laugh.

3. Submissive's with no self respect for themselves at all, who are intent on calling themselves fuckmeat, cunts or some other profanity and feel it's a fantastic and new concept to show the entire world photo's of what's between their thighs, or random photo's of themselves having sex, most of the time unprotected, that is not submission, just for the few who don't know, that's nothing but a whore.

4. Married women on here to be treated like sluts, well I have some news, too late...you already are one, if your in a relationship and it's not working at least have some respect for yourself and your husband and leave him rather than risk infecting him with one of the many STD's you likely have.

5. Try hard women, aka transsexuals, more so the older one's.....some of the photo's i've seen of some with over the top make-up covering a wrinkly old mans face are so awful. Then there's the teen transsexuals who seem to have this little war going on between themselves, fighting over who looks the most like a girl...news flash, you have balls, your not a girl and you won't be young forever, in time you will be just like those mentioned above, a wrinkly old man in bad makeup and even worse lingerie, sad. Yes there are some who are very attractive but I feel for those, there's an imbalance, ie, I think they weren't meant to be a man which is sad because they look more beautiful than some women.

6. Sissy boys, fat old men wearing diapers and laying on a blanket holding a teddy bear with a pacifier in their mouths, sometimes i feel it has to be a joke but the awful reality is it isn't, grow some damn balls and act like a man, each time i see one of these photo's the first thing i feel like, is grabbing a bucket.

7. People who insist on having their penis or other private parts in their profile...we have all seen it before, and no-one wants to be confronted with something so disgusting as this when browsing CM, why bother because no-one will take you seriously and no-one cares what your bits look like, try your hand, it's probably all you will get.

8. Female supremacists who preach that the world would be better off without men, how much they hate them, how they are useless and the rest of the prattle i won't bother going into detail about, it does make me curious, how someone can think a man is so useless yet if it wasn't for men, none of us would be here, it's nothing more than a delusion, i suggest seeking help and fast.

9. Unrealistic masters and mistresses though more so masters who have this idea that a slave is nothing, a thing they can't love. marry or have as part of their family, were not in the middle ages guys, unless your looking for an object, every slave no matter what they say seek love, to love and be loved, unless it is casual play you will never find a long term slave that will accept this from a man she is giving her life to, and to think you deserve such a gift yet give nothing in return is just retarded.

Think that's about it for now, so thank you all for the entertainment, for the genuine people on here, i wish you all the best, sadly for those who are genuine it seems it is becoming harder all the time for someone real to show up.

Added a photo of the beautiful Tiffany engagement ring Master brought for me, i woke up this morning and was so surprised to see it on my finger, obviously it would be weird for a Master to get on on knee and propose, plus it's not like He needs permission either.

Lifestyle or not, i actually preferred how Master did it, it was different and beautiful, not cliche like how most propose, to us it is many things, an engagement ring, a vanilla collar of sorts so our family and friends can see how serious we are.

Because even though the collar around my neck and my real collar which is a piercing basically meant we were already married we couldn't tell people that, plus we both wanted to get married, He wanted me to be His slave wife and He even allowed me to come in and choose the ring, i am truly blessed in so many ways, He is amazing, more than amazing and i am truly grateful that i belong to Him.

i can't really explain how beautiful it makes me feel to know that i am His property too, unlike traditional relationships where the woman is just with her man, to me that is nowhere near as special, and the bond nowhere near as strong as that of a Master and slave.

Thank You Master, You are one of a kind, my Lord, and each day i only further look forward to sharing and devoting myself and my life to You.

Seems there's yet another influx of princess dommes...seriously, are they so uneducated that all they can think of is "Looking for little piggy's" or "You will treat me as the goddess I am"....though I admit I could have a lot of fun with them, Pro Domme at 18, they wouldn't even know how to Dominate a stuffed toy, it was amusing once however it's now just getting old.

I am pretty certain they simply copy paste each others profiles.

To the "Princess Whores" reading this, go back to school, get a real education and get a damn job instead of whoring yourself out on CM under the guise of a "financial domme"....or find a street corner so we don't have to be subjected to your repetitive prattle.

Went to see David Strassman last night, it was the first live show I have ever seen and it was truly amazing.

I was nervous but I managed to do it and Master was proud of me as I was of myself for doing it, he encourages you to take a funny photo of Ted E Bear so I will do something interesting with him at some stage.

We both slept in late though Master woke up before me, I just woke up and am still half asleep, we will be going shopping later when we are both more awake.

So,

You learn something new every day, leather relationships exist apparently where everyone starts as a sub so the masters in training can learn how to better care for a slave...

Personally for Master and i, it came naturally, He needed no training to understand me, nor did i to understand Him, if the bond is strong enough and the couple open then that is all you should need.

He is amazing with aftercare, He listens, knows when something is too, much, if something is upsetting me and all this without a word, the same happens for me, i can tell by His expression, His actions, His tone, even the tiniest thing how He may be feeling....i, like Master also don't need titles, we don't even call it the lifestyle really because it is us, who we are, who we have always been, how we were born and how we will remain forever...each to their own of course but to me it seems pointless or rather, shouldn't be needed.

To the lovely mistress who blocked me,

Thank you for the compliment, wild hare's are adorable and being compared to one is so sweet, their lean and have large beautiful eyes too...so yes, I suppose I am like one.

Due to the many confused slaves contacting me lately i'd like to break down a few key areas when it comes to choosing or finding the right Master.

1. Before a slave is collared she has every right to discuss with her potential Master limits, dynamics and even areas she is unsure of, a true Master will listen to a slave and reassure her, he will answer questions in a way that makes the slave comfortable. If he becomes angry or defensive, declares he may do whatever he wishes simply because he proclaims to be a master my advice is to move on, if you do not wear his collar then he has no right to order you to do anything, this is the initial stage where both parties decide on a dynamic that works for them and the potential slave has just as much right for input as the potential master does. Men such as these live in a fantasy world and have no concept of what a slave truly is, nor will they ever find what they seek.

2. A slave is a person too, a woman who is property yes but also in most cases desires affection, love, care and someone to guide her through her journey, to have a Master who wishes to have her flourish rather than wilt. A master who feels his slave has no say in anything or rather offers her no right to have a say is nothing but inconsiderate. Unless the slaves request is unreasonable there should be no reason her thoughts or feelings shouldn't be taken into account, this only shows a selfish and childish man who allows his insecurity and lack of knowledge on slavery to blur reality and in the long term will only result in an unhappy slave and eventually a master without a slave.

3. A Master should of course primarily be a slaves Master for that is the main dynamic of this lifestyle however a master who cannot love, show affection or treat his slave as a human also is no master at all. The lifestyle is a wonderful and beautiful thing, the dynamic unlike anything else yet with this comes many things such as friendship, a bond, a Master should always put his slave before all others, she should be his most important and prized possession, not simply an object to be thrown to the side or treated as an animal (pet play excluded ;) ) as he wishes, unless of course the people involved are on a part time basis and not in a serious M/s relationship.

4. Honesty, i cannot stress this point enough, if a master is speaking to other females without your knowledge then what is he hiding? a master should always include his slave in his activities, without trust you will only have a relationship doomed to diminish. As his most prized property he should love to share his activities with his slave, to enjoy them with her as part of life together, leaving a slave out only means he doesn't truly value her as an important part of his life.

5. Lastly, if in doubt ask, don't let things simmer or think he will change for he will not change. It is better to have no master at all than to have one you are unhappy with, you as a slave are giving your life to this person, your all, he should be your Master, your Lord, your everything, and if he is not acting as a master should then the gift you are so generously giving is simply going to waste. A master who gets angry when asked questions, won't listen or shrugs you off has no care for your feelings and is not worth your time. Masters such as these seek objects, objects and slaves are two very different type of people, find who is perfect for you and don't ever settle for second best as i have done so in the past, it will not work, forgot to add, be wary of masters who set certain rules and how things will be with you before being collared then try to change them later, sorry but it doesn't work this way, if changes are made after the collaring both parties should have a say.

If a master needs more than one, ask yourself this, why? are you not good enough for him or is he just using this title to get as much pussy as he can, because when it comes right down to it, a real Master, should love, cherish and be happy with one slave only, not just temporarily but forever (unless of course both parties agreed to poly in the beginning).

Hope this sheds some light on the many questions i have been asked, feel free to message me if you need support...the slaves that is, i'm always happy to help another out, offer advice or simply be there as a friend.

I'd like to say a thank you from both Master and i to the rare few who sent polite messages about our upcoming Marriage and dynamic, who understand or try to rather than judge or have no manners without knowing the couple and how their relationship works.

Every relationship is different and it is not only wrong but shows lack of intelligence and understanding of the lifestyle to judge another when it is their life to live in a way they have chosen to do so.

A slave is a slave yes, property yet when meeting a potential Master guidelines are set, both parties speak for some time to discuss and decide if they are compatable, after the collaring then the rules set by the Master apply, a Master has every right to decide to allow His slave decisions, to spoil, love and see her as a person also.

There is a time and place for everything and even M/s relationships have aspects where the couple will shop together, watch movies, laugh together and just enjoy each others company, it's about mutual respect and both give but in different ways, unless of course you are after an object with no rights or have a slave who does not wish to be treated as above but most don't and to say someone is less of a slave for being treated as such or a Master is less of a Master for allowing His slave certain options is simply lack of education of the lifestyle.

wow,

amazing how many clueless "masters" there are on this site, sticking their noses into business they do not understand nor a dynamic they will ever be lucky enough to have.

Perhaps again they need to study a little history, many appear to have no concept on what a slave is, it's no wonder there's so many single men here.

i feel more than lucky to have met my Master, He is truly one in a million, He really gets it, while so may fail to and will perhaps continue to do so forever, this is their loss.

In the mean time i will be enjoying my relationship, as my Masters most prized property.

Part of me feels the many impolite doms who contact me are simply envious as i will not be shared out by my Master nor will He allow explicit photo's, well sorry boys but i'm a prized possession, for my Owners eyes only.

mittens.

Thank you Master,

Today is our one year anniversary, i am so happy and proud to be Your slave, Your everything.

Words can never express my devotion, my love to You, my life forever will be Yours.

So thankful that You accepted me, wished to own me and allowed me to be Your slave, not only for now but forever.

i added a photo of the beautiful roses Master brought for me, and i am also being taken out for dinner tonight in celebration.

i am truly am lucky, to belong to and always sit at Your feet Master, i love You with everything that i have.

Your slave forever,

mittens.

I am so excited, Master allowed me to be put on the waiting list for a tan black masked English Mastiff boy.....the wait is killing me, the female should be pregnant again soon but then I need to wait until he is born and also old enough to come home with me.

I know I won't ever feel nervous during my night walks in the park again ^.^.

Just added a photo of the scalpel work Master did for me...and a little photo of my python and I <3.

A beautiful carving of my pet name "Mitts" done by Master on my bottom and a brand new Canon EOS 600D plus lots of cuddles, a beautiful card and dinner at one of Perth's finest restaurants all for my birthday today, what more could a slave want?.

I am so excited about tonight, waiting on the camera battery to charge is hard but it gives me much time to read the many instructions, I know I will have so much fun with it <3.

Wow,

How many times must I say it...my puppy mask was custom made by a friend for me, so I'd have something unique, I'm sorry to all those who ask and ask repeatedly however I won't be sharing this information.

Though I wish you all the best in finding one of your own.

Beauty.

So, we have a voice activated talking alarm clock that ignores me, a smart television that's smarter than me, a  GPS which tells us the directions to go home when were out on occasion and temperature controlled LCD lights on our taps, red for hot and blue for cold that work when they decide to.

Someone once told me a quote "Technology, fixing problems we never had before" which I find both funny and sometimes true...though even funnier is Master at 6am arguing with a talking alarm clock, when it decides to disobey a command.

After yet another day of random collar-me browsing i yet again realize how so very lucky i am, how beautiful i feel in my slavery to my Master.

Loved, cherished and cared for i am proud to belong to Him, humbled yet strong, sensual at His feet.

Two large cushions are placed before the coffee table, my form sinking into the lush fur while the warm air from the air-conditioning drifts across my skin, i touch the smooth eternity collar about my neck, yet another reminder of my devotion, my offering of my life to my owner.

The steel warm but sturdy, the strength reminding me of our bond, eternal and unbreakable.

my belly aches softly at His absence though i wait patiently for His return as i do each day He must leave for the office, the ache replaced by a soft fluttering akin to the dusky wings of a butterfly, patting gently against a windowpane as the minutes tick by, the time for His return only growing closer, yearning to again be at His side.

Clouds darken the sky today, in turn shrouding the room with shadow, broken only by the gentle light brought forth from the many candles placed about the room, a subtle vanilla scent emits from them, filling the air, bringing forth further calm, soothing as it reaches my senses.

Like silk, my recently washed hair cascades down past my shoulders, bare skin scented with oils from my daily spa, assuring always that i am pleasing in all ways to my Master, my naked form equally as smooth, no chill reaches me, skin as warm as the pillows i lounge upon.

Peace fills me, this knowing that i will forever be loved, respected and owned by Master, doubts and fears have long since left me, i fear nothing for i know i am safe, safe in the knowledge that i will be His love, His property, His partner, will surrender my all, will belong to Him until my dying day.

Funny how many submissive people on this site just have no idea whatsoever what submission truly means.

Of course, for everyone it means something very different, the fundamentals remain the same but like it every relationship small things will differ.

Yet to have such steadfast views and to impose these as law is simply delusional, more so when said people have very obviously failed history and have no idea what they are speaking about.

Slaves in history, no matter the history were never only seen as "livestock", even ancient times Masters loved their slaves, sent them on holidays, bestowed them with expensive gifts, positions of power and yes even married them where the slave would have her Masters child.

Some slaves were so highly cherished that guards were put in place to protect them, to ensure their safety because while yes they were still property, they were prized property.

There were many kinds of slaves, and some were treated as nothing but cattle yet to say they all were and to say that a slave cannot be loved or friends with her Master or to do so makes her less of a slave and him less of a Master is pure delusion and only shows the musings of one with little to no education.

Saddens me really,

So many Dominants, or rather, apparent Dominants on this site who have no idea what the words even mean, what it entails, the beauty, the love and the effort that it takes to take on literally the life of another.

To love and protect, care for, nurture guide and correct a slave, to embrace this most amazing gift and gain happiness in watching this person under their control only grow and flourish into the slave they wish them to be.

I put it down to insecurity and those who are lacking in their own life, perhaps they feel that by treating others as rubbish it somehow makes them superior when it is in fact the opposite, it makes them appear as they truly are, weak and small minded, like a child with a toy, still growing and not having the maturity yet to grasp how it works, they see the outside yet the true inner workings, dynamics and all that comes with the lifestyle they are blind to.

Ten years time they will still be sitting at their computer screens, working their blue collar jobs and trying though insult to make their meager lives that little bit better, people such as this are akin to algae floating on the surface of the gene pool of society.

B.

Greetings all,

I have added a little more to my website, musings perhaps, true stories and a few recent photo's, I hope you enjoy such as much as I enjoy creating it.

Beauty.

http://www.sacrificiallamb.net/blog.html

Greetings and thank you to all those who send such kind compliments.

Both my Master and I appreciate them.

I'm still very much enjoying my puppy play and exploring deeper into the world of knife play, slowly but am beginning to enjoy it far more.

In regard to my puppy hood, it was a custom design made for someone who very graciously shared it and allowed me to have one made however they don't wish for me to share this information, I do apologize.

Beauty.

Went to the hairdresser again today, my hair is now finally near white and looks stunning, I have a pixie cut temporarily but love it though I know it won't last as Master prefers longer hair, I hadn't noticed just how bad my hair had been until I went back and had it styled once more, though it did need a break too.

It was just in time to go out for dinner tonight, which was awesome, though I am happy to be home relaxing with Master once more, I am the luckiest girl to have him, could life ever be more perfect? I doubt it ^.^.

wow, so many profiles with "looking for number two" or "Master will use who he likes" guess I'm lucky to have found not only the one but a Master who only needs and wants me, gets all he requires from me and has no desire to touch another sexually, though he will give pain to other subs we play with that's as far as it goes ;).

I'm permitted to play with them, for his pleasure and mine but there will only ever be one slave collared and living in our house and that's me, his one and only slave and so much more, for life.

*squeals*

My puppy hood finally arrived and is amazing, Master loves it as much as I and I feel very beautiful in it, secure and playful, sensual as Master runs his hands across my back.

I'm not permitted to walk while in it for obvious reasons, the locking mitts arrived too which are fun and frustrating at the same time.

I love them too though and know we are both going to enjoy the puppy play a lot together.

I added some photo's of me wearing it with permission from my Master.

The hood is custom made for me, I prefer it to be an original piece and remain that way sorry.

Small update but no new photo's yet, I will get around to it when I'm no longer being lazy :).

http://www.sacrificiallamb.net/default.html

The new room is finally under way,

Master brought three huge cushions, one, the biggest one is so large it nearly covers the entire floor, the other two are big as well, sinking into them is like heaven, I'm looking forward to when the television is put up, it's so easy to fall asleep in, I have three times already.

Ever felt like your dreaming, I think I do every day but the very real and constant presence of my Master brings me back to reality, I am the luckiest girl on earth to be loved and owned by him.

Beauty.

I do have to laugh,

All these so called Doms who say they will not be your lover, will not be your husband, friend etc etc.

Sorry but that's  not a Master either, for a real Master knows what a slave truly is and that is everything not one thing, want simply an object, buy a blow up doll for I'm afraid it is all men such as this will get.

Beauty.

Greetings all,

Finally my puppy play items are on the way, one is custom made and will take slightly longer than the others but it will be so much fun when they arrive, Master is making one of the spare rooms into a relaxation/lounge/day room with huge cushions, a wall mounted TV, bar fridge and secret closet to lock me in for times out, we will have a cage for the same thing too but both will have their own purposes, I'm so excited of the thought of laying in his lap dressed as a puppy and just basking in the beauty of belonging to him.

Once the puppy gear arrives I'll, once given permission add puppy play photo's to my website.

We did more scalpel play lately too, I should be able to add some photo's along with a blog of my experience tomorrow, it hurt and will hurt far more next time but so worth it, the pain is beautiful.

Other than that, not much else has happened, waiting on eight strip weights for my outer labia piercings, again, I can't wait for them to arrive, should be having six more piercings too, six subdermals, three on each side of my hips :).

Master G's Angel.

http://www.sacrificiallamb.net/default.html

Just a quick re-post to my site for those who asked :)

www.sacrificiallamb.net

I just wanted to say thankyou again for all the wonderful comments Iv'e had, both my Master and I appreciate them, again, I'm just unable to reply to other Doms.

Beauty.

Yay, finally my website is up and mostly running, I think I will be the only one posting on my forums but it was so much fun to create :)

http://www.sacrificiallamb.net/

Sometimes...

I am still awed that I found the one, my Master, my Partner

My everything and that this man is everything I had ever wanted and more

That I will spend the rest of my life collared as His brings tears to my eyes

Our bond only grows stronger every day, the love always deepening

I look forward to the eternity we will spend together as partners and friends

But most importantly, as Master and slave.

It never fails to amaze me upon reading some of the apparent dominants profiles here, so obvious they have little clue what it truly is to own, cherish and love a slave.

I hear so many make mention of making mistakes and how such a slave will be dismissed.

A slave is never simply this and if you believe so then perhaps you require a mirror, look at yourself far more clearly and correct your flaws for surely any dom thinking in such a manner is no dom at all.

A slave is her Masters property, his friend, lover, partner, confidant, she is his all. A possesion to be cherished, protected, cared for and adored.

Imagine the most precious stone known to man, one of a kind, rare in it's beauty and this is how the slave should be viewed, not as an object to be treated like trash, but your most valued possesion which you would do anything to protect, care for and love.

Too many see a slave as nothing, a cleaner, a cheap object to share amongst others, it's a shame that such a beautiful gift, by some can be seen as and treated so cheaply.

I just wanted to say thankyou,

To those who have sent me messages, my Master and I appreciate the beautiful compliments and congratulations on our relationship.

I do read them, I'm just unable to respond to Doms without permission.

Thankyou again and I wish you all the same luck in finding that special someone.

A beautiful song I found by chance by VNV Nation.

I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand, Please, don't cry now

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else, who would comprehend?
But some that do, lay claim that
Divine purpose blesses them
That's not what I believe, it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last, I'm still not sure
What I do know is, to us the world is different
As we are to the world but, I guess you would know that.

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you

"When the future proved to be a cruel place, no evidence of a better past would exist and therefore the loss would be less painful"

Lessons I have learnt during my time on CM.

- If it seems too good to be true chances are it is.

- Most are not who they seem, liars and fakes seem to be abundant though the good news is you do learn in time to pick them out, it's not hard.

- It's never you, that's right, don't think you have done something wrong and don't ever allow someone to make you beleive you have, if somone wants you they want you, simple really, if you express your concerns and receive anger in response run, in the other direction, a dom should always be understanding.

- Beauty, intelligence, understanding of the lifestyle, none of this matters, I have found through trial and error that most relationships here lead to one thing, hurt, though we all learn too, not to make the same mistakes again.


Just a few words of advice :) I am currently working on a relationship and am posative everything is going well, no doms at this time please.

The nearer she came to death, the more, by some perversity of nature, did she enjoy living.

- Ellen Glasgow