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Seize the day. Tomorrow has no guarantee. I am a passionate person. I simply want to be happy and make someone else happy.

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1/10/2011 3:24:11 PM

Well back to the old drawing board.  I think I'm going to embrace my singleness and stay that way for a while.  Yup...thats it!


12/1/2010 1:19:33 AM
My life is still crazy, but I am incredibly happy!  That sums it up pretty well. 

11/21/2010 3:32:54 AM

It is nice to have a quiet personal triumph, even if one day at a time, when you find freedom from your past and those associated with or causing the negativity that plagued ones life.


11/14/2010 1:10:52 AM

A good thing has happened (I believe).  I have been trying to get someone out of my life for sometime.  Someone I knew was unhealthy for my mental state to have in my life.  I tried many times to distance myself from this person.  At times I even begged to have some compassion and leave me be.  I'd get a little breathing room, then said person would reappear and the cycle would start again.  I believe, finally, my life is free of this person.  YAY!!


11/3/2010 5:58:33 AM

I grow weary of seeing the term "true sub" and "true slave".  Where are the definitions for these terms?  As in a Webster definition.  There isn't one?? Hmmm, interesting.  I didn't think so. 

There is also dominant(s) who claim to be the "real deal" simply because they have photos with their names stamped all over them.  Ok, I'm convinced (that you are probably an idiot)

Then there are the ones looking for 24/7 domestic slaves.  Oh boy, oh boy.  Sign me up for that one. 

I'm on a roll today.


10/26/2010 2:54:10 AM

How is it that someone can have a concept of this "lifestyle" as it is so commonly called, that it is about living in some fantasy?  All the time.  I can absolutely go to that place, be drawn in.  But the me in the physical world has to be in the right place to go there.  I don't see how someone can tell you things as it pleases them in their ideal place, but then not have a meaning in the real world.  If I say I love you, then it's not just in  lala land.  I cannot use and manipulate another persons emotions like that.  It is a wonder I'm still sane. 


8/24/2010 7:27:59 AM
One day at a time.  That's what I'm trying to convince myself.  It will get better.  Right?

8/22/2010 11:59:21 PM
Why does everything have to be so complicated.  *sigh*

11/28/2009 1:56:40 PM
Life is throwing me so many fast balls at the same time, all I can do is duck and hope for the best.  Decisions and changes to be made.  What path does my future hold.  It's always nice to have someone, even a disinterested stranger, to babble and laugh with.  Thanks!

11/15/2009 1:27:55 PM

Some days I question whether there are any signs of intelligent life on this planet.


9/11/2009 9:37:51 PM
Life is truly an adventure.  No one ever said it would always be good, or even fun.  I've had my share of the not so good, not so fun, lately.  Today, though, has proven yet again that when you least expect it, something good can happen.  Today, I find myself on the threshold of a new adventure.  I find myself smiling until my cheeks hurt.  Laughing at small things.  Nervous and excited with anticipation.  Most evident, deep heat burning inside with unspent desire.  The prospect of meeting the needs of another, being useful, being important, being special.  I'm giddy.  It's almost like Christmas.  I have a feeling it's going to be something worth the time, the effort and the wait.

9/1/2009 5:44:43 PM

Being sick sucks.  It does remind me, though, how a few simple words from someone can brighten your day.


8/27/2009 8:10:11 PM
Some days, I just don't feel like slaying dragons.  Actually, I feel more like throwing myself upon the mercy of the sword.  I hate that I have days that I really need someone to pull me together and point me in the right direction.  I hate that I put too much faith in people and keep getting let down.  *doh*

8/27/2009 6:35:05 AM
I've been thinking alot about what it is that I "want".  Some days I couldn't begin to tell you.  I revised my list of likes and dislikes.  I removed most "kink" related activities.  I really have very few limits, but I've also found that what I am willing and able to do with someone really depends on that person.  Who would have thought that at this age, I'd still be evolving.  I have realized that I am an ever changing person, hopefully becoming better.

8/23/2009 6:50:30 PM
It's the start of a new week.  Kids are back in school...yeahhhh!!  A little time to myself again.  I am also looking forward to seeing someone special again very soon.  Nervous, excited, anxious.  *happy dance*

8/21/2009 2:18:25 PM
Chaos does abound in all aspects of my life.  But I believe, truly, that something good lies just around the corner.

8/17/2009 7:51:49 PM
Utter and complete exhaustion.  Stressed to the max.  I can only be one person, but work seems to think I am 5.  Physically and emotionally drained.  I need a cuddle buddy, badly.  Spank me then crawl in bed and hold me, please.

8/12/2009 10:31:13 PM
As always, I vent, take a couple days then cool down and feel better.  Although, my stress level is extreme from my work realm.  Things are not always what they seem.  And tomorrow always is another day.  There is hope.

8/10/2009 3:38:09 PM
Why does everything have to be so complicated?  Everything seems to be a game to most people.  Jumping through this hoop, to find myself balancing on his ledge, jumping from there to another rooftop, only to find out I'm just at the starting gate.  Is it possible for t hings to be a little simpler?  Can I be special to just one person?  Someone who isn't already involved with someone else?  When it comes to this, I don't wanna be the runner up.

8/5/2009 6:15:58 AM
Woo hoo!!  I have fans!!  I've got hate mail because I posted names.  FYI, I don't post all names.  If I did that, I'd have run out of room a long long time ago.  What is the most amusing is that the hate mail person is too much of a coward to message me under his real name.  He has created one posing as a female sub then deleted it after sending the message.  Amusing.  And boo hoo, I'm not Cinderella, I'm an ugly step sister.  Poor me.

7/22/2009 8:51:05 AM
anticipation.......waiting.......it is a true sadistic torture.......a serious mindfuck.

7/20/2009 11:28:11 PM
Peace is truly precious.  It is something I find a take for granted.  True peace and contentment.  I've had moments of it here and there.  Then I find myself back inside the wheel, running in place, getting nowhere again.  Then for whatever reason, something happens to give me this gift.  If only for a moment, peace and contentment is priceless. 

7/16/2009 7:04:22 PM
As much as I want something "good" to happen in my life, I am glad to say I am not jealous and hateful to those that have been blessed with these things.  It makes me happy to see good people enjoy good things, especially love and companionship.  It gives me hope.  It's like Cinderella and Snow White.  Feel good stuff.  My UM's came home today after 3 weeks with their dad.  I have not been without a kid for that long since I had kids.  I missed them and realize how blessed I am to have them.  Tomorrow, I am going to witness the marriage of a co-worker.  Today, I saw an old friend. I babysat her kids when I was in high school.  They are all grown now with kids of their own.  She also went through a divorce after many years of marriage.  She had some of the same mistakes I find myself making.  The she found the one she was meant to have and has true happiness again.  All in all, I do consider myself blessed.  My life may not be where I want it to be.  Compared to alot, my life isn't all that.  Compared to alot, my life is charmed.  I'll keep on going.  I know not what tomorrow brings.  Some people don't get a tomorrow. 

7/14/2009 10:56:38 AM

Hoping I don't hex myself for saying it, but maybe, just maybe, there is a little hope for humanity.  Oh, and I love Family Guy.  It may not be "intelligent", but it is very amusing.  Laughter makes me feel good.  So do spankings. 


7/9/2009 7:09:51 AM
I am always greatful for helpful advice.  More than happy to hear about experiences, both positive and negative.  I am a very open person and seeking to learn.  But I'd love to have a taser to zap the people who start out a message to me saying something about don't give up or why do you want to give up, then follow it with, lets talk and see if we are compatable.  Geez.  Here's your sign.

7/8/2009 10:40:23 AM

I think I just stepped in stupid goo again.  I really need to watch where I am going much more closely.  *DOH*


7/4/2009 1:31:26 PM
Happy 4th to everyone....be safe!   Today, I celebrate my independence.  The fact that being on my own, being myself, belonging to me, is a good thing.  It is ok to be these things.  I accept myself and love myself for who I am. 

For those who have asked, no, I really haven't given up hope.  I have allowed my frustration to surface and explode.  I am still irritated by some people, but then, I always will be.  I will find someone.  Or I won't.  And I will accept which ever it is.  Life is too short to spend my time unfruitfully being angry at people who don't even give me a second though.  I may have lost a battle....but I will win in the end.

7/2/2009 7:49:25 AM
Interesting that I receive a message from a Dom on here telling me that I shouldn't have to change for anyone, that I should just be myself.  He says he calls himself a lord, because he's better than a Master, then tries to push poly off on me, when it is obvious on my profile I have no interest.  He whines at me..."but you say that you are bi".  Yes, so what.  That doesn't mean I want to be in a relationship where some guy just wants more than one woman for sex.  Ugh.

7/1/2009 6:02:53 AM
It's now later in the day.  I fought a good fight I think.  I made it through most of the day before I let things get to me.  That is an improvement over letting it get me early in the day.  But this evening, I get messaged by a nilla friend that I had stopped talking to.  He was looking for a piece of ass.  We stopped speaking on bad terms the last time and he had the nerve to message me because he was horny.  And he kept pushing.  So now I am aggrivated over that and the continuing saga of my "Master".  Onward I go..never give up, never surrender. 


Today is a new day, a new month, another new beginning.  I work up early and my power was off.  I have to be to work in an hour and I'm not sure how I'm going to get there.  I could very easily already be losing it, but I refuse to give in that easily.  I don't have to be a victim to anyone or anything.  *Yes I am giving myself a pep talk already* 

I will update as the day goes on.  This should be interesting.  Again, I want to thank those I traded messages with extensively yesterday especially that Brit girl, spice, who made me laugh so much.

6/30/2009 12:47:20 PM
I am no less frustrated today than I was yesterday.  My head is still a jumbled mess.  But, so far, I'm not quite as irate.  I am really appreciative of those who have written to me and allowed me to vent.  It helps to know that someone understands.  It also helps to know that everyone that wrote me agrees with my feelings. 

I swear to myself, I will learn more this time.  I will be happy with me.  And if that means being alone, then so be it.  No more settling for less just to be with the wrong person. 

And just on the slightest chance that He might read this.....Charles...I care very much for you, but I cannot compromise what I know I need.  If that means moving on, then I will. 

6/29/2009 6:47:06 PM
So...He says He wont write on His profile that He owns me and I'm not supposed to write on my profile about Him.  Because every time He has written someone's name in His profile, something happens and they break up and He doesnt wan't to feel like an idiot again.  Besides, it's no one elses business who He is with.  Am I wrong for being bothered by this?  He says that His friends and family all know about me, so who cares what people on here think.   UGH.  He probably won't read this anyway.

6/28/2009 12:35:37 PM
I AM FEELING BITTER AND VERY JADED..BEWARE.

Communication....the key to the success of almost anything.  Communication...the thing that always seems to be lacking in my "relationships".  People won't talk.  Or they talk about the weather.  They won't express their feelings.  They say...well I was planning something, but I guess I won't now.  I am suppose to sit with my life on hold in hopes someone is going to "surprise" me with something.  It seems I do alot of sitting and waiting.  Why????

6/7/2009 1:19:42 PM
Sometimes I'm a little slow on the uptake. But I have come to the conclusion that  some people are so completely delusional that not only do they expect others to believe the lies they tell, they actually believe they are telling the truth.  Even when the true physical facts prove them wrong.  Enough on that.

I love my days off.  The days that I have so many things I should be doing, but I end up just being lazy and enjoying it.

Being in touch with someone.  Looking forward to hearing from them again.  Talking about good things, real things, nothings.  Feeling good, just knowing. 

6/4/2009 7:47:07 PM
It is a nice thing to have a great day.  Basking in the afterglow of wonderful feelings.  Being truly "in touch" with your soul....the mind, body and soul truly being in sync.  One day, the body will also hopefully glow with the spent energy of passion.  Until then, my mind embraces the inner fervor and the joy it brings.  ~the angelic one

5/23/2009 1:13:06 AM
I am extremely guilty of inpatience.  I try to push things forward, make things happen, that really can't be forced.  I hate waiting.  I always have, and I might as well admit, I probably always will.

However, I do find, occasionally, I will go through periods of time where I am able to back off and let things sit.  I am finally there again.  And it is actually rather peaceful.

On more than one occasion, I have found myself in a bad "relationship" simply because I felt I had to be in one or I wasn't complete.  That I'd rather be with the wrong person, than alone.   Logic has always told me this is wrong, but both sides of my brain don't always agree and are often at odds to the point of not even communicating with one another. 

Peacefully, I am able to say, for the moment, I am content to just let each day pass and take what comes and goes.  Stop, be still, listen.  Not pushing or forcing anything.  As much as I hate being alone, it is a nice feeling to just be true to myself, see myself as I really am, not though the eyes of another.  That I have value.  Period. 

4/30/2009 8:37:48 AM
Troll, they irk me.  They do come with the territory, I deal.

Poly trolls....piss me off.  It's one thing for a single person to be looking for an easy piece of ass (which I'm NOT).  It's quite another to broadcast to the world that you are already in a relationship and think, for whatever reason, you deserve more

I am NOT knocking poly.  I know there are alot of really functional poly relationships.  I was in one (vanilla-ish).  I simply know it doesn't work well for me.  Why won't people respect that?  Why should I have to explain to a couple why we aren't compatable?

I am sure this posting will get me some negative feedback and that is fine.  And yes, I've been called fat, ugly and/or bitch more than once.  If you have something negative to say, at least be creative.

4/27/2009 6:36:12 AM
A public vow to myself - I will no longer fall into those disasterous relationship traps.  I cannot and will not be a "private" pleasure.  If for some reason another feels the need to keep me hidden from the world, then he (or she) needs to find someone who is willing to be hidden.  I figure there is some reason one wants to hide another.  And 9 times out of 10, there is a third party involved.  (Well technically that person would likely be the second person, me being the third, or fourth or 15th).  I can stand on my own two feet, alone. 

I will add that I am not referring to shouting to the world "hey guess what we do".  I would not pretend to not know a "friend" just because of the type of friend they are.  *gah*. 

4/21/2009 7:22:40 PM
CM's message boards rock!  Aside from the knowledge and information I have obtained, some of the people who hang out over there are a total riot.  I know, its not for everybody, but I love it over there.

4/16/2009 7:33:31 PM

I really wish people would have someone else proof read their profiles and messages before posting and sending with so many spelling errors. 


4/11/2009 6:01:45 PM
Every day that goes by, I learn so much more about myself.  I see what has been hidden beneath my surface for so many years.  I see what my true nature is.  I see what I have fought to keep back, even though I didn't know what it was that I was fighting against.

I awoke to a new day today seeing things so much differently than I did yesterday.  And I have no rational reason as to why.  Epiphany...a word I have heard alot lately.  The latest is that yes, I can take pain and punishment.  I can release my will to that of a Master.  But I do not have to release myself to that pain and punishment when it is not done in love and caring.  When it is born of hate and resentment, I must remain unwavering.  Regardless of my love for any man, I will not let him destroy me. 

4/9/2009 9:02:08 AM

It is quite amazing what you can see when you see  yourself in someone elses eyes. 


4/8/2009 6:48:12 AM
Getting coaxed to cross over those hurdles...ahhh the bliss.  The reward, those two amazing words.  Good girl. 

4/2/2009 10:30:56 AM
Someone pointed out that even though my actual profile says I am not looking, and that I am happily in a relationship, I had not updated my journal entries.  So here ya go.  I'm not looking.  Thank you.

12/10/2008 9:32:26 PM
Hugs and kisses to Daddy.....xoxoxo  thank you for constantly remaining.

12/8/2008 5:36:18 PM

this is one of those days i wonder why i even bother getting out of bed...oh yeah...because even when i try to sleep...i dont rest....i dream....unhappy, unsettling, disturbing things.  i'm talking life in general. 


12/5/2008 9:41:50 AM
I'm glad I didn't completely give in to the desire to fall for someone.  Before I had the chance, he proved he would have destroyed my heart.  So I suppose I got the answer to my question.

*******MOVING ON*********

I really to love CM for the simple reasons that there are some really great, entertaining people on here.  Some that encourage, some that just simply entertain me and make me laugh.  It does a heart good to be able to vent frustrations and know the other person completely understands.

I also love the message boards.  Seeing people with much worse issues than I can almost imagine.  Illnesses, hurts, things frightening.  But engagements, marriages, falling in love, all the wonderful things that life can give.  It's a great place to be overall.

11/27/2008 9:01:47 AM
This is an age old question, but how do you get past prior hurts and trust issues, to give your trust to someone, in hopes that they will not hurt you?  I am not even speaking in the context of just a D/s M/s relationship, just a relationship in general.  Feelings begin building for someone with whom you have been conversing for a while.  You want to let those feelings out, give them away to that particular person, however, you want to know that your heart will be handled with care, your feelings truly treasured and mutual feelings returned. 

11/22/2008 9:25:09 PM
Again, I am so very thankful to those who reach out their hands in friendship and concern.  Offering a hand to hold, wisdom to guide or a shoulder to lean on.  There truly are great bonds to be found in this "realm" we choose to explore and live.  Masters/Mistresses who offer their help as equals, subs and slaves who have the strength and knowledge to guide.  My deepest and sincerest thanks to all. 

11/21/2008 6:29:03 AM
Maybe today will shed some light.  Lighten the load of confusion, uncertainty and indecision.

11/19/2008 4:11:50 PM
Can life get any more confusing?  I don't know what to do.

11/17/2008 4:52:34 PM
Have you ever been at a loss for words, simply because anything you say seems to not even come close to matching up to how you feel?  I can no longer come up with words to give even a fraction of the meaning that He is to me.  He is yet to physically touch me, yet, I am bound by Him, bound to Him.  Even without chains or ropes.  I crave Him, just as my body craves air and water.  I am blessed beyond measure to be  His.

Thank You yet again Sir.

Your precious pet

11/16/2008 9:13:48 PM
I now can say I enjoy every day because everyday brings a new revelation to me about the One who has chosen me to belong to Him.  Sir....HardDom4Pet...has given me so much in such a short time already.  He gently leads me, shows me new things.  I long so much for the day i can feel Him, smell Him, taste Him.  Feel His fingers brush against my skin.  His ropes binding me.  Thank You Sir.....my eternal dedication, adoration and gratitude.

Your precious pet

11/14/2008 7:07:05 PM
My life has been changed.  I feel like a new person.  There is a deep rooted sense of peace and contentment within me.  And it is all because of Him.  My heart races when i hear His voice.  It soothes my fears, yet causes a longing deep inside, a heat within me.  The true calling within me to ask, how can i be of pleasure to Him?  To say to Him, i am Yours Sir.  Use me for Your pleasure.  To feel his hands burn on my skin.  The exquisite torture of being bound by His hands.  Today i took my first step of obedience toward Him.  Something simple, yet so meaningful.  I long for Him, i lust for Him.  Thank You Sir for completing me.

Your precious pet

11/12/2008 9:05:45 PM

What an amazing day! 


11/11/2008 11:12:11 AM
It's really nice to have some sunshine to carry you through a cold, rainy day. 

11/10/2008 11:27:47 AM

because of the great many people who have messaged me after reading, i feel compelled to add this  since my previous posts.  i have had some revelation, primarily within myself.  i realize some of the problem i have had and am perfectly at peace about it.  i am not down or depressed, i actually feel very good.  thank you so very much to everyone who reads this and especially to those who have offered advice and/or encouragement. 


i think i have finally figured something out.  If i cannot have a "regular/vanilla world" type conversation with You, and be comfortable with You in that manner, then i am never going to be when things get deeper and more intense.  If i cannot see You as a person, then it's not going to work.  i am going for the long haul here, and i cannot saddle myself with someone who expects me to be kneeling to you or by you or this and that and the other all the time when i feel like i dont have permission to breath or use the bathroom and so on.  i present myself as a new/inexperienced sub, NOT a slave.  i may ultimately be a slave if He is truly Mister WOnderful, but allow me the time to get there.  please....it's a humble request, and i don't feel it's that out of line.


11/8/2008 6:23:59 PM
I do not understand my own actions.  The things I want to do, I do not but I do the things I detest.

My paraphrase.  Anyone who actually gets this and knows where it originated, please message me.  We might actually get somewhere.

11/6/2008 10:27:16 PM
why do we write these narratives on these profiles?  i'm not talking about these journal entries, but the paragraphs up above the journal.  it seems, we are trying to inform others about ourselves, our likes, dislikes, what we hope to achieve.  so then why does someone start out this narrative by calling themselves attractive.  personally, i consider that egotistical.  if some guy starts out calling himself attractive, then thats gonna turn me off right there.  the vast majority of the "pretty" people i have known, that think they are all that, are not nice people to know.  humility says more than anything.   because how you perceive yourself isn't going to give you what you want or keep you warm at night, or put more miles on your flogger *chuckle*

11/6/2008 8:27:51 AM
Thank you to all those who have offered words of encouragement.  My deepest, humble thanks to Lady Heather and pleasure, and to the Sirs who directed me to them.  It is wonderful to know that what i have been feeling isn't unusual.  To know that these feelings will pass and i can and will grow at the hands of the One i am meant to serve. 

11/3/2008 8:23:55 PM
life is crazy, but i'm actually pretty happy. 

one thing that i hate about people, anyone, is whining.  and reading some of these profiles, subs and Doms alike, they whine way too much.  blah blah blah, wah wah wah, i'm so wonderful, i can't find a sub, so now i'm depressed. 

i get unindated with messages and requests, many from people i have no connection with or nothing in common.  i try to give a kind reply.  other p eople, whatever happens, i find that by talking some, you can gain useful information.  come on people, we all arent going to connect.  and don't get all miffed at me for not jumping at your offer to be my Dom.  i take this very seriously i want to make sure beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are the One, and i want you to know that as well.  how can You even know if You dont know me yet. 

10/31/2008 9:10:32 PM
mind gamers at work overtime again.  but i had a conversation with a Dom, which reinforced that it wasn't just me.  the following are excerpts from the conversation, what he had to say about the D/s relationship:

John Doe: there has to be a little common sense in any relationship, even more so if there is a sub/dom

John Doe: lots of freaks in the world,  your going to run across half of them

John Doe: there are financial, location, kids, sex, family, religion, ect. ect.
John Doe: then throw in a specialty like sub/dom that the average person doesnt even understand. and stack that on everything else.
John Doe: the sub/dom doesnt make everything else not matter.  you still have the kids, financial, location, ect ect ect.

I've found alot of self inflated ego's associated with people.  No wonder some of these people need subs, its to help them hold up the huge head on their shoulders.  Geez.

10/30/2008 1:29:35 PM
a beautiful day....seeking my destiny....looking around, reading the signals.  listening to my heart, what it is telling me. which way do i go?  which choice is the right one.  i will be quiet and listen.

10/29/2008 2:33:32 PM
and so another day and another lesson to be learned.

i have found some answer to my questions of yesterday.  i am elated to say that i have found that not all Doms/Masters feel the need to grind me to dust beneath His foot.  i have found myself very receptive to the kind yet stern guidance of One who sought me out.  He has not pushed anything, but has subtlely suggested in such a way i automatically found myself desiring to do as He asked.  i fondly think of Him when i am not speaking with Him and peacefully anticipate the next time He graces me with His presence.  maintaining hope....with subdued excitement and anticipation.  to make His desires mine, to be fulfilled by His caring domination.

10/28/2008 8:46:26 AM
i can honestly say i've experienced some very serious mind fucking, and afterward, i didn't know my ass from my elbow.  coming to the realization of what it is, i accept it and realize it is part of the transformation process.  i have been brought past one of many hurdles to my strong unbroken will.  what i want to know is that everyone that has the ability to take someone to that level and cross is, going to treat me like im a total piece of shit?  i realize my role, i crave the submission, being who i am meant to be, but is everyone so cruel about it?  is this something i need to learn to accept and deal with?  im confused.

10/25/2008 8:47:01 PM
Odd thought for the day....I find some butch lesbians very hot, but crossdressing men give me the willies.  *shudders*

10/24/2008 9:43:35 AM
There are some very scary people on here!
Things i do not want or need:  a master with bigger boobs than mine (males), having someone who controls every single aspect of my life, as in when i am allowed to drink, piss, breath etc.
And i also do not need any male subs.  Thank you so much.

10/23/2008 9:24:41 AM

a frustration and knowing me.

I realize that there are not all that many true lifestylers in the Southern Illinois area.  Or at least not that make themselves very well known.  And more men than women, so i am a bit of a rarity.  I receive messages right away from some people, they chat for a few days then are quiet.  Then after a while, they end up returning.  I will make it known, I will not settle for anyone.  And I will not be the one someone else settles for just because they can't find someone else to choose from.  This lifestyle, everyday vanilla life or anything else for that matter.  I would rather be alone, than be with the wrong person or for the wrong reasons.  Respect for self and respect for others, thats what it's all about people.  I will be the willing cum slut of only the One whom i am meant to serve.


10/21/2008 11:37:08 AM
alright, i have to admit it, i am addicted to sexandsubmission.com videos.  i have also truly enjoyed some great conversation with a few select Dom's.  my mind has been picked through, i've done alot of thinking and analyzation and am more excited with every day at the thoughts of what may lie ahead.  if i have yahoo'd with You, then i'm talking about You.  peace to all 

10/18/2008 9:12:33 PM

thoughts after my first 24 hours here.....there are many extremely interesting people here as well as many varied thought processes behind said people.  i am very thankful for the well wishes and helpfulness of some people.  my interest has been piqued by a few.  i am not comfortable at this point to jump in with both feet and start shooting of messages.  and of course, it wouldnt be the cyber world without the one(s) who's only agenda is sex...as in the first 5 messages...whats your bust size...then getting attacked for not following suit with the proper answer.  i will not be bullied by strangers and will not be anyones doormat.  until next time.....humbly and greatfully, angel.


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 Mistress, Age:  25
 Lake Wales, Florida
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