"Primarily sub / Occasional Switch" and "full-time kinkster". My current state of mind is that of a "Sub/Bottom" who enjoys kinky play. I am NOT a slave. Dating status is..."in a relationship" Jan 2013 I've been searching quite some time for a deeper understanding of how/why I'm wired this way. I look for companions in life. Spirits to share the good times with and find comfort with during the rough. An equal and partner to experience life and play with for a while; longer if it feels right. If we end up simply being friends - well, that can be momentarily sad but fine in the end. See my journal entries for a rough, ongoing evolution of my profile.
9/11/2011 5:15:51 AM
Sheesh! What's up with the constant parade of 23 YO / 5'5" sub females from every state in the union? Always the same specs...different photo.
5/22/2011 7:45:21 AM
my PA has stretched to 6ga.!
3/20/2010 4:42:00 AM
I recently finished my own version of Lori's 12D CD. I modeled it in wax and had a local silversmith cast it in sterling silver for me. It's so shiny and beautiful!
When I felt this object laying in my hand for the first time I thought "OMG - it weighs a ton (in truth, nearly 1/2 a pound)!"
10 hours now having this thing melded to my body...I had a moment of panic this morning around 4am - woke with full-on hardness - it DID hurt - got some tools out and...quickly concluded - this thing ain't coming off without the key! I could prob snap the lock, but short of ruining the device - it's there to stay. Thrilling and scary!
8/23/2009 4:54:58 AM
Update May 2009 -
Not looking for play or lifestyle partners at this time.
I'm maintaining my profile for communication purpose only.
5/29/2009 5:12:20 AM
5/29/2009 8:12:20 AM
"I'm looking for a companion in life. An equal and partner to experience life and play with..."
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May 09
I’m stripping this text from my profile and retaining in my journal as an archive.
Live in the Saratoga Springs Area, Fun-Town (3 hrs. from NYC or Montreal)! Work from home and always looking for quality people to hang with. I travel quite frequently throughout New England, NY, NYC and Long Island.
Right now, I am at a point in my life in which I have the freedom and will to check out some of these things that have lurked so long in some well dusted corner of my mind.
I'm looking for a companion in life. Someone to share the good times with and find comfort with during the rough. An equal and partner to experience life and play with for a while; longer if it feels right. If we end up being great friends - well, that can be momentarily sad but fine in the end.
I don't believe any kind of supremacy is justified. I do believe in beauty and balance in life. I am perfectly happy to nurture my partners spirit, beauty, creativity and ingenuity in life. I am loyal, very real and sincere in anything I do. I fully understand the difference between fantasy and real life and enjoy both.
If you are a Bushie (political statement, not a reference to personal hygiene preference - HA!), it's not likely we'll share a very deep connection. Actually, if you believe the American political system is anything less then totally hijacked and generally screwed, I’m sure we won't have much in common.
From my pics, you can tell I like the outdoors, and I am very into WW kayaking. Post me at the G at syrynga...
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11/08 - I am not interested in on-line sessions. I get nothing from this type of interaction. Happy to chat on Y hoo but if you ask to see my cam, I will need to see yours ON YAHOO. Not interested in seeing your cam on any site that requires me to verify my credit card!
4/7/08 - UPDATE
I'm entirely willing to exchange "hello's" without knowing what you look like. For any conversation more in-depth than that, I respectfully insist on knowing what you look like. I hope to establish an intimate connection with a partner and don't feel this can be accomplished without a ration of physical attraction. I am attracted to women who are height/weight proportional and athletic, slender or petite in form.
10/26/2008 3:18:09 AM
Recently I've been getting quite a few messages which ultimately lead to asking me to enter my credit card information for verification.
I get nothing from this type of interaction and AM NOT INTERESTED.
IF those I know want to chat on Y hu (syrynga) or Sky pe (syrynga1), I am happy to do so.
4/9/2008 10:06:11 AM
4/9/08 I'd like to say "thanks" to all who reached out to me with kindness after reading my previous journal entry. It feels good to blow off steam and though I don't do so often, I always seem to feel better afterwards. I should mention that I'm "over it" now.
2/25/2008 6:28:11 AM
Update (11/07) ~ A Dom on this site contacted me the other day.She sent me a nice Em saying she liked my
pics.I thanked her... In her reply, she
demanded I go to Western Union and send her some $$ so we could talk for a
while!I am totally Gob-Smacked by this attitude.Actually, it really pissed me off!I understand all about paying tribute for a
session and believe me, I've paid many a time and happily so.Umm, but to pay, just to talk with someone
who wants to get to know me?BAHHH
(don't know what else to say)!
Update (4/16/07) ~ I've deactivated my old and created this new profile in
the interest of security. Google is relentless... Apologies to my friends on
this site though I'm sure all ya'll (this is Southern for "Yous"
which is Downstate for the same, both of which generally means "everyone
included" heehee!) understand.
(4/15/07) ~ Changing my listing back from switch because while I
enjoy D's play, I've also enjoyed a lifetime a vanilla sexual activity. Within
the D's realm, I prefer a sub role but have switched at rare times. In a
vanilla world, I've mostly been the initiator; dominant by necessity it seems.
I've discovered I'm a bit of a masochist but at times, dearly love both
administering and receiving a proper OTK spanking. With the right connection,
who can tell what will pass between us?
1/23/2008 5:37:48 AM
the verse from Janis Joplin been running through my mind: "Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose."
My soul is weighed by the Money-God-Culture that is so entirely ubiquitous in the world.
Uploaded a new pic yesterday and it still has not been approved - oh well...
After some reflection, I need to clarify what/who I'm looking for.
I have no intention of becoming a slave. Even in wildest fantasy, the notion of slavery is abhorrent. My greatest ambition in life is to live free.
I'm looking for the right one to own my heart and I theirs. I enjoy (what many consider) kinky play in the bedroom and during many of those times, I enjoy taking the sub role.
I am looking for a partner that is compassionate, innovative, intelligent & resiliant. One who keeps an open heart, seeks truth, views life with open eyes, is not afraid to take a path less traveled. I strive to exhibit this in my own life.
1/18/2007 9:16:30 AM
This haunts me ~ "enmeshed in the cancerous discipline of security. And in the worship of security we fling our lives beneath the wheels of routine - and before we know it our lives are gone" Sterling Hayden
1/18/2007 9:13:25 AM
7/6/2005
Unlike you, when a river gets all backed up it can't just eat more fiber to get things flowing again.
Damn all those dams... (support American Whitewater)
1/18/2007 9:12:22 AM
7/20/2005 What the Unmotivated Are Doing for You (I heard this on Car Talk this week and it totally cracked me up!)
Who are the unmotivated? Are they losers who just don't get it, who refuse to hold a job, or join the human rat race? The unmotivated are, in fact, people who do get it, who know it's all a scam, who refuse to be led by corporate and religious wranglers to the slaughter. It takes great will and integrity to remain unmotivated in the face of society's constant motivational assault: Work hard, follow the rules, fulfill your potential, keep up with the Jones or the Patels, believe in this deity or that deity.
Success for the vast majority of us would be achieving less than 1% of what the people behind the scams already have and want to keep us from ever having. The haves promote delayed gratification to the have-nots. You'll go to heaven when you die. You'll be able to do everything you always wanted to when you retire. The more gratification we delay the more gratification the haves enjoy today.
There is no greater struggle for the human race than to remain unmotivated. Only through lack of motivation can we crush this evil scheme that keeps us chained to our jobs, mortgages and fears. Fear is a big motivator-fear of failure, fear of being different, fear of being alone. Fear keeps us in bondage. Society provides comfort and structure, but it's a shell game, a carrot on a stick, the old bait-and-switch.
The rebellion is already taking place. It's happening with the gal in the next cubicle who is always on break, the pizza guy who never delivers a hot pie, and the customer service rep who doesn't bother acting like he cares. There will be no shot heard around the world, only the quiet but willful voices of those saying, "No thank you," to buying into the lie. These people are your heroes, not the overhyped celebrities, athletes and "stars" created by the media. Knock them off their pedestals! Better yet stop building pedestals. Why is the ability to look beautiful on TV and push hair conditioner more valuable than the ability to shovel manure from a stall? When push comes to shovel, it's all just different manure. Freedom is only an unproductive day away.
